New World Party

1-29-15

Thinking about my daughter earlier really stressed me out. I am afraid of her pussy. That new costner movie looks great, that little black girl is so beautiful, I wish I could lick her pussy, no, just kidding, I just said that to give halturd a heart attack. bill gates, thanks for the check, scumbag, if you want to live forever give me two billion dollars, one billion for me, and one billion for my daughter. Free hbo but no game of thrones, not even season 4, 3, 2, or, 1, what bullshit, season 5 starts right before my free hbo expires, I just get to watch the first episode. It is a scam to get people to sign up for hbo, even scrooge wouldn't do that BS, hp would, but not scrooge. But I am watching a great free hbo movie. I have to make sure to remember to wear my boxing wraps when I run, perchance to turn on the honey bunnies and be sucked. I love it when Samuel yells, shut up fat man, even though he is talking to me. Discipline, discipline, discipline, I have to be so disciplined, I can have icecream, but I can't have doing, I have to grow up for my daughter. Time to box, and run. 


1-29-30

I just apologized to Laura on facebook, for being such a spaz yesterday, I hope I am not arrested. Dam, Sam has a great memory, it is exhausting keeping all the bullshit I told her before straight. Young people gave me some great new sexual knowledge, about the new sexuality, I can't wait to have Neydy confirm it. As soon as I started watching this one woman on tv she sensed it and gave me the penis sign, many times, QTI, not ESP. It really seemed she could see me, so I stuck out my tongue just in case.  When I go run I am going to go see Gema, I think her cunt is calling me.  I can't wait to see Frankie first, I call her mommy now, she said it is okay, I am going to tell her that I have been a bad boy, and need a spanking, I am going to tell her that I am hungry. I am going to ask her if Sam owes me a blowjob. Some of my fellow comedian wannabes, it seems they try to not be controversial, they want to be the next letterman, they hate me because I make it obvious that is the last thing I want to be. I won the asteroids the second time, chickenshit, but my average is still going to go down, because I lost an easy one, I had no clue what the targets were, or in what order to kill them, I am kind of out of it, hung over. It was a really hard sequence, I was thinking before it popped up how hard those kind of sequences are, then it popped up, as if it read my mind, QTI. The second time was a chickenshit win, but not that chickenshit, it really attacked me, I easily could have lost, but I really started to understand my problem, I keep trying to do it the Julius way, instead of the God way, but I have a burded that other people do not have.  But today, I really got the sense of the God I shall be soon, it is going to be so awesome. Not to time to proof, forgive. 


1-29-15

It was such a magical night, Angie would not tell me that Sam was going to be working later that night, I am just too creepy I guess. Sam was wearing a sexy white dress, I told her, you can't sit on the beer chest because you are wearing that dress, so she sat on the beer chest. I can't believe how perfect Sam is, like my daughter. I told her her facebook pictures are so perfect, she was like, duh. I told her to tell her brother that he owes me a blowjob, she laughed her ass off, and said she would tell him. I was nervous when he showed up later. He looks so cool. I told Sam he looks so cool, she got jealous, she was like, yes he is sexier than me, I said, bullshit, get real. I tried to give him a bump like handshake, with not so secret contempt for homosexuals, he slapped my hand away, he is so cool, for a homosexual. That one woman who got pissed at me for looking at her, she would not let me buy her a beer, because she knows I can't fuck now, she said, that she is just kicking back with her friend. I was so cool when I asked to buy her a beer, I got so close to her, surrounded her body with my body, but I made sure I did not touch her, she really dug it. I made sure that I did not touch any of the women, especially their cunts. When that woman would not let me buy her a drink I was so humiliated. But later Sam let me buy her a drink, I felt so dead when I went in their, she resurrected my cock, dam she made me so horny. At one point I started dancing by myself, spinning around in place like crazy, this one dude told me to not do it, but I did it anyway, people loved it. At one point Laura told me to keep it down, she was full of shit, what she really wanted me to keep down was my cock down her throat. She came to work so early, for my cock. I told her that she really looks like a movie star when she wants to. She was dressed like a hippie, so slutty sexy, but I ignored her, I didn't want Sam to get jealous. When I was leaving I told Sam, I can't wait till I am a God, young again, then you will know what true sexy is, I feel guilty that you don't know now what true sexy is. I want to tell her now, that she let me buy her a beer, Sam, you owe me a blowjob. 


1-28-15

I really am in debt to my daughter. I finally got on stage at the Comedy Store, I don't remember ever having to wait so long for the laughs to stop before I could do another joke, it was like a real comedy show, instead of open mic. When they said I would be on soon I got so stressed, as the moment approached I thought I might have a heart attack. These two sexy women, one who sat right next to me, when they saw how stressed I was they split. I think they were hoping to do a threeway with me, when they saw how stressed I was they knew that would not happen. When I got on stage I felt good, I started with my black pussy joke, that one seems to be a career maker. It takes so little to become a star, just one little awesome thing. I have seen it happen before. Then I went in to this new bit I am doing, that has to do with what I wear, that pissed off so many the week before. That one so sick, evil, vile, joke, I said I was going to do, people loved it so much, it really is so sick, why am I not ashamed of myself. This one black dude, he loved my black pussy joke so much he got so drunk he could barely walk, and sat next to me. My notes got fucked up on my iPad somehow, but good enough. I did something people thought was very cool with the microphone, a lot of people imitated me. I never saw the light telling me to get off the stage, the woman had to throw me off the stage. I really dug her, the MC, she was not that sexy, but cool. This one young sexy woman said she sucks cock like it is her job, ie, not very good, not with much enthusiasm, she calls in sick a lot, et cetera. I loved the way she said pussy. I wish I would have talked to the MC, but she seemed afraid of me. This one short guy went crazy for my act. I did a bit about Scarlett Johannsen. I yelled at this one young sexy woman, stop staring at me with your slutty eyes, I know I am your dream come true, an old fat man, she said, yeah right. This one young good looking dude, he talked about cuming on women's bellies, and rubbing his cock in his semen on their bellies, he said nobody wears rubbers anymore. I wonder if that is true, that young people don't wear rubbers. I talked to him after the show, he seemed really creeped out by me, jealous. After her set, this one young very sexy girl sat next to my cock, at the club nearby, after I ignored her for a while she split, went back and sat in the chair of the young sexy dude at the table she was sitting at before. When I left that club I told her, that one thing you did, it was so cool, sexy, funny, you should really work it. She had no clue what I was talking about, she laughed her ass off, she kept touching my body. I told her, have somebody record you, and do it on purpose, work it to death, anyway you can, it is a winner, it only takes one small incredible thing to make it, I have seen it before. Than you daughter. 


1-27-15

I won them all, all with good scores, I didn't see two of the asteroids, until the last nano second, they came out of the obamian darkness,  I was able to kill them at the last nano second, and I didn't overreact to almost getting killed by them. Shit, it really is easy, it is just that I have been in such a fucked up place. I turned in to one of those older women with their pills that disgusted me in old movies. So funny how Europe is abandoning obamian austerity. That scumbag obama does not care if people in India are murdered by a nuclear disaster. I don't know how he can face his daughters. Time to do them again to make up for my sins. 


1-27-15

I was shocked at how fast in my head I was able to find the two factors for 210 that add up to 29. But I was driving myself crazy earlier because I had multiplied 14 times 15 incorrectly. I can't believe I thought before this one thing about exponents was complicated, now it seems like first grade Algebra, it was because I memorized what to do without understanding what was happening, that does not work for me, I have to understand to really remember well. I started back at my mathematics yesterday seriously. I learned a cool new way to factor mother fucker trinomials, like 28x'4+14x'3+38x'2. The AC method. Soon I shall be able to solve any equation in my head in a nano second no matter how big it is. 


1-27-15

Instead of future shock he should have called it Julius Shock. I just dreamed about some woman who used to be fancy, I don't know why, her father used to be fancy I guess is why. Earlier I dreamed I was playing pro basketball with a deflated football. I was strong squatting at the gym, I took a big chance, thought I might be crippled, but there was no pain, drama. I sense I am on the verge of getting my strength back, my technique back, that soon I shall be much stronger than I ever was, that I shall be able to lift much more weight than I ever could before soon. I am really starting to believe the truth that seems to good to be true to the point where I can use it, not only to lift large amounts of weights, but to put Mars in orbit around Earth for my daughter. I was stressed earlier, because I was preparing to move to where I am now, an awesome place. I can't wait to get to the place where I will know every time that I will win the asteroids, no stress, no doubt. They think they can stop the future, the magic that is coming, by ridiculing magic, me, they have no clue what fools they are making out of themselves because they have not experienced the absolute power of a God thousands of times as I have. Because they can not see the logical proofs for the true reality as I can, that are so obviously true, so simple, right in front of their eyes, that they could have if they would but only give me 11 trillion dollars. I am desperate for money, but I would not give up my knowledge for all the money in the world, oreilly knows this is true, it drives him insane, all his money is worthless in the face of death, which he is racing to embrace. Magical boot, wait till they see what I do with that. I sensed Laura yesterday, my daughter liked one of her pictures, it showed up on my facebook page. Laura put up a new facebook picture of her wearing a scuba mask, it looks cool. She got married in Vegas, but honeymooned in Hawaii. Her and her husband in Vegas, in the photos, look like fancy people. She showed a picture of Christmas in Colorado, stunningly beautiful. Laura really looks like a movie star when she wants to, not when she is working as a bartender. I wonder if she is an actor, if she wants me to help her, I want her to be part of my life forever. There is such a beautiful picture of her and Neydy together, it looks like Laura is holding Neydy supporting her, adorable. My daughter's been very active on facebook since I friended her. I think my daughter wants me to help Laura too. The picture of Laura yesterday, she looks so beautiful in it. That young very sexy woman, at food for losers, who harassed me twice the other day, yesterday I thought she would hump my leg like a Dog, weird, I hope she senses I shall be fucking like a porno star soon. I sense it, it is so real, can't wait, that shall be my number one priority then, fucking. The first orgasm I had yesterday was such a dud, I was not sure I even was orgasming, that never happened before, where I was not sure I was orgasming at first. The next two were incredible, I wish I had the words, soon. This young big dufuss dude disrespected me at the gym, I let it go, to pay it forward, older people let me get away with shit when I was young because I was young, once I could have really gotten in trouble, what happens in the field stays in the field. I let it go too because I am no good to my daughter if I am in jail, I was still sick, I was concerned about over reacting, it terrified him that I said nothing in return to him, it terrified him when he saw me on the pulleys machine doing boxing exercises, he ran out of there. But I sent the world a message through the collective unconscious after he left, just before I left, I got in front of a hundred pound dumbbell on the lower rack, in front of a mirror, I moved as if I were slipping a jab, at the same time I kicked the dumbbell with a vicious front snap kick, simulating breaking a leg, then I did it again, you have never seen anything as vicious as those kicks, not even in the movies, they terrified those in the gym. I was shocked how sexy I was looking before I went outside, this little black dude walking towards me started coming at me like he was going to bump in to me on purpose, or attack me with the pipe in his hand, he looked at me with such racial hatred, I prepared to knock him on his ass, shove that pipe up his ass, and then knock him out if necessary. I saw this one woman attack another in the jungle for absolutely no reason. That young dude at the gym, I was shocked when he disrespected me, that I did not get upset at all, I was on a high from squatting, I didn't want anything to bring me down. I am starting to understand the sacrifices my father made for me. My daughter keeps showing me pictures of her family, I wonder if she's picked out the menu for our wedding, I guess we will get married in South Africa, cool, can't wait to see it. The other night the MC seemed desperate to get me on the stage, but my fellow comedians would not allow it, that is the last thing they want, me on stage, they know when that happens it is over for them. I wonder if I look out the window if I shall see Mars in the sky. Time to God train, for my daughter.   


1-26-15

How does a republican do a hand grenade, they pull the pin, throw it, and hold the grenade. What, there was prostitution going on in my house of prostitution, I am shocked I tell you. Sarah Palin is from the hal ginsberg school of stupid, just because you talk for a long time that does not mean you are intelligent, you actually have to say something intelligent to be seen as intelligent, and you can't talk about carbon tax stupidity. It will go much worse for rumney if he is stupid enough to run a second time, I hope he does run a second time. I won't be on hal's show this week. 

 

1-26-15

Jessica Alba, that is her name, I think that dream means something. The republicans want greater income inequality, they want you working for free. They want you to continue to be afraid, so they can keep you enslaved. Even that idiot obama was able to humiliated the republicans at the state of union address, even he was able to make them look like dumbasses, but that is not saying much, because the republicans are such dumbasses. The republican party's days are numbered, soon I shall be famous, then it is over for them, and our BS news media. Shit, I wish it were Tuesday. The previous Tuesday, they hated on me so much, I only regretted that they waited so long, but they did not want to give me the satisfaction, finally they could not resist any longer. That one young dude, he was so pissed, it was so funny, he talked about me about me not even being in good shape, about me not being able to run away, I could have said, I won't need to run away after I blow all your brains out, but I didn't want to give them anything. One wimp called me a pussy, then he asked me not to kill him. I was surprised how long it took them to get it, what I was doing, until this one guy got it, maybe others did before him, I don't know what they were thinking, but he was the first to say it out loud. Some young sexy woman said she could not see me before she got on stage, she did not know what people were talking about, she said she expected to see me wearing a pair of her pantyhose over my head when she got on the stage. I should have asked her where she lives. Only one person said what I was doing was cool. Those who attacked me were so jealous, because they did not have the courage to even think it, let alone do it. I wonder if they will let me do it again. The woman comedians at the club nearby joke about all the times they have been mugged, beat up, they talk about how dangerous the jungle is. The thugs like women as victims, just like obama. obama is playing musical chairs, he is praying he will be in another country when the Julius shit hits the fan, so he can ask whatever country he is in at the time for political asylum. If that drone killed obama that would have been,,,,,,,, tragic.  

 

1-26-15

I dreamed that I had my fingers in some fancy woman's cunt, who was it, what is her name,,,,,,, fuck it. I am suffering from POSD, either because they were so good, or because I let this asshole mindfuck me in highschool. I have been having them standing up, that makes me feel very macho. I have to think that pictures of me from the Comedy Store are spreading in the internet, but the media will do everything not to show them. I was so stressed today God training, I lost the Asteroids twice, but the second time I did so much better, almost won, felt so good, soon I shall win every time. Soon I am going to start getting strong again, like crazy. Boxing yesterday was incredible again. I was sick again yesterday, I had to go to bed at 2pm, could not get out except to piss. Dam I get so relaxed in bed I become paralyzed, I can't get out to piss for a long while, causing me great pain from the need to piss, but that is good. I wish my daughter could feel how relaxed my body can get, she would know that I shall be a God. What is that woman's name, I am still sick, but feel so much better, going to run to the gym, to work out again. I don't want to say her name unless I can remember it, I don't want to look it up,,,,,, I had it earlier, no problem. These scumbag republicans, they fuck America, now they want the poor to pay for their crimes.  

 

1-25-15

That boot attacking with a knife was so awesome, you ripped off that one joke from me again, bigger mistake. It is juvenile to not believe in magic, unless you can prove how the universe was created without it. The World awaits your answer,,,,,,,,, that is what I thought. obama is negotiating so that US companies can build power plants in India, it is just what I said, they want nuclear power just as long as they don't have to live near it. Is that green energy, what a creep obama is. How can these republican creeps like bill oreilly and the rest still be running their mouths after they gave us 9-11, and destroyed our economy. They won't get away with their bullshit much longer. Some can sense that I am really thinking about letting lose my Dogs of War, and they are very pissed about it. If I do so many will die from heart attacks, that is why I have been hesitant to do so, oh well, fuck it, my daughter has a perfect body.  

 

1-24-15
I felt so weak yesterday, until I started running. I was going to run thirty minutes, but cut it short to get back as quickly as possible to fight if necessary. I was shocked the way this young cute innocent woman looked at me when I ran by. I can’t decide who is stupider perry, or oreilly, of course I know hal is the stupidest of them all, not counting obama of course. I can’t understand that twisted freak obama. obama and michelle walking up those stairs, it was like they were walking up the stairs of a gallows. They must have something on obama. This one thing I have been doing, it is terrifying the pigs, I just realized I am going to have to keep doing it, absolutely, I was not going to do it in this one context, but I realize now that I must, even if it will deny this one person so much pleasure, even if it will be so cruel to this one person. I really need to show the world how vicious, cruel and ruthless that I am. Can you believe one of the coke brothers said he is a liberal, is that a joke, or is he terrified by what is coming. What did I say yesterday that terrified oreilly so much, he totally flipped out, he was talking about the danger of censorship, so he said we need to have more censorship. They are talking about more free trade, I am surprised they are not arguing for more Global Burning, or more child pornography. I dreamed about kissing a black woman, and an incredible air show, the other day I dreamed a drone carried above some mountains, on the wings of drones. Scarlett does some really fucked up acting in Lucy, see Brad Pitt in Meet Joe Black, either because she is not a true believer, to ridicule me, or because actors don’t really have that much to do. Daughter actors feel guilty for getting all that money while not really having to do that much, so a lot of the time they do way too much. One of my acting teachers taught me that to be a great actor you don’t have to do that much, you just have to do very little to give a great performance. The hardest thing is not doing too much. I terrified her, funny, at first she helped me, secretly told me to avoid this one young sexy woman, because she was a basket case, but then something I did, or didn’t do, terrified her, she practically burned down her house to make sure I could not find her, bummer, I really respect her, she is going to be so embarrassed when I put her in one of my movies. I can’t believe the dumbass shit they say in Lucy, I think I shall talk about it in my act. Some dude told me he thinks my daughter is crazy, one day nice, one day cold. I said, that is even better, she needs my love even more. Her adorableness gave her the power to become my daughter, I hope LA does not suck it out of her, but fuck it, if it does I shall help her get it back. I can’t let that creep obama make me hate him, that will weaken me. I just was looking at some pictures of Denica, she looks so slender and petite. I friend requested her, I can’t wait to fuck her. I bet she would be great at killing pigs. I did not tell that whole story, about Frankie, she said, I know where you live, I said, yes, but you don’t know who I am, you don’t know what I have done, you don’t know what I can do, shortly after that when I was stalking her with my eyes she said that I scare her, that she is going to have nightmares about me. I think Mark took her home, and fucked the shit out of her. Forgive me for the previous blog, it was so fucked up, my head must have been more fucked up than I realized, or I was more drunk than I realized. I thought today that yesterday I might have made a huge mistake, I was like, where did I leave my pickax. But Barcalay is not as evil as bank of america. If you go to see me at the Comedy Store, Tuesday, at 8am, make sure you go to the Open Mic room, they have at least three rooms, I think it is free, no drinks required. I bought some new underwear, definitely going to need them soon, my first unpiggish Friday pigout was not a complete success, a thousand calories too many, maybe, but that is way better than usual, 3000 calories less than usual. Microsoft said the check is in the mail, so did Panasonic. I told Frankie, sad what happened to Sophia Loren, she said, what, I said, she’s gotten so ugly, she said no, I said, yes, but I am not going to let that happen to you, I love putting my hands on her body. Angie was wearing such a sexy top, tissue paper, the kind that says, rip it off my body, rape me. I have to get in perfect shape for my daughter, stat, I can’t wait to get back to the Comedy Store, I can’t wait to audio blog about what happened the previous time, I can’t believe how stupidly this one young man attacked me, I could have been like, dude, dipshit, that would not be a problem after I put a bullet in your head which I could easily do, he was so enraged at me, because he was too obama chickenshit to even think of it, let alone do it, people complained that I did not defend myself, but no, I didn’t want to give them anything, not a crumb. I am pissed at myself for letting Angie and Frankie get me too excited, someday never again. Too excited, that is a stupid phrase, like, too dead. I contacted the NFL, for my daughter, I told them I have the solution to their concussions problem, my solution to that problem of theirs is also the solution to another of their problems, of course I don’t want to give away too many details. I had lots of dreams with black people in them, this one cool black dude, he let me win at pool, because he loves Sam, and she loves him. When I got there he was still there, the dude I thought I might have to fight yesterday, but he ignored me, either because he knew I wanted to fight, because I knew my daughter would hear about what happened, or he ignored me because Angie and Mark had asked him to leave, he seemed really bummed out as he made his way out slowly.  Time go God train, then go to the gym, I think I shall have to masturbate first, but I am afraid to do so, way too horny, thinking about my daughter. Interesting, Liz is now letting me respond to her Facebook posts, but she still has not let me be her friend. I hate it that I now am indebted to zuckerturd. 

 

1-23-25

Holy shit, I thought it would take months before I was rejected, instead, the same day I was accepted. I ran back from the bank, as fast as my fat ass could, thinking when I got back I would have to fight. It was that one dude, who seemed to want to kick my ass at first, then wanted to be me friend, but today he was back to kick my ass mode. He insulted as I left, I ignored it. When I got back Angie and Frank were here to keep me from killing him, I think Frankie told them what he said and they kicked him out. I feel sorry for him, fat, short, unsucked, bald, four time loser, at least he is not that old. Frankie told me that I stink, Kenny says she is full of shit, I think she is jealous of Tammy. When I first got here Frankie told me that my daughter had been here yesterday, and that she had given her a piece of my pizza that I had given to Frankie, I fed my daughter for the first time, she ate of my penis for the first time. At one point Frankie caught me stalking her, she said, you frighten me, I am going to have nightmares about you. That dude I thought I might have to fight, he actually did me a huge favor, he made fun of me for being a duffuss with Frankie, I appreciated him making me aware of it. I told myself running back to maybe fight him that I would not hurt him, I would just take him down fast and easy. I think reality rewarded me for that thought, my daughter, accepted my friend request today, the day I made it. There had not been any activity on her facebook page since August, I thought it would be months before she rejected it. I was just hugging Frankie, touching her body, after a while she told me to stop, afraid that Angie would get jealous. Earlier I was doing the same, I even played with her bra strap, she did not complain, when Angie was not around. My, months of no activity, the same day I friend request her, that she accepts she puts up many interesting messages.  She put up something referencing South Africa, where her story begins. She put up some from Freud saying, before you consider you are a loser consider that you might be surrounded by losers, something.  A picture of the Spice Girls, tell me what you want. I told Frankie, she is trying to tell me something, Frankie said that I am too lonely, I said you have no idea, Frankie please let me hand on to my delusion as long as possible. I think Frankie called my daughter, told my daughter what I said, then my daughter put up a picture of some sexy dude. I think my delusion protests too much. I think Frankie played the song to tell me, just call me, you will always have somebody to suck my cock. I spent 13 dollars just to be with Frankie today, to get cash, instead of going to another bar where I could have used my credit card, I told her I went through hell to get cash to be with her, because I really appreciated what she called me yesterday, I told her, I teased it, but did not tell you what she said, that you would some would go insane when they heard what she called me, that made her so happy. My daughter looks so beautiful in that picture she put up with that young sexy man, I wonder if she sucked his cock. 

 

​1-23-15

I was just talking to the second sweetest girl in the world, at Microsoft, Robyn. She kept calling me, Sir Julius, she can tell that I am special, the young lady at Little Cesar's said, see how special you are, I remember your order, I had not seen her for two months. I gave Frankie half my pizza, no more pigouts for a while. She was so pissed off when I told her about seeing a picture of her baby and my daughhter in a swimming pool. She demanded that I tell her who told me about her facebook page, whoever's facebook page, wherever I saw that picture, I refused. I think she was really pissed she could not suck my cock, you can't believe what she said to me, too good for here, audio blog later. Nadee  didn't seem too happy to see me yesterday when I went to see her where she works after Lupe cut my hair. When I told Sam that I would rather be a great lover than killer she said something, I told Lupe, I think she said that she could teach me to be a great lover, at least that is what I hope she said, maybe she said, stick to killing, Lupe laughed her ass off. So many problems yesterday, today they are all gone, even some that were not of concern yesterday, but from the past, all gone. I guess because I am in a much better place, quantum physics. I started to get so cool on the phone, especially with Robyn, she might read this, it was like I was listening to somebody else, my father. Yesterday, I felt so shitty, but running was beautiful, boxing I felt like such a stud badass, seems so long since I felt like that. I didn't call hal because my computer was fucked up, and he said he would not send me a recording of the call, I won't be on his show next week. Next week a lot of people are going to show up to see if I get killed, I have such awesome material, if you are hoping to see me get killed be at the Comedy Store at 8pm Tuesday. I have to call Barcalay, see how much they rip you off for cash. I deserve a beer.

 

1-22-15

It was Ray who had Sam fired, because he was jealous of my desire for her. Because I got enraged Mark hired her back. When I got there yesterd

ay Ray was complaining about some bartender playing pool, and sucking cock in the back, I hoped he was talking about Sam, he was. I jumped to her defense, I told Angie, playing pool with the customers is great for business, she agreed, told Ray to shut up. Kenny call's him Gay like Hal, Ray. I told Marc, when I own my own bar I am going to tell my sexy bartenders, don't be cleaning if you want to suck customers cocks instead. Ray hated that. The way she jumped at me off that pool table was something to see, she was trying to frighten me, she did. Kenny, he tried to hustle me for a drink, sad, he disrespected me a bit, I am tempted to make him dead to me, but he did me a huge favor, he gave me the facebook page of my daughter, so beautiful. She has not facebooked in a while, I want to message her, but would it creep her out. Dam, Liz won't even let me be her facebook friend let alone her friend. I sent her a cool message today. I should get it and put it up here. I sent Mark a picture of a woman that Hollywood thinks looks like Angie. I need to ask Marc to tell me when my daughter is working next. I love thinking about my daughter when I masturbate, my timing on my orgasm was a nano second off this morning, your timing must be perfect for maximum orgasmumization. Poor Heimi, old, 71, had to freeze in the cold, because his keycard stopped working, and they don't have anybody in the office from 3am to 8am, I thought about letting him come in to my apartment, but fuck it, it is a cruel world. I did however call the housing authority and let miss jackson know, she was like, fuck him. Unbelievable that picture of Angie when she was in the Army. My Army picture, I give myself a two for it. But I wish I had that picture taken of me when I was 29, maybe not, if I saw it, and compared it to myself in the mirror, I might have to cut my throat. I just came up with the most incredibly brilliant idea for the next time I go to a city council meeting, Tuesday, 10am, watch on tv. 

 

1-21-15

Kenny just told me that he thinks women's tennis is about women taking turns whacking on men's testicles, brilliant, I can't believe I never thought that myself. Now he is talking about volleyball. My daughter brought me such great luck today, Chase told me I owe them 60 dollars less than I thought, I asked Barcalay, why no service charges, they said no service charges until April fools day, hal's birthday. I had this problem yesterday, I asked this young sexy bartender to help me, he thought he did, the young sexy women dug that, I didn't have the heart to tell him he failed me, he seemed so happy to have thought he helped me. Today I figured out a way around that apple stupidity, and a way to test it to make sure I did, to make sure there would be no problems in the future. That night, since I could not solve that problem I just rolled with it, adopted to survive, the story of my life. It didn't seemed like it would be a problem that night for a while, but then I did an incredible miracle for my daughter to make it a problem again. But I much preferred to have that problem than to not have had that miracle have happened, no way shall I fail my daughter. Before I left yesterday to do battle, I was so incredibly God like, even when I was there, so God like, but after a while, duffuss, it seemed there were these,,,,people who were there, special people, to see just me, when they saw me lose God, they left in disgust. I got a package today a month early, the woman dropped it on the ground, I told her, you are lucky it did not explode, you are lucky to be alive, she got terrified. Angie returned the favor, I showed her some BS card I got from the VA, she doesn't believe I was really in the Army, I told her it is fake, I got it from the CIA. She said, I was in the Army, I never fought in any wars, but I was in the Army. I told her, you are really creeping me out. Some of you know why, see the movie, Streets of Fire. I am at Angie's bar now, it is so perfect that Mark and Angie are working now, because of that favor Mark did for me. Ray, he told me something incredible about Mark and Angie, that I knew was true, but it is good to have it confirmed, he also showed me an incredible picture of 

Angie in a bikini, Holy Cunt Shit Batman. 

 

1-21-15

That one woman in that Bieber video really reminds me of my daughter. I can't wait to see that Bieber roast. That woman in that billboard, on Sunset, near, La Ceinega, she reminds me of my daughter too, that billboard is so fucking sexy. Reality gave me such an incredible yesterday, did Mark reverse his position because the thinks I am special, I had made it very clear how sad I was at his original decision, maybe I was just given untrue information, whatever, I am going to give him the benefit of the doubt, make it very worth his while some day. I thinks I shall wait to talk about what happened yesterday, incredible, I keep waiting to see me on tv. 

 
1-20-15
I have been very sick, still am, but I am going to the Comedy Store to try to do standup, for my daughter. Drinking a lot during the Holidays taught me something, significant maybe, I thought going too deeply in to Godmind would make me sick, but it is something else, related to that, this new knowledge might help me to become a God, it seems it already has. 
 

1-18-15

melissa is getting her ass kicked, trying to defend that phony obama talking about education, her producer told her over her headset to stop bullshiting so much, you are making it too obvious how full of shit msnbc. Those phonies melissa and madow, also obama, have no clue what reality is going to bring to them, how the fuck did they think they were going to get away. I have to change the channel, I can't take her bullshit anymore, I could only take ten minutes of senior night live's bullshit, before I had to turn it off. They pray I am lying, but you should ask yourselves, what do the flying sharks say. I can't believe I was able to link up my new wireless headphones, with my iPod, by myself. I was finally able to get a new password for xdating, is it because they know that now I am the biggest star in hollywood. obama is the biggest pussy we have ever had in the whitehouse. 

 

1-15-15

​No free HBO, typical. 

 

1-15-15

Molly Sims sister is sexier than her. She reminds me of my daughter, please don't hurt me anymore. Thanks for reminding I get to watch game of thrones today. 

 

1-15-15

I can't believe what this young sexy honey bunny asked me,  I shall talk about it later, so my daughter will not hurt me. 

 

1-1-13-15 ​

Two new radio calls up, kgo, does it mean anything, a paradigm shift, I don't know, I only hope my daughter does not hurt me anymore. 

 

1-13-15

Fox, thank you, it seems this black dude, the caller after me on kgo, it seems he is said, that he fears obama is losing it, that he will start a nuclear war, if I don't stop, I am like, so. Frankie definitely thinks that I am completely insane. I saw that crazy bartender, I followed her in to Angie's bar, Frankie told me to come back to her, as if she thought I was too insane to be in Angie's bar. That crazy bartender, when she saw me she ran in to Angie's bar, as if her pussy was on fire. I told Frankie earlier, do you have a knife, I need a knife, my knife is way too big, if I take out my knife it will terrify all the humans. I want to be pissed at Frankie, but there is not way I can be so, she's been so nice to me, she pretended she might suck my cock, she is an incredible actress. To honor my father I am telling all the Honey Bunnies, if I get killed tonight, please shit on my grave. The sexy Honey Bunny at Carls, she kept touching me, does she want me to rape her, I told her, you gave me one too many Big Carls, she said, so what bitch. 


 

1-13-15

cnn, Cunt News Network. 

1-13-15

If ISIS, cnn, kills my cock, fuck it, it is all about my Daughter, fear her, she has absolute power. 

 

1-13-15

Frankie, tell my you are not going to unsuck me like all the rest. It seems like she wants to use me, like, like LIz Duenas did. She said if I am the master I say I am I will listen to some band she wants me to listen to, am I wrong to deduce that she is sucking he cock of one of members, pun intended, of that band. It is a cruel world. The American French ambassador laughed at some cnn dooshbag, because he was being a dooshbag. Those French Commandos look very manly, central casting, no, the casting couch, later, I hope my daughter does not have them hurt me. I am sad that I killed those Muslim Freedom Fighters, I hope I don't kill Hayat, I dig her. I thought the cockroach assassins were here, I went out in to the hallway to see if they were here, they were not, but this one woman was in the hallway, I can't decide if she is fuckable, she has flabby tits, she looks very cool, but,,, when she saw me, in the hallway, wearing my God Trainer, sexy shorts, and, boxing gloves, she lost her fucking mind. It had only been days since she had seen my legs, what will it be like when it's been months. She was very high, the other day, when she was very high too, she held out her hands to me, and wiggled her fingers, as if she were casting a spell to kill my cock. When I am a bad boy my daughter makes bad pain in my ball sacks. When I am a bad boy, ie, when I go another day not doing the right thing, ie, cutting off my evil balls, and evil cock. That sexy woman, who let me buy her cunt a drink, I showed her that picture, she said, you have a speedbag in your room, not apartment, she said room, to let me know she knew I was a loser. It is a cruel world, I am going to say something so awesome about her on Hal's show today. Earlier I was thinking about how lazy my cock is, I have lazy cock syndrome. I keep laughing out loud insanely, thinking about what I am going to say tonight, maybe. I wonder if Pauly Shore found out how cruel Hollywood can be if you blacklist the father of the Righteous One. 

 

1-12-15

#7, #8, #9, #12, I hope my daughter does not hurt me tomorrow, because of what I am going to say. 

 

1-12-15

I am watching msnbc, it is so clear to everyone that ISIS has really punked out obama, America, back to God training.

1-12-15

I asked Frankie, do you want to see my psycho eyes, she said no, I see them everyday. She said she wanted to give me a hug, that she thought I needed a hug, I said, I need it desperately. This young sexy woman let me buy her a beer, thank you Satan, I am not worthy. 

 

1-11-15

A very sexy young woman sent me a picture form xdating, she must be a prostitute, like my daughter, I am so proud of her, I would definitely be a prostitute, if I were a woman and were not a Dr. Carleen, they should give PHD's for prostitution, I see it as the most important job you can have. I wonder if I can make some money on the internet masturbating, when I am in perfect shape, I shall check it out. I just fucked the shit out of my daughter, I think I got some sleep, I could think myself going from the real dream world, to the false one, the one I am now. I am really notdoing today, I have to keep notdoing, notdoing, notdoing, for my daughter. I have to tell the true messiah not to go to NY, I think it shall be destroyed soon by an ISIS nuke, because of cnn, msnbc, fox, madow, obama, ginsberg, oreilly... What is the name of the legend, what, the legend, what is his name, oh, Julius, Julius E Mogyorossy. I have to tell Sam some things, about my cock, to punish her vagina. When I performed I didn't plan on talking about loving black pussy, when I saw the black lesbian MC I decided to roll with it. I said, my Indian name is, Chief Little Big Snake, from the, Little Valley Between The Thighs Tribe. Time to go to the gym, I want to watch Alyssa again tonight, her vampire movie. 

 

1-11-15

This one fox asshole just said we need to look past osama, does the idiot think osama is still alive, is he trying to mindfuck you to thinking he is alive, it just drives them insane that hey look so impotent now because they could not kill osama and that nigger obama could, I use that word because that is what they call him in secret klan fox meetings. 

 

1-11-15

Frankie told me she likes the song, Push It, I think she was trying to tell my cock something. The movie, The Road Warrior, is a tenth rate movie, but it really works, it is a great movie. Shit, I am going to have to register to vote, because I am going to be able to register for the New World Party. I could not believe that six people registered for the New World Party before, were they all murdered by the pigs, see the movie, Conspiracy Theory, I am going to take my iPad to the gym, this time I shall study my Algebra notes, I forgot the previous time, I can't believe how I fucked up solving this one exponential problem that I did and put in my notes as an example of what to do, I fuckd it up every way you can. I thought I was going to be fucked out of my free HBO, I didn't read the small print, but no, I am going to get it. I can't wait to see her tits again, just because she does want to show them, big baby, what, wa. I can't wait to squat, I really want to muscularize my legs, I can't wait to see what they look like when I muscularize them much more, and get rid of all the fat, I think I shall really dig what they look like, I shall have to shave them, there will be blood, but it won't be mine. I had really become a bleeder, some of you know how funny that is, see, Vision Quest, but that problem seems to be gone now. Not that it really matter, because every one I fight shall be killed with one punch before they can hit me. Can't wait for the unvailing of my legs, to ware my sexy women's shorts again. People think they were pissed before, they will fucking rage. The fox pigs are hysterical, they all know they are dead assholes walking. 

 

1-11-15

Cool, daughter, some cnn dude just agreed with me, that obama humiliated America today, soon. You should watch, The Fourth Protocol, learn from Pierce. I can so think the day when I shall be walking through Angie's bar when there is a big crowd with a huge obvious hardon, all the women will touch if for good luck. I was used to people staring at my crotch when I wore my shorts, one dude insanely, but now even though I am wearing new sweatpants some Asian dude stared at my crotch so hard, maybe he is psychic, and knows what is coming. 

 

1-11-15

New picture up, on the pictures page. Daughter if you watch, The Final Option, understand that by the time the SAS got there I had already killed all the terrorists, of course the SAS got to take all the credit, and they got all the blowjobs. I really feel like I am an ISIS Hero Freedom Fighter right now, the obamian squirrel monkey in me is dead now. Pierce Brosnan in the movie, The Fourth Protocal, he does not play a KGB assassin, he becomes one, I know of what I speak. Some sexy young black woman from xdating sent me a picture, I don't think that was a coincidence. I have pubic/cock pot bellies, I want to get rid of them, I think if I do my cock will look bigger, I need every 1/16th inch I can get, until I transcend. That was so beautiful today in Paris, obama humiliated America again today. 

 

1-11-15

I wonder if I can get a job as a cartoonist at that magazine, it is a cruel world Herr Hauftman, see, The Blue Max. It really turned me on as I watched, The Final Option, yesterday night, thinking about my daughter watching it, thinking about me. People want me to tell the story about how I am the reason OJ murdered all those people, soon. 

 

1-11-15

That coward obama was too afraid of ISIS to show up in Paris. I wish I could be there as the true President of America, France, why do you disrespect me. That cnn woman was so tough on feinstein, because she knows feinstein will be in jail soon, feinstein knows it too. When I saw Mark touch Laura it creeped me out, but it turned me on also. I could not believe the vulgar sexual things these women were saying about the sexy black dude working as a desk clerk, the one who told me I don't want to go to jail, I put my fingers in my ears and said loudly, LA, LA, LA, LA...

 

1-11-15

I made it rain yesterday, so I could run with my raincoat on, so people would not see how fat I have gotten because I fucked up my diet. Angie and the other witches of Angie's bar, they make me do things, buy beer, and food, that I should not buy, they are too powerful for me to resist their power, especially my daughter. She raped me, forced me to adopt her, I am afraid of her, help me. I did that rain miracle so perfectly. I wish I could do a cock miracle as perfectly. Interesting, yesterday in a written blog I used the word, precious, talking about tunafish, a short time later a terror expert used the word precious, talking about terror. I don't think this was a coincidence, this is good news for my daughter, and for me, maybe she won't hurt me if I get her some money soon. Daughter, Hollywood was showing me some insane love on Netflix yesterday, they were all so perfect, well almost all of them. I can really feel the obama squirrel monkey in me right now, I hate that, I have to kill the obama squirrel monkey in me absolutely. One expert agreed with me that chris cuomo is a moron, that the terrorists wanted to stay alive as long as possible because that was good for ISIS. I was able to set the time on my new Casio Atomic watch, without too much stress, they don't explain it as well as they should, they want you to feel stupid, because that is the only way that capitalism bullshit can survive. You can't believe what I bought at Wallmart, to run in the rain with, my raincoat is so fucking stupid, in two ways, insane. I have to take a picture of me wearing it, put it here. One young sexy blond woman loved it, I thought she would grab me. This other one thought it or I were really creepy. She thought I wanted to rape her, but I wanted to steal her pizza. The smell of pizza is heaven, almost as good as the smell of pussy. I got a lot of shit done already this morning. I ran an hour yesterday, I think way less fat today, but I forgot to leave time to box, can't hit bags after 6pm. I also figured out on my own how to use the countdown clock, very cool. I saw so many beautiful people yesterday, and so many obamian demons, this one black woman, I would not want to fuck her, nice clothes, body, not too ugly, but there was something no cool about her, she seemed so angry, about to go on a killing spree. I talked to this other black woman about her, she said she didn't notice, she said, fuck her, there is too much going on in the world. The Reeses are a lot cheaper at Wallmart, than at Food 4 Losers. Something incredible happened at Angie's Friday night, it was a magical moment I think, people saw it, and dug it, this young man and me, I had some nice moments with other young men, and some young women, audio blogs, sometime this week, maybe. I wonder if they will let me do what I want to do at that comedy club. That night I did standup for the first time in a long time, it was me who ran those sexy women out of that club, not that other dude, I have to apologize to to everyone for that, Mark was right, but was talking about the wrong women, I have to thank him for making me realize it, I must remember to tip Frankie's tits. She got scared after she first did it, because I yelled at her, you bad girl, she thought I was serious. I was so bummed out she was not there when I got back from running, I wanted to feel her tits some more. Laura got creeped out when she saw people being like me. She got down, not on her knees, but very low, pretending to do something, secretly begging to suck my cock, I put my head on the bar to thank her, she shook her head to say no, lying, but her cunt told the truth, I could smell it. I am not going to buy any beers from Sam today, to punish her cunt, for not giving me a hug. I shall stop for a minute, just so she can see my new thing, to make her laugh, and to thank that sexy young black woman if she is there. My final pigout, until I get on the scale, is going to be Angie's tacos, if she will let me have some more, if not fuck it, I love Taco Bell, I was bummed when the one downtown closed down. Frankie wanted to know why about my Little Cesars Pizza, where did I get it, it was weird to me, she said she just wanted to know if there was one downtown, but it seemed to me she was jealous thinking I was putting my root in somebody else's garden patch. Weird, I should have asked her, Emily, the bartender I thought was ugly at first, she sang a song that said, I fall in love to easily, did she just right that, having heard what I said to Ray. She ginsberged me, I told her the sax is a very sexy instrument, she said, that is what they say, like hal accusing me of plagiarism. Back in the day they would accuse me of plagiarism if I used the word, the, people said, bullshit, my few defenders. She heard nothing about the bomb, there's been nothing in the news about it, that I know, probably because the bomb was put there by obama, not ISIS. 

 

1-9-15

The cops had the streets blocked off near by, somebody said they found a bomb, was it ISIS, trying to kill me, like the BMG tried to do in Germany. I thought this one cop was going to hassle me, he got really agitated and started walking towards me, I ignored him and went in to the building where I am incarcerated. I just thought of the sickest joke, your heads are going to explode. Mark was right, but not about those women, those other women, I have to thank him. He got really creeped out when I asked him to dance, he thought I was serious, I was not, but if he said yes I would have danced with him. Earlier these cops pulled near me fast, sirens blaring, I stood there looking at them, waiting for them to start shooting at somebody, maybe me, that seemed to piss them off, that I was not afraid that I wanted to see them shoot somebody, even at me, See, Remo Williams, The Adventure Begins. Dale seemed sooooooo something when I left, creeped out by me, I had told him earlier you should practice your quickdraw everyday, you never know what is going to happen, then the cops found that bomb nearby. I told a bartender who works there, the one with the very sexy cool looking girlfriend, she is 36, he is 52, they both have mohawks. I think she got pissed off when I started talking to him about cock sucking, she dragged him out of there then. I was truly stunned when he said he was 52, I told him I thought I was the true messiah, but it is you. As he and I talked for a long time, his girlfriend and that woman, who got pissed at me for looking at her, were talking. I told the dude, it creeps me out, that while we are talking they are talking, I don't think he understood why, I should have explained it, it creeped me out because it was like she was my girlfriend. I didn't want to think that way because if I did I might end up in jail. She was really making my cock tingle, she was so desperate to fuck, me, anybody. She was so desperate to fuck she would even fuck me. I told the dude, I can't fuck right now, I have post traumatic sex disorder, so she could here, but I shall be a God soon, then I shall fuck a hundred women on this bar. I wonder if he got in trouble for telling me her age, I said, on my scale of one to ten, she is perfect. I felt so ashamed that I could not fuck that one woman, it was unreal hard to keep my hands off her body. She tried to rub her tits on me, I didn't let her do so because I am insane. I have to apologize to her for not letting her rub her tits on me.  I am so ashamed for not fucking her, soon. I have to give Frankie another tip, just for rubbing her tits on me, it felt so fucking good. I am so jealous of Angie's body, Laura's, and especially my daughter's body. I fucked fucked my daughter in the bathroom at Angie's bar this morning, Friday night, in the women's bathroom, I bent her over the sink, fucker her pussy, then her ass, I told her to tell me when to cum, she said cum now, I pulled out and shot my load on her anus and cunt, it was beautiful seeing my semen glittering in the bathroom light like moonbeams off the belt of Orion, Bladerunner. I fucked her only in my mind, that is stupid, how should I put it, when I fucked her she was not there, but some day soon I am going to fuck the shit out of her like a good daddy with a big cock should. I thought I would miss potgasms, but the one my daughter gave me this morning was perfect, I could not ask Satan to make me cum any better. Funny, I told this one young black dude, I think the cops are after me, he looked scared shitless when I said that. But this older black dude laughed his ass off. When I got home I intentionally did not turn on the bullshit corporate news, this morning too, I don't want to turn it on until I post this, beautiful, I have four slices of little cesars pizza left, Angie was desperate for me to have more of tacos, or, eat her pussy, something, I said no way, I have to finish eating my tuna fish, or I would have to throw it away. No way I can waste something so precious. I am so done with being fat, enough, I might not have pigout days any more, but if I do I am going to go back to counting calories even on my pigout days. I ran for an hour yesterday, on my day off. I think I shall have one more pigout day, what shall it be, it has to be special, I wish I could pig out on pussy. One more pigout, then no pigiouts for a while, until I think safe to get on the scale, I have to do an experiment with that scale first. I hate that scale, it is a piece of corporate shit, but I can't afford a new one at this time. Time to post this, cook my pizza, then turn on the bullshit corporate news media. Later I have to run to wallmart, to get my new atomic watch. Some day I am going to have 20 of Angie's tacos, 40 dollars, they are awesome. LC pizza is way better than dumbinoes, or, pizza slut. I wonder if all the cops have know what I look like, know what  I said about the mayor. I told that one dude, I am trying to get ISIS to come to Angie's bar to try to kill me, I said then, that would be cool wouldn't it. I told him, killing is easy, get your cock sucked is hard, at least for me. That joke I wrote today is so bad, there is something seriously wrong with me. I ran with my computer, I thought it would be a drag, but I did not notice it. Since my cock is disabled I want to get a little wheelchair for it, show a picture of it in the wheelchair, on my website. Laura Dances so adorably, my daughter dances so sexily. I think they told her I thought she was a prostitute. Daughter, our time is coming. 

 

1-9-15

I just jabbed this young sexy woman in her tit, she said, sorry, I said, sorry, thankyou, she then rubber thigh against mine. I hope she is reading this. I think she did, but has not said anything about it. I can't believe it is 9pm and I am still awake. Time to piss, fuck, I am starting to think like I am in the movie, Apocalypse Now, and I dig it. 

 

1-9-15

I told Laura earlier, Angie thinks I am full of shit, she does not think I had the chance to go to French Commando school. Amazon is kind of fucking me, in a way, so I am going to buy a movie from them, I was going to buy, Marathon Man, but now I have to buy, The Final Option, I need some information in it. Angie was terrified I would think her tacos were too small, they were very small. But they were perfect, I told her, they are fine, you know what a pig I am. They were awesome, some day, when I am one of the fancy people I shall have twenty of them. Laura saw me just try to talk to Angie, of course Angie ignored me, Laura felt sorry for me, I told her, don't worry about it, I am going to live forever, I asked her if she wants to see a miracle, I showed her that miracle I show miracles humans sometimes, I said, that I know that is a miracle makes me the greatest genius of all time. When I tipper earlier I told her, I have done questionable things, this is my way of paying off my karma, see the movie Blade Runner, it is a metaphor about me. I told Laura at some point, I wish I could dance with you, she was dancing behind the bar, she loved it, she knew I was secretly talking about fucking her. At one point I apologized to her for getting too excited , I said I get too excited around sexy women, she said, everybody does. That bartender who I thought was ugly is now performing, she is really good, but I think she overacts a bit too much. She plays the sax, the sax is such a sexual instrument. This one bartender, who works here, he has a mohawk, he looks kind of goofy to me, but he has an incredible girlfriend, she looks so cool, I told him so, she is not as fancy as Liz Duenas, but she reminds me of her. Liz, we will always have Casablanca, in my delusional mind. That one woman, she sang, I fall in love too easy, was that a coincidence. That sexy young black woman, I have to audio blog about her, about why she maybe rubbed my naked thighs, things I said, the previous time I met her. I think I might have to get another pitcher of beer, just so I can tip Laura some more, even though I can't really afford it. She is really fancy. I am not having to piss that much, a miracle. Earlier my head was so fucked up, I woke up from a coma, my lack of sleep really caught up with me, the time difference between LA and Paris. I wanted to stay in bed, but I was desperate to see Angie and Frankie. I Lurched in to motion, I payed Frankie for a pitcher of beer, and two Angie Tacos. I told her, I shall be back after I run to pick up my new atomic watch, and get some cash, but my watch was not at fedex, but at the nearby Wallmart grocery store, then I ran the wrong way from fedex to go to my bank, because my head was so fucked up. I saw this fat black dude playing the blues in rich people's downtown la, I told him, where you been, I missed you, I gave him a dollar, which I hated to do, because I had given a dollar to woman earlier. He is so magical. I am in a state of ecstasy, because of Angie, Laura, beer, the live music. I told Mark, the Rams are coming to LA because of me, to be near me, he acted like I was crazy, I got upset a little inside, that is totally inexcusable, not professional. I told him other things that he loved, I said, you should get your security guard a gun, he said, he already has one, I talked to the security, I said, you get to where your gun like that because of me, he knew it was true, he shook my hand to thank me, I asked him, do you practice your quick draw, he said sometimes, I said, you should practice it everyday, I should have added, you never know when ISIS might try to come to this bar and try to kill me. It is so obvious that the killing of those alleged Muslim Hero Freedom Fighters was fake, they made it so obvious to say, yes, they were killed the day before, Julius told the truth. 

 

1-9-15

It is so sad that I have to turn to fox, because msnbc and cnn are so fool of shit. 

1-9-15

Obviously the French Commandoes chose to attack the Muslim Hero Freedom Fighters after my call to hal, to honor me. They are real bad asses, I only hated on the French because I flunked out of French Commando school, actually, if you have to know the whole truth, I was too cowardly to serve in the military, like oreilly, my DD214 is a forgery, that I got from the CIA, killing is easy, getting your cock sucked is hard, sadly I know what I am talking about. 

 

1-9-15

Hal is being way more boring than usual, he has his idiot cousin on telling us what we already know instead of the greatest genius of all time, I am of course referring to myself. I might not be able to be on hal's show today, I might me too drunk. Some of you know why I said what I said about geraldo, during the Iraq war, the first one I think, during his news reports he was telling Iraqi's how to kill Americans, unintentionally. 

 

1-9-15

#1,#2. 

 

1-9-15

Shit, fox has on that idiot geraldo, he will probably tell ISIS on fox how/where, the French Commandos plan to attack the Hero, Muslim, Freedom Fighters, It is obvious from what they said that they know who I am, and worship me as the true Messiah. Dooshey, how much is ISIS is paying you. 

 

1-9-15

Talk about making a fool out of yourself, who said hal ginsberg, who said obama, I picked the wrong century to stop drinking, that idiot borezinski said he is not talking about censorship but common sense, hitler, obama, or, ginsberg could not have said it better. Who's common sense, I sure the fuck hope he is not talking about his. I think he has Alzheimer's disease. Die you stupid old bastard, they are eager to greet you in hell. Incredible what that one Yogi does with his cock, talk about a super cock, but of course Sammi is never impressed. Sammi, I can't show you any more love, because you are working for people who are working for ISIS, but I shall keep my promises to you. Don't stand too close to heidi when my Angels of Death get here, or you will drown in shit. Play time is over. 

 

1-9-15

Where is joe, is he changing his diapers. I can't cnn has on that idiot brazinski, he is a stupid old man, dinosaur. 

 

1-9-15

joe from morning joe's bullshit offered to suck my cock if I don't execute him, pathetic, die legally with dignity, you could not live like a hero, try to die like one joe. Yes, if you are a writer, actor, see, no, for my daughter, actor, newsperson, there is the danger you will make a fool out of yourself, like chris cuomo did today. Of course some of you know that I don't have any fear of making a fool out of myself, fuck I am so sleepy, but I can't go back to sleep until after hal's show, I shall have to God train, twice, listening to his show. I think I understand why I am fucking up with the asteroids, it is because I am full of stars, 2001, and because I am so Godlike when I God training, I am making myself so awesome today, for my daughter. I forgot to say see, Meet Joe Black, it is about death, a metaphor about me. It is so cool when they murder me in that, having a car hit me and kill me. 

 

1-9-15

One of chris' coworkers admitted that I am a supergenius, that chris is a dipshit. Some so called expert, ha, ha, ha, on msnbc, looks like he is going to cry, because he knows he is a dead man walking for not screaming out my name before obama murders him. Some fbi dude tried to stare me down, he lost, wimp. I hate that one old dude on msnbc who is about to cry, but I dig the old men on cnn, that old dude in France. msnbc, you are dead assholes walking. Fuck, that one dude went to train at Terrorism U, and they weren't watching him, what an obamian cluster fuck, fubar, fucked up beyond all recognition. Pammy, I can't be nice to you anymore, because you are working for ISIS. chris that big baby, he is like, why don't the cowardly French Commandos attack now so the gun fight can take place while I am on the air, waaa, waaa, waaa. Weird, when I fell down on the street drunk when I was running, the most recent time, I could feel the perfection of my muscular control to prevent myself from being hurt as I land on the ground, normally I just do it. fbi, wimp, you are a coward too, you too shall get a chance to kill me, legally. 

 

1-9-15

chris cuomo, branded a coward, and he knows it is true, that he is a coward. The French President had a press conference right after I posted the previous blog. I wonder if it were not a coincidence, duh. So incredible that one thing he said about me, shit, I forgot to talk about that one incredible thing the NY Mayor said. chris cun,,,,, no, for my daughter, chris is an idiot, just because the Muslim Hero Freedom Fighters have not started the gunfight yet, does not mean they are cowards, idiot, this is not some stu,,,, no, for my daughter, this is not some movie, Butch Cassidy and somebody, the longer they wait to die, the better it is for ISIS. And, they probably want to rape that woman as much as they can before they die, I know I would. That younger one, in that video he was like a goofy kid. They had shitty jobs, no future, so they said fuck, why not die in glory, if they knew about Juliusnomics they would not have done what they did, cris murdered those people, he will be prosecuted to their murder. They should not show the video of that cop abouting, to be murder, abouting, intentional. They should not show that video, scumbags, but, if they are going to show it, they should show it all, show his brains being blown out, in close up. 

 

1-9-15

They think they have found the terrorists, but they are already dead, no comment, Frankie agreed with me that Paris is beautiful even in the winter, I was just looking at that one street in Paris on tv, fuck it is so beautiful, it looks like a Christmas tree. See that movie, Marathon Man, so cool. Frankie's been all over the world, I think she is an Italian KGB assassin, sent to collect the bill, Apocalypse now,  sent to murder me with her breasts. Shit one time Angie got me so excited I almost walked in front of a car, that I did not see, and got killed. Angie was so beautiful yesterday, she asked me something interesting. Frankie saw that one woman molest me, Frankie thinks she must have been high because apparently I am so ugly. What you are seeing on tv is a charade. I wonder if they will stage a shootout. cnn, cowards, they are not showing some cartoons because they want to avoid violence, they are humiliating america making us all look like cowards, cowards like obama, like the cowards at Sony. The families of those murdered in Paris should sue cnn, msnbc, and fox, also obma, and hal ginsberg. I asked Frankie for her phone number, for a reason she won't let me tell you, she classified it, she said I am never going to get her number, she rubs her tits on me, hard, then she says I am never going to get her number, that I am never going to get to eat her pussy. One expert said those Muslim Freedom fighters were not being watched as they should have been because obama is an asshole, because they were cheap, because of capitalism, because of cnn, because we are slaves of the corporations. I really broke the M yesterday, I was such a duffuss. I really fell from grace, the two days before that I was so Godlike, buy yesterday I duffussed and raged, the housing assholes made me rage, daughter please forgive me, I shall be perfect soon. I am going to have to stop hating on Hollywood for my daughter, I hate that. ISIS, you honor me. Daughter, I really showed you what a great actor I am, with my writing, not even in an audio blog. I said that the cops need to be more militarized, totally ignoring what happened in Ferguson, totally ignoring all the complaints about the militarization of cops in America. The fools who complained about the militarization of cops must feel like such fools now, see hal ginsberg. I shall show you daughter another example, in an audio blog. I can't wait for you to see me do Standup, when I am getting paid, so I can buy you a lot of drinks. It seems Daughter, that you understand what I say about not doing, and are notdoing, that it is really working for you, I hope you become a God before me. One expert said that we are doing everything to defend America, of course that is bullshit, he is just trying to justify the news media's treason against America. There was something else said that was incredible oreilly bullshit, that I wanted to talk about, but I can't remember it, hopefully the will say that bullshit again. Audio blogs coming up. I thought doing what I want to do next week doing standup would be difficult, but it won't, I created a problem that did not exist. I did something so cool to me, with these two young sexy woman, Mark accused me of scaring them away, but that is bullshit, he knew it, he knew they were there for my cock. 

 

1-8-15

I delusionized that my daughter would be here tonight, I am so unworthy, I want her to beat me with a cane. I am reminded of my favorite book. Fuck, I thought this one dude ripped off my my stylus, I let him connect his iPad to my computer to to whatever, he seems like a really good guy, if he did something in computer that he should not have done then he is in for one hell of nightmare in a Pakistan Prison, I know of what I speak. He showed me a picture he took of this ugly dude, he looked, I was not so lucky. Frankie rubber her breasts against me tonight, I said, stop that, no, do it again, you are so bad thank you, She did it again. It was a mystical experience, I am the most pathetic man alive. She gave me the penis sign, of course she lied. I yelled at these young sexy women, stop running so fast, you are making me look bad, they yelled back, you are looking great, SIR, you know what SIR means, you old bastard. 

 

1-8-15

Why did those cops get murdered by the Muslim freedom fighters, cops need to be militarized more, they need better weapons, better training, Juliusnomivs. Chris cuomo, your father was a coward, just like you, your father died ashamed of you. I just bought a new Satanic cross, the old one got bent and is going to break soon. I just talked to this incredibly nice black woman at Amazon. I bought a wireless headset for my iPod, I am so happy, I hate wires so much. I was going to pay way too much then I told myself, check amazon idiot. Weird the conversation with the guy at the company that makes, spooky, it was like he was expecting my call. I was really walking like a God on sunset, it frightened the humans, they tried to cover their fear with fake heidi hamilton laughter, and fake obama smiles. The job of a comedian is to make the audience fear, but, sometimes you can make them fear too much and they don't laugh. Daughter, they say I would rather be feared than loved, actually I would rather be neithered, but sucked instead. Daughter, it seemed you yesterday that you are not reading these, but maybe you were playing it cool. I asked you how you are doing, you said okay, it really seemed that you are doing way more than okay, dam you looked fancy. I have never had the problem before of remembering what somebody looks like as I do with you, not someone as much as I have seen you. When I performed comedy I said, I feel like the last heterosexual, but tonight I am feeling her gay, I should have said, very hal, or frank, instead. Then I said, let's have a gay orgy. I am not gay, just my cock is gay, and maybe my anus, also maybe my tongue. No, I wish I were gay, something, something,,,,. I should have said then I wish I were gay, because I love big cock in my ass. Daughter, I can't believe I am still awake, I can't wait to fuck you again, if only in my mind. 

 

1-8-15

I am so desperate to see my daughter again, I want to get her a belated Christmas Present, Victoria Secret, but it might creep her out. I am not going to make that one movie until she tells me she does not want to do it. I think I am pretty much done with pot, more on that later. I can't wait to see obama legally executed. rachel madow, she is a dead woman walking, legally. I was going to go to Arizona to do Magic Mushrooms, but it is too expensive, and that woman down there is an asshole, a Peyote Nazi. I don't like it that they have Brittish assholes on cnn. The people murdered by obama in 

France, they would not have been murdered if we were not being enslaved to capitalism, give me liberty or give me death, oreilly's death legally. I wish ed schultz were not such a coward. Those people murdered by obama should have had much better security, did they have any, they had been threatened, with Juliusnomics there would have had incredible security, those Muslim freedom fighters never would have had a chance, see the real Scar Face. No woman would have to worry about her ex husband murdering her, see hal's wife. I don't need Peyote, or pot, I need to notdo constantly, constantly, I need a better word, Carlos Castaneda, phony, he put it so mother fucking perfectly. His books were phony, but they were real, metaphors talking about a higher reality. I blew this young sexy black woman's mind, at fedex, I told her that I am going to going to blow up the supreme court with tanks when I am President, it creeped her out, but this young dude, who overhead our conversation, he said he is down with that, I told him I would find him when it happens, that he could be there, I said he could be in one of the tanks, he asked me if he could push the button to fire one of the shells, I said, sure, I don't give a fuck. I told him, I want to tell you some things but I don't want to creep you out, he dug that but it creeped him out just a tiny little bit, he dug it way more than it creeped him out, he was so cool, beautifully spiritually. The other night I was running drunk, I fell down again, I hit the ground so hard, I didn't feel it, this beautiful young man gave me my shoe, I didn't know it fell off, he asked me if I was all right, what a joke, I told him, I won't forget you when I am a God. Notdo, notdo, notdo, yesterday walking on Sunset I felt like water flowing down glass, no, semen running down Sammi's leg, I hope my daughter is being really fucked well. Sunset, it was so mystical, notdo, notdo, notdo. I told Frankie to come to my place, that I wanted to show her something, she laughed, shook her head no. She said I could dream about her, later I asked her if I could fantasize about her, I don't know what she said, too far away, I am too hard of hearing. I kept letting her catch me looking down her cleavage, because I knew that is what she wanted, she is very proud of her tits. I told her she is very sexy. I told her that she even rejects me in my dreams. Two days ago she was downtown walking across the street from where I live, when she was not working, she wanted to be near to my cock, she can't admit it because I am such a sleazy asshole. She asked me if I wanted a mint, I said, yes, do I have bad breath, French kiss me Frankie I said, so can tell me if I have bad breath, she did not kiss me. She came back after she left for the day, I told her, I knew you could not stay away from me, she said yes. I can really see her sitting on my face. Notdo, notdo, notdo. What a joke our pathetic news media talking about free speech, they are sad clowns. oreilly loves to have ass kissers on his show kissing his ass, he is too chickenshit to take me on, he knows I would kick his punk ass. Obama is such a pathetic little twerp. Juliusnomics would give us unlimited money to fight the war on terror, to prevent NY from being destroyed by a Freedom Nuke. We are in a war, it is insane to do capitalism, capitalism is death. All children deserve to go skiing, not just asshole rich kids like ginsberg. Unemployment, humans are so insane. These two little girls at some pizza place were fucking with me, their mother laugher her ass off, I should have bitten them. This little boy, they didn't have cookies, he didn't blink, when I was a kid I would have went psycho, I told the woman working there, I would have jumped over the counter and went crazy, it creeped her out, weird, when she looked in to my eyes, it was like she was moving in to my soul, I was still a little high I think. I told the father of that little boy that he is such a good boy, how I would have cried like a little baby, dam, my father should have cut my throat, I was such a psycho. Two nights ago, that crazy bartender pissed me off again, audio blog later, I had been tipping her very well, to make up for my hatred of her, when she came in yesterday, I yelled fuck, loudly, it seemed like I was being haunted by her. I feel guilty, she had not done anything to deserve my hatred, I am too sensitive now. I want to be very nice to her now. But to her I won't say shit about shit, so I don't piss her off again. I tried to be nice to this one tall woman, I was very drunk, it seemed she really dug me, but when I tried to be nice to her I think she acted like I was molesting her, she was just bragging I think, but I split fast, I am too sensitive now, notdo, notdo, notdo. That woman who got pissed at me for looking at her, she was just bragging too, she really digs me now, I told her, I would buy you a bunch of beers, but I am about to pass out, and I am being blacklisted, she said, fuck it, just let me suck your cock, that was her attitude, when I showed her that picture of that French actress that looks like her, she said, thank you, that is a great compliment. The Mayor, I thought I would get arrested for what I did not do, I made it obvious I was not doing it, when I said what I said about the mayor to the council I thought this one cop would shoot me, he reacted so hard, It seemed like this one dude really wanted to be arrested, I think Denica would have really dug him. I could not believe the cops did not arrest him. Those bullshit city council meetings, they just have them to mindfuck you in to thinking america is not a lie. The pope is partly responsible for that Freedom attack in Paris. America has not right to complain about Muslim freedom fighters killing american civilians, after america's war crimes, it has not even apologized to Japan. I also told that dude in Japan, isn't it despicable that leno has 50 cars he never drives, while there are starving children, he said, not comment, that is what that one dude ripped off from me to get a book deal and a job at princeton. I told this one cop, who wrote me a ticket for jay walking, years ago, first I told him how I saved a cop, he said bullshit, I said to him then, you are going to eat your gun when you find out who I am, he said who are you, I said to late for you to find out now from me now, but some day you shall know, and eat your gun. Sad, this bartender, I think he ripped me off 50 cents, because he thought I would not tip him, after I gave him a good tip he gave me back the 50 cents. I was so fucking notdoing yesterday. That crazy bartender, when I tipped her once, she said, thanks friend, I said, why would you disrespect me that way, what have I done to make you disrespect me that way, she was like, what do you mean. I said, nothing, forget about it. Friend, she rejected me when I had not even hit on her, I hate when that happens. I can't wait to see Frankie today, I can't wait to God train right now, after my Big Carls, double, I have to make up for four days, I have to call the company that made spaceship one, the NFL, to sell them he Julius, nevermind, I have to sell the Julius gun. I was so cool when I spoke to the city council, but I must be cooler, in the bathroom, I really looked like to myself jim carrey in that bathroom scene in that one movie, that is it, cable guy. I can't wait to see Frankie. This big black, white, fat, stupid, he really insulted me, I was speechless, so sleepy, I said, wooooo, to show I was very pissed off, I wish I would have said, you think all these cops can keep you me from cutting your throat, some of the cops acted crazy, they were so afraid of me, I could not believe how this one woman at the post office acted, so angry without reason, because she knew she could not suck my cock, I wish I had video. That big black dude, he ran his stupid mouth because he thought I could not cut his throat with all those cops were there, we were on the elevator together, he was terrified, I didn't say one word, because if he said on thing I didn't like, I would have taken his head. I would have carried it in to the the city council meeting room. The security at city hall is terrible, the mayor is so vulnerable to assassination, the security at the whitehouse is much worse, that would be so funny if ISIS took control of the whitehouse. frank, you think I am full of shit, I promise you, you shall get the chance to prove it. Dogs of War, I know how eager you are, I know how much you love the taste of human flesh, I think you shall get to eat soon. I really hope that my daughter loves to fuck, and gets fucked so good, that her boyfriend has a big cock. 

 

1-7-15

Fuck, I hate myself, I asked 

Frankie if my daughter were a prostitute. I didn't recognize her again, that incredibly fancy sexuality she has makes me crazy, so I can't remember what she looks like. She looked incredible, I could not believe somebody has special as her would be here at Angie's bar so I figured she had to be a whore. Maybe it was wishful thinking. When she was leaving I turned to look at her, she was close, she looked awesome. It seems my daughter has really grown up, she really seems so cool, like a movie star, or super model. One of the fancy people. Dam she seemed cool, I was a dufuss. But again earlier today I was very Godlike, I am not fucking around, I am so seriously focusing on becoming a God for her. Every day, a little less doing, a little less doing, a little less doing. Earlier today I thought about her when I beat my meat, it was so awesome, not just the orgasm, but thinking about her, she attacked my cock viciously, you are hurting me, fuck off wimp. I am so fucking crazy about her, I can't let her down, but it really seems she does not need me, she has really got, IT, I wish I did. I have to call the cops to see if it is okay to do what I want to do at the comedy store. I shall either be on TV, or, shot. Was my daughter here to see me, she didn't say anything about being in that movie, was reality rewarding me for being so awesome. Weird, this one woman at this pizza place, it was like she thought I was a movie star and would be pissed that I would have to wait for my pizza to be cooked, of course I know I am going to have to wait, I don't think a Unicorn is going to shit it out its ass. What a huge fuck up on me, reality gives me that incredible gift, and I fuck it up, I would be so happy for my daughter to see me die protecting her, but then I could not give her a billion dollars, and,,,,,,,,,,,,,,. That woman is next to me, that one who pissed at me for staring at her, thinking she was that french actress, she is reminding me to say what reality wants me to say, my daughter really looked like that French movie star, let me ask this woman if she wants to see that picture of that French actress. She dug it. 

 

1-7-15

I talked about that young sexy black woman, I talked about how she rubbed my thighs in front of her boyfriend, that I thought he was going to kick my ass. I said, I think she was trying to tell me something. I figured she had to be a CIA assassin setting me up to kill me. 

 

1-7-15

Then I said that, I don't like big butts, but I love black pussy. I said, black lesbian, you are going to worship my cock like a God. She got pissed, she said don't call me black lesbian, I said, how bout woman who is  a lesbian. Then I did that thing I do, I don't want to talk about it, I want to show it too my daughter, not talk about it. I said, I am the true messiah, if you suck my cock you will go to heaven, if not you will burn in hell. I took a few years off from comedy, it was my homage to Rodney Dangerfield. I have been blacklisted by every major comedy club in LA, it is a dream come true, humans are weak minded, easy to manipulate. Struggling with the microphone stand I said, how do you make this bigger, that is what she said. I should have said, that is what Sammi says. I said, that one sexy woman who came in was so cool, she acted like her shit does not stink, I believe her, but, I am a scientist, I am the only true scientist, I am all about doing the experiment, I want to smell her shit to verify that it does not stink. At some point I said, it is sad that the funniest comic of the night was an old fat man. I am not talking about my self. I said, my girlfriend was a prostitute, I guess that makes me a pimp, she was a prostitute and I had to teach her how to suck cock, where the sweet spot on the cock is. Sexual education in this country is horrible, we need to teach girls how to suck cock starting in the first grade. We need to make semen flavored lolly pops so that girls will grow up loving to suck cock. People loved that. I wanted to tell them, you young people make me feel so young, because you are so old in your thinking, I have heard a lot of pussy comedy tonight, you young old men need to step up your game. I can't remember what else I said, at this time, I have been up all night. I shall sleep when my daughter gets the first billion. I have to go to Paris now. 

 

1-7-15

I asked the lesbianite to help me up the stairs, she thought it was for real. I started my set with, I love black pussy, I love black pussy for breakfast, I love black pussy for lunch. I love black pussy for dinner. I love black pussy with green eggs and ham. More later. 

 

1-6-15

I did it, for my daughter. I was awesome, even though I sucked, awesome because I had good material. When I got on stage the crowd, tens of ones, started saying, Julius, Julius, Julius, Julius, that was creepy, maybe they felt sorry for my old fat ass. Sad that all the sexy honey bunnies left before I got on the stage. Sad that the funniest dude of the night before I got on the stage was this old fat man. Some young dude hated on him, then I hated on the young dude after the sexy honey bunnies left during his set, everybody started hating on him. The young fuckable black lesbian MC got pissed at me, she hated on me, calling me a misogynist, homophobe, racist, sexist, Nazi, bla, bla, bla, I have heard it so many times, jealous, jealous, jealous. Before I got off the stage I said to the Lesbianite, do you know John, she said yes, I said, tell him his career is over, I am the biggest star in hollywood, he blacklisted me, his career is over, talk about a fucking dream come true, it was perfect, vengeance is a dish best served with lots of blood. I can't wait to go back when he is MCing again. It is 2,21am, way past my bedtime, usually I got to bed at 6pm. I have to finish training to kill, I want to kill every one I fight in the Olympics with one punch. I wish I recorded it, I am glad I didn't. That lesbianite and I talked after the show, we shook hands. Tonight when her lesbianite lover is eating her pussy she will be thinking about sucking my cock. Daughter, thank you for inspiring me to do standup again. You can't believe the shit I said, I didn't even use my notes. This one young very sexy woman tried to make me jealous with this big black dude, he was scared shitless of me, but when she left she gave me such a sexy look. Time to train to kill, then my Big Carls, they finally got a microwave. This time the housing authority got scared shiltess when I said I am going to go see the mayor. I shall go to the city council meeting tomorrow, it is going to be awesome, you can't believe what I am going to say. I really dug it when this one white comedian used the nigger word, I am not sure if there were any black dudes there then, maybe one, but the black lesbianite didn't blink an eye. I shook his hand and told him that I dug it that used the nigger word. Michael Richards, I shall have work for you in the future. Dam, they say he is worth 45 million, it is good to be a tv star. I shall do the comedy store next, it seems they want me back, that they regret blacklisting me. They started picking who went on stage instead of doing the lottery as they were doing to blacklist me but now they have open mic two nights instead of just one, and on one of those nights they do the lottery. 

 

1-6-15

I am at Angie's bar, guess who is here, that bartender that got pissed at me for asking her if she works out. I wanted to get here before she got here, I wanted to give my money to Ray, not her, but I kept fucking up, and did more  than I should have. I had to go back to my apartment three times from the train station, because I was so sleepy and kept forgetting shit. Such a weird fucking day, so many people wanted to kick my ass today, that was not weird, that was the usual, another day in the jungle, but lots of other weird shit. Ray helped me to understand, people can sense my Gods of War shall be here soon. That crazy bartender is desperate to make me look at her tits, I say, no, no, no. I only looked at them the other day because she was desperate for me to do so. No, no, no, I wrote that because that song just came on. Lauren Sivan sings, no, no, no, I won't suck your cock, Sammi sings, it is too small, small, small. I was so Godlike today, in a combat mode of mind most of the day, I don't if I have ever been so Godlike. For my daughter, shit I am going to have to run outside drunk, and hit the speedbag drunk, I can't even hit it sober, how the fuck am I going to hit it drunk. I have to prepare my jokes, run, box, sleep, then try to standup for my daughter. Daughter, if you want to be in that movie, My Coffee With Julius, instead of that sexy young black woman, just let me know, it is yours. 

 

1-6-15

That one thing I said was so awesome, if I run my mouth long enough I sometimes say something awesome. And making audio blogs helps me to see in to my subconscious and yours. 

 

1-6-15

If one of the women who was sucking my cock was a cop, and she was murdered by you and obama, I would want her coworkers to turn their backs on obama metaphorically, that would be a great way to honor her, two more cops shot, the mayor and hal really look like dipshits now. mica, how many more are you going to murder. I hope that asshole is there tonight, how blacklisted me, I am working on a joke that will terrify him. I am going to be so serious when I do standup tonight, I shall try to record it, for my daughter. 

 

1-6-15

#4, #5, #6, #7, #8, my apple piece of shit destroyed #9 that I was working on. It was like Scarlet Johannsen was grabbed by my invisible penis in the second dimension and pulled towards me, like a bullet shot out of a gun. I just started singing in that incredible voice I sometimes sing in, if I could do that all the time I could use that to get money for my daughter, women can really feel it, it is coming, soon no woman will be able to keep her hands, mouth, or anus, off of my cock, especially Sam and Angie. The humans get freaked out when they can see in to my computer, at apple, at dell, techs helping me, when they see how fast I move the mouse pointer. The humans were freaked out by how fast I typed, they would not have been if the saw all the mistakes, I pound the keys with such sexual frustration, I am Julius' cock, see me rage. 

 

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#3

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​#1 up.

 

 

1-5-15

Shit, Angie is getting very drunk, I think she is going to want to suck my cock soon, I wish my daughter were here to to protect me. That crazy bartender, sexy, she just shoved her cell pone in to my face, begging to suck my cock. They know when they see me watch a movie that I have no fear of death, that I am a God, that I don't care if somebody puts a gun to my head. I was flirting with this young sexy lesbian playing pool, I told her, do it like you are fucking, like you are shooting a gun, whatever, she kissed her ugly lesdbian lover protesting way too much. I can't believe I showed her absolute power, I must be getting soft in my old age, no fucking more. The best thing I ever did was adopt my spiritual daughter. 

 

1-5-15

Weird, that crazy bartender, she just put on a shirt, to hide her tits, because I ignoring her, watching a movie, I thought Angie just said she is going to buy everybody a beer except me. When she put on that shirt seeing me see her do it, she made sure I saw her belly button. I need to take a piss, they are getting nervous that I have not taken a piss a while. 

 

1-5-15

The mayor was not there, I wore my boxing wraps, per chance to knock him out, I shall see him Wednesday. He was not there so I went to Angie's bar, I keep smelling all the seats, to find the one my daughter sat on, perchance to smell her cunt, funny, I wrote at first, to smell my cunt, am I trying to tell myself something. Funny what just happened, that psycho woman is here now, I hoped never to see her again, the one who thought I was creepy for asking her if she works out, I looked down, because I thought she had touched my knee, she asked me what am I looking at, I said, I said, I thought you touched my knee, she gave me a really creepy look. Later I told her, I just wanted to make sure I am was not in your way, for what it is worth, I don't care if you touch my knee, or suck my cock, I just wanted to make sure I am not in your way. I can't believe what happened, when I first got here, Sam's brother was here, then Sam, then Sam came in, I yelled, are you stalking me, every time I come in when I know you are scheduled to work you are here, are you stalking me, she said, yes, I want to suck your cock, well maybe she didn't say I want to suck your cock, but something like that. See the one tarrentino movie about Vampires, fucking liars, two cunts for the price of one, he is an asshole, but that is brilliant. Fuck, Pat Benator is singing we are old, but still fucking horny, something like that, I am going to have to whip out my cock and put it on the bar, let all the cock hang out. Thinking about my daughter as I write this is really inspiring me. I realize now I should have realized to my psychotic mother about this one thing she said, I definitely listened to her when it came to absolute reality. Angie got pissed when I said, I am orgasming, when she asked me how is my Angie burger, she does not need any information about my cock, that she is not interested in personal information about my cock. What am I supposed to talk about, the weather, fuck that, humans, idiots. Fuck , I am fucking up today, I ordered a second Angie burger, Daughter please forgive me. I told Sam, I want your brother I want to play me young in a movie some day, he heard, then I said, but, he will have to play it, straight. My typing on my computer is really turning on Angie, and that bartender who thought I was creepy for asking her if she works out. So sexy, that one crazy woman, when I came back from the bathroom, she looked at me through the Angie window so sexily, I own her cunt not, property of Julius. Earlier when she saw me looking at her with psychotic prevert eyes she covered up her tits, afraid her tits are not big enough, they are perfect, she must have gotten the message of my cock, later when she saw me stalking her cunt with my eyes she stretched, shoving her tits and cunt in my face, she is showing belling button, my cock can not think that is a coincidence, I think I am really sensing my daughters desire to suck my cock, my cock is on fire. Ray did me a huge favor, he followed me in to the bathroom, no, not that, he told me that Chinese mothers masturbate their children, obviously he heard about what I said to Frankie, I thanked him profusely, I was going to research that to find out if it was really true, he confirmed it was true. I didn't have any more cash, I needed another beer badly to wash down the second Angie burger, soaked in the juices of her cunt, I hope. This old dude thanked bought me a beer, I thanked him much, I said, when I am a God, I won't forget you. I told Angie about that guy who bought me, everybody, a beer, I said he seemed so God like, I said, that is a fantasy of mine, to buy everybody a beer, as many as they want, all night, she said, only one, I said, no, as many as they want. It seemed Sam was in trouble, for something that happened, I told Mark, she is a great bartender too, he and Angie loved it, she hated me for that. I asked her if she were all right, she hated me for that too, for caring about her, when she was leaving I said, why did you let that woman sexually molest me, you should protect your customers from molestation, I am going to have to sue you for sexual harassment. I told Ray, how do you shoot women and children in Vietnam, then, then I said, you just shoot lower, Ray thought I was joking, but this other guy knew I was not, he got really creeped out. Ray asked me about my upside cross, I said I worship Satan, Satan is not about evil, Satan is about pleasure, in my religion the only sin is being a coward, like obama, oreily, ginsberg, or madow. I said, I have killed your God, you shall get to see me in action soon, then you shall know the truth of it, he was like, fuck. For my daughter. 

 

1-5-15

The housing authority, when I said I am definitely going to to see the mayor, they got scared shitless, they sent out an inspector the next day, dropped an atom on the assholes, have they found out who I am, do they know the worm as turned, that it is Julius time. Shawn, you coward, you did not answer the question, should we get rid of capitalism. Balancing eggs, fuck Juliusnomics, that is what I call real news. I don't know how people can degrade themselves so much, I would rather suck cocks for nickels in the heart of skidrow. I am going to go see the Mayor today, if they are meeting today, I think so, not sure. 

 

1-5-15

First Putin said I am the true Messiah, then the Mayor and the Commissionaire. I was shocked to not hear any mention of that one asshole, oreilly must be raging. 

 

1-5-15

I told that young sexy black woman, there is no way I can see you as black, your are white to me. We talked a lot about racism, we talked about the n word. I have to interview her, for that one documentary I want to make, and for that other one. She said she has not made up her mind about Fergusson, that really made me think she knows who I am. My grandfather killed 200+ Americans fort he Germans, I really dig that. I won't be on hal's show in January, maybe never again, I have to focus on getting money for my daughter. Having money is so great, not having money is hell. I see these old men and I think they must have money, but that is stupid, nobody knows better than me that some old men don't have enough money to have an unhell life, these poor pathetic old men, they have to milk a beer for hours, because they are poverty, that is fucked up, these old men who are about to die should have dignity, enough money to have a good time before they die, when you retire you should get more money, not less than when you worked, you should be able to travel, all over the world. I really wish I could have given my father lots of money before he died. I have to become again as cruel and ruthless was I was when I was young, I have to get back the mindset, I have to find a serial killer to talk to, before I kill him, for my daughter, for legal reasons I am not joking. How long before that woman comes out and says that obama and hal raped her too, as well as oreilly. If obama were assassinated I would write one word that day, some of you know what that word would be, tragic, see the movie, The Devil's Advocate, interesting, deppshit, he never had mega success until he made a movie honoring Satan. 

 

1-5-15

Dershoshit seems like he is protesting too much. 

1-5-15

prince andrew looks like a prevert too, who knows what sick shit these rich fuckers do, like obama and his homosexual bankster lovers. 

 

1-5-15

Weird, alen dershoshit just said he is denying to truth, talk about Freudian, listen to the recording. 

 

1-5-15

I believe alen dershoshit did have sex with her, he looks like a prevert. 

 

1-5-15

I just thought of a new joke, awesome, I am going to try to do standup Tuesday, for my daughter, I hope that one asshole is there. I told that young sexy black woman, I don't know about your boyfriend, but I would not hesitate to die for you. I said to her also, that I want to brush my eyelashes against yours, give you a butterfly kiss, I want to ask her to slide her hands in to my shorts to give me a handjob. 

 

1-5-15

That young sexy black woman said we will talk about her black cunt another time, that she comes in there all the time, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. I talked to her a few days before, on that magical day I talked about, about how Ray said I am not about love but lust, Ray told me Sam's brother has a nice ass, I told Sam what he said, she said it is true, later I told her I like her ass better. I said to her, your brother is so beautiful, do you ever want to kiss him, she said she kisses him all the time. 

 

1-5-15

mica, I told Sam that I told Mark that I never realized how big the bar is, I said above I am going to buy the building and build another floor, where I will live above you, when I want a beer I am going slide down a fireman's pole. That dude who did not like me, did not want to play pool with me, he was sitting next to me at one point, Sam was surprised by the tip he gave her, he usually does not tip her that much it seems, I said, he loves you, we all love you, I blew him away, he was loving me then. Sam's brother went to the bathroom, then his boyfriend came in to the bar, he was not good looking enough for Sam's brother, she told her brother's boyfriend, he is ready for you in the bathroom, ie, to be sucked, I said to her, I just wrote about that, that when I own my own nightclub I am going to put up signs that say, feel free to have sex in the bathrooms. That dude who died from cancer, fucking loser, he should have God trained. That sexy young black woman, she said she is 26, that she is getting older, I said you are a baby, I want to breast feed you. I asked her if she were afraid to grow older, she said no, I want to, I said, be afraid, be very afraid, God train. 

 

1-5-15

Shit, I forgot to tell Frankie that Jlo is jealous of her. Taylor Swift put up a video showing her giving Christmas gifts to children to kids she did not know, she was criticized for that video, accused of ego sins, but it is great that she put up that video, to inspire to do the same, you know Ta got those kids great presents, not cheap ones like hal gets for his kids. Writing about the general's daughter the other day reminded me of when I was young, so cruel and ruthless, I really dug it. 

 

1-5-15

Sam was going crazy, I have never seen her that crazy before, was it because of me, or her very beautiful, cool, sexy, brother, he said that he's been compared to Marilyn Monroe, he was joking, as you know, I have been compared to Marilyn Monroe, not for looks, something else. I told Sam I can't believe how perfect she is, I said, I want to cut your face, she said she is not that perfect. She touched this older black man's back across the bar, was it to make me jealous, if so, reality punished her with that young sexy black woman. Sam would not hug me when I left, I was humiliated, it hurt so bad, she rejected my cock in a nice way, but it was humiliating, it hurt so bad, I was surprised how much. Was Sam jealous of that black woman. I know Frankie definitely was, she would not say high to me, weird, she and that other bartender, who I thought was ugly at first came in, even though they were not working, Frankie was showing a lot of cleavage, she knew what I saw earlier in the day, it reminded me of Vietnam, when I was 13. And Frankie was showing a lot of ass crack, I could almost see her anus, that is such an ugly word, how about shit hole, no, maybe, secondary cock hole, or would it be the third one. The young sexy black woman, she let me hug her when I left, I lifted her up with one hand. As I was walking away she told me to be good, I said, no, you don't want me to be good, I am very good at being bad, you want me to be bad, you want me on that wall, then I spun around and threw some punches, it seemed it freaked her out and she jerked her head away from looking at me, I hope I didn't look like a dufuss, I was drunk. 

 

1-5-15

​mica, you look like shit, like you are so guilty that you, joe, and obama, murdered Pei's Hero Husband. Horrible to see her cry talking talking about her Hero husband that you murdered. Why did you and obama want him to die, why. So horrible that msnbc did not cover her live talking about her husband, I guess she was just not fancy enough, correct, mica. Weird that nobody is talking about what the Mayor said. That sexy young black woman, she asked me why don't I have somebody sucking my cock, that I should have, I said, tell Lauren Sivan. 

 

1-4-15

Young sexy woman, black, perfect, she could not keep her hands off of me, in front of her boyfriend. She kept rubbing my naked thighs with her hands. I told her what I dig about black women is the contrast between their cunts and their skin. 

 

1-4-15

That was incredible what happened at the memorial, what the mayor and commissioner said, it really shows a paradigm shift in America, it is more incredible that their was no mention of of the old reality. I wonder if oreilly is going to rage about it monday. He will want to keep on the down low I think, it makes me look too good. Daughter it really shows my power in the world. I am so sleepy but after I started working I felt great. One hour down, two to go. I am going to run to the gym, after I have a beer. Despicable that they did not broadcast that they did not cover the wife speaking, despicable that fox did not cover it at all.now, God training, Beer, Run to gym, Gym, then more Beer. First Putin, now the mayor and the commissioner. I was pissed when it seemed the cops had not turned their backs to the mayor, but they did, the media just covered it up. Daughter, billions soon. 

 

1-4-15

There was a problem with the audio blogs I put up today, should be okay now. Is that picture okay

 

1-4-15

9 new audio blogs up, and a new picture, for some. Daughter, forgive me for being such a dufuss in these audio blogs, but you know what cowards humans are, you are not human, you are something more. Saying things about people I know, who might listen to me here reminds me of that woody pervert movie, am I a monster, but the truth must be told. So what chinese mothers masturbate their children, I wish my mother did, maybe I would not be so fucked up. I fucked up with the final four audio blogs, to torture myself, because I hate myself for not Goding, for not giving my daughter a billion dollars yet, for not bring the beast demon obama to justice yet. When I am a God I am going to go to Angie the burger Nazi's bar, sit in a chair, take out my big hard cock, and let any woman who wants to fuck me do so, even the fat ones, the ugly ones, like heidi, the cock greedy ones like Sammi, hundreds in a night, to make up for my unsexual sins, no men or Lesbians allowed to have any of my cock. I am reminded of that one movie, that comedian and the children, late at night, he would go to the children's room, unwatned children, unwanted like me, unloved because of obama, no Frankie he would not molest them, he would sit in a chair in the middle of the room and let them all at the same time hug him, maybe he did it for himself, as well as for them. I thought I found the secret place, obviously not, but what I thought it true, when I find it I shall be able to stay there forever. Or, I have not been able to do notdoing constantly, the Buddhist have a saying for doing not doing constantly, I think, but Carlos Castaneda put it so much more perfectly. I would love it if my daughter became a God first, to show me the way, I can't believe somebody has not already done it. I think Laura was digging me when I left, I snapped her a salute when I was leaving, she snapped one back. Funny, when they are playing the national bullshit anthem, after I get my tenth gold medal, I shall give them to my daughter, maybe she can sell them to get some money, if they have any gold in them, as the anthem is playing, I shall salute the bullshit american flag, in a very special way, like the people who thought they were my friends in the Army would do, it will make them crack up. Daughter your God Daddy, is that a coincidence, is coming with wads of filthy cash soon. See the movie, as Big as it gets, no, fucking Sammi, no, As good as it gets. Time to pass out. 

 

1-3-15

Fuck, those poor old men being punished for my cock, it is so sad to see those poor old men sitting out in the cold waiting to give Mark some money, I guess Mark has more money than he needs. So fucking funny, that commercial where customers are electrocuted for committing the crime of wanting to give certain pigs money. I told them they were being punished for my sins, one pathetic old fat man said yeah right. I saw Reebu when I was going over there, I ignored her again, as I have been doing since she denied my existence, she made a loud gagging sound as if she were gagging on my cock, like Kelly did that one time, my highschool girlfriend, my only girlfriend, Dixie does not really count, she had to suck my cock because she was homeless. Am I wrong, I felt guilty about letting her suck my cock, but she made it obvious she loved to suck cock, I knew the nano second I saw her that she loved to suck cock, I have never been so correct about anything. I called Mark, but he did not call back, I heard some honking outside, I think it was somebody letting them know the bar would be open soon. That transexual, I think he or she committed suicide because he or she was so beautiful. My father, when I was not that young, he was shocked at how people looked at me, he told me, which he hated to do, because he knew it would make me more arrogant, I didn't even notice them anymore at that time. I would take my father to go see movies. One of my evil sisters, who tried to murder me, because I would not let them have my cock, was horrified how young sexy girls looked at me, I was really fat then, she was in perfect shape. She had a good theory about why they would look at me with such desire. I am going to go try Mark's place again. One of my other evil sister, we were talking outside, for a while, the whole time I was doing kicks over her head, she knew I would not make a mistake. She saw a woman hunting my cock, she told me to go fuck her, I wish I could have. I feared she would think my cock was not big, there are so many Sammi's out there. Once I flipped this evil sister, ex, way better than you see in the movies, my mother told me to be careful, I don't know how she could keep a straight face, she knows I a master, that I would not hurt her unintentionally. Once a third evil ex sister's daughter tried to seduce me, right in front of her father,  I didn't care if he saw what she was doing, but I did not want her to see it, she would have freaked out. After her husband kicked me out to die of their place, for being a failed cab driver, she came to see me in SF, she was so afraid of me, because of what he had done, she did not have the courage to do the right thing, cut his throat, I was flipping her daughter on my belly very hard, dangerously, she said nothing, she was so afraid of me because of her sin, and she knew too I am a master, and now way would hurt my niece, my niece complained about me being to rough, but not her mother. My niece kept jumping on my belly, she would say, you are fat. I would flip her with one hand, so easily, she was so small then. She did this incredible thing once, like she was auditioning for me. I wonder what she looks like now, she must be about 26 now, I wonder if she remembers me. I am sure they never talk about me. When she was leaving SF my sister told her to kiss me goodbye, she said, oh no, but it was obvious she wanted it desperately, I said, I would bite her instead, I did, hard. Fuck, what is that one little girls name, Maya, dam, I am so glad I did not break her collar bone, I would talk to her at Yogi Church parties, when she was in a bikini, at the pool, there would be lots of people watching us, waiting for me to grab her cunt, her father came over once and said whats up, I said nothing. Once I squeezed her shoulder really hard to keep her from dying form cancer, she said ouch, I think I momentary loss of muscular control and squeezed to hard almost breaking her collar bone. I can't wait to see what she looks like now, that church, they would brag about me being a member of their church. Shit, I have had officers salute me, weird or whatever. I can't wait to see what my niece looks like again, I wonder if she will try to seduce me now, I didn't know what I should do, should I stop her from sucking my cock, or not, I didn't want to give her a complex, make her feel ashamed of her cunt, she was 8, I think, she did not suck my cock, but what she did was very sexual, not that big a deal, but I would call it sexual, she heard me breath like a God, got scared, and stopped, as I remember now her father could not see, he was right around the corner, but he could have very easily seen if he wanted to, but I did not care if he saw. My sister would leave me alone with her, but she did not care if I raped her son, something I did at a park frightened him, it was dangerous, he told me I don't have to do that, I wanted to show him that I am a God. I should tell Frankie about my niece, that would really piss her off. That time when the canoe tipped over, was my mother trying to drown all us kids, stupid question, it is so fucked up when you are a kid not know if your mother shall cut your throat during the night, but she was the least of my problems.  

 

1-3-15

You can see those pictures now, three new ones, down below, on the pictures page. 

 

1-3-15

So fucking beautiful when those buildings came crashing down, so fucking beautiful when the Twin Towers came crashing down, America betrayed me. The government has weapons they won't let anybody but me use, they don't want them to fall in to ISIS hands, it would be devastating. obama does not know about these weapons. 

 

1-3-15

I believe in the God in me, and the God in me. I was shocked to find out how old Angie is, I told the person who told me that, that you should not have done so, Angie will be pissed if she hears you did it, I said, I won't tell her, but Frankie probably will. I have to watch the end of pulp fiction now, watch some more of that show about werid things, or whatever, get some more sleep, see if Sam is there, then workout. 

 

1-3-15

In the previous blog I wrote think, instead of thinking accidentally, I was going to change it, but then decided to keep it that way, my ex shrink, he thinks one of his ex patients is the Arch Angel Michael, he meets with him sometimes, maybe to suck his cock, he wants me to buy him a beer sometime. I think I will, at Angie's bar, when Ray is working, yes, I don't want to go in there anymore when Angie and Frankie are working, because they get pissed at things I say. All we are saying is masturbate your children. Is it true about pyramid power, why not, an electrical generator is no less magical. I can't wait to see Sam if she is working today, maybe Ray lied to me, because Sam was creeped out when she heard I was coming to see her. 

 

1-3-15

Is there a Malaysian Triangle? It is good that Taylor, I call her Ta, made that video, for two reasons, to make it clear that she wants to suck my cock, and to inspire others to do the same, not suck my cock, but what she was showing she was doing in the video, oh you get it now, assholes, you thought I was just bragging, dipshits. Some real major stupidity in Pulp Fiction, but it is very cool, Sam got so fucked by hollywood. I can't believe that twerp made it, wrote it. Jlo, I want to say Jelo, but that would be a lie, she is jealous of Frankie. The Angie burger Nazi would not let me have an Angie Burger, to punish my cock, so I went to Carls, on the sound system the song said, nobody loves you, was the universe telling me something, tell me something I don't know. I told the sexy woman behind the counter, they are playing my song, she laughed at my cock. I asked Frankie if she wanted to wear my jacket, but she refused my cock again, "think of me as a Friend". I wanted to see her in my jacket, fantasize we were highscool fuckers. Jets shot down with arrows, that is a rejection of the penis, hating on the penis, a rejection of all things penis, a call for the uncokcing of all men, see Hilary as President. All men please report to the nearest Uncocking Facility so your cocks can be cut off. Jlo, don't call me, your cunt is dead to me, you had your chance. Should I tell Frankie that Jlo is jealous of her, will she get pissed, she probably thinks I am full of shit like my daughter. I feel guilty that I didn't talk to that young woman yesterday, but my cock can't take any more rejection, or women getting pissed at me for something I said. When I have my own nightclubs there are going to be showers so the women can clean there vaginas after they fuck some dude, so they their vaginas will clean for the next guy they fuck, and the next, and the next, the things super models do. obama obviously hates women, even his daughters, he has not signed an executive order making it legal for women to be topless anywhere. I can't help think how it is going to change fashion when it is legal for women to be topless anywhere, how soon before there is a fashion show where all the women are topless, has it already happened. Some of you know I want to design women's clothes after I get done saving this planet from destruction, the universe is so mother fucking dangerous, you might already be dead. A reality show about mob wives, that shows how sick those assholes are. When I was in highschool getting my cock sucked the godfather came out, all my friends loved it, I was like, are you stupid, in that one movie they said that the mob only fucks with other mobsters, but they show in that movie that is bullshit, mobsters like obama, they are total fucking scumbags. When I have nightclubs it will be made clear that in my clubs any speech is allowed, if a woman comes to me to complain that some dude she does not know asked her suck his cock, I will have her thrown out. One time I had to bounce this really muscular guy, I made it clear to him that I had no problem fighting him, but I didn't want to, I had a feeling he was innocent, I wanted to throw out the woman, but the boss wanted him out, so he had to go, he was pissed, because he was innocent, but he did not want to go to jail. Once I had to take down a black belt, he was a real bad ass, but he was so drunk it was so easy to take him down, right in front of me he started trying to pick a fight with this real big guy for no reason, the big guy was terrified, he was not in to fighting at all, he was an Eloi, not a Morlock like me, I took down the black belt fast, easily, I made sure not to hurt him, he was a valued customer after all, and, he was kind of adorable. My boss was evil though, he egged the dude on in front of the cops, while he was handcuffed, the black belt tried to kick my boss in the head, he almost did, but he was so drunk, the cops were going to let him go, but after that they arrested him, I am reminded of that one dipshit Sergeant in the Army, sometimes for the holidays I would have to work as a cop, one time I had to work a stakeout, try to catch a prevert who was ejaculating on the car windows of nurses, the description matched obama and oreilly, and that asshole from Maryland. Once we arrested this dude for making trouble, something, the duty Sergeant was not a cop, he was from the motor pool, he was going to let the guy go, we had him in some office, he told us to to take the handcuffs off, we told him not to do it, but he order us to do it so we did it, we said, its your grave, as soon as the handcuffs were off the dude attacked the duty Sergeant, knocking him over a desk, we took our time getting the dude off the duty Sergeant. They talk about starting a conversation against rape, I don't know why, but then they don't let anybody talk about it, what dipshits. I me this beautiful black man yesterday, he said the heat would be on Monday, I said, I hope I am alive by then, I am going to see the Mayor Monday, I am going to go off, I shall probably be arrested, I said, it is a dream of mine to go to the la city jail, he said, I have been there, you don't want to go there, I said, I am good at violence, at killing, he said, so are the cops, I laughed, I said, the cops love me. I think my honor demands that I go to the la city jail, because of what happened to that one woman, I think they really put her in jail for not sucking my cock, I am reminded of that 4 Star General, his sexy daughter, who wanted to suck my cock, she really fucked up, but I totally overreacted, she was just playing around, playing hard to get, but all us cops were outraged, she was number one on our list, we were out to get her, when we did, she knew it was intentional, and started crying. Her father went psycho on me once, I knew I could arrest him, but if I did I would be fucked, so I did not. That dude was completely insane, see the movie, Dr. Stranglove or, how I Learned To Love Nuclear War, something, he was more insane than that. I imagine me getting an oscar, saying I would like to thank all  the losers who helped me win this, bill oreilly, tom cruisty, brat pitt. And giving my oscar to sam. An oscar don't mean shit to me, I would rather have some of my daughter's shit to rub on my cock than have a fucking oscar, or a nobel prize, has obama finally earned his nobel. I imagine playing pro football, with my daughter in the stands, I throw her a football, she catches it. That was an incredible story about that one football. Weird, Ray wanted me to see Sam today for some reason, I told him I would, but I guess Angie got jealous because later Ray told me she would not be working today, that Angie would be instead. I am going to go check, on my way to the gym today, if she is not working today I shall see her tomorrow. I want to find out why Ray wants me to see her. Nadeen did not hesitate to tell me she is getting off of work, she did not give me any Liz Duenas bullshit. I have to take that clep test soon, so I can get to geometry, I think I am going to make incredible discoveries with geometry. My shrink, whacko, but smart and semi cool, a prevert, he admitted to me that he wanted to fuck his mother, and wants to fuck his daughter, he showed me a picture of his son, very good looking in a square, non supermodel way, but he would not show me his daughter, he did not want my pervert eyes on her, he showed me a picture of a black woman he worked with that he wanted to fuck. Fuck, that paper of his, he gave me to read, it was like reading equations from some dimension in a language I could not understand, see this dimension. He said he retired, but I think he got a high paying job with stuff he ripped off of me. I told this dude in Japan some beautiful things on the Internet, some dude ripped me off, he got a book deal, and a job at Princeton, I didn't get shit. My shrink, he showed me some scared geometry, I could not see the sacredness, but Pyramids, they are sacred, if what I heard is true, a story having to do with a razor blade, a Pyramid, and an electron microscope. I wish I could do so many experiments putting different shapes together in different ways, to create a time machine, or a transport machine. I am watching a cool tv show about all these weird things that have happened, I am so in to that kind of shit, anything have to do with the strange, weird, or, whatever, ever since I was a child, my father had lots of magazines laying around about that stuff, I dug it so much, I used to dig collecting stories about all the inventors, or scientists, who were thought insane at first, but then seen as geniuses, this one dude, a super star scientist, he made this one discovery that terrified people, he was called a liar, insane, a phony, a foxer, stupid, years later he was heralded as a genius, he said, fuck off. Poor Boltzman, he made an insignificant discovery, having to to with particle physics, he was so viciously attacked he committed suicide. I have had my last Angie Burger, for a long time. I am going to make her beg me to eat another one. She can't understand how much that hurts me, because my cock is being blacklisted, because I am being unsucked, to go there expecting to get one, and not be able to get one, shit, twice in highschool women said they were going to fuck me, then wimped out at the last second, I raged. Yes, I think I shall discover some geometry that will tell me how to put together certain objects to get my cock sucked. Of course there is a much easier solution to that unsucked equation, make my cock bigger, that reminds me, on the pictures page I put up some pictures of a cock, you can't believe where I saw it, I can't believe I never saw it before, but I don't remember doing so. I loved what Grant said, he said, sometimes to solve an equation you have to say fuck the rules, and find another way using logic, thinking. The first rule at a Julius Nightclub is that there are no rules. If you don't like to see people fucking on a dance floor then fuck off and die. I have done some interesting sexual work on dance floor, making sure people saw it, the woman did not care, she was so desperate to suck my cock, she would beg me all the time. I thought of a new joke writing this, it is going to take pussy correctness to a whole nother level.

 

1-2-15

One of my resolutions is to cut off lauren sivan's clitoris. Weird, it seems Ray really wants me to go see Sam tomorrow. This dude, the new desk clerk downstairs, permanent suntan, I feel so close to him, we just had an incredible conversation, at least to me. 

 

1-2-15

Angie fucked me in the ass with a strapon dildo. It felt good. She won't be in until twelve noon. I imagine a radar that can detect AIDS viruses in the body, and tiny lasers shooting them, killing them, lasers beams that kill the AIDS viruses, but don't damage the human body. I was watching that evil woman, then the recording ended for that show, and all of a sudden Pamela Brown was on my TV, it was like going from Hell to Heaven, she looked so dam god, I mean good, not intentional. Some young sexy woman is sitting to my right, her voice is so sexy, she seems so nice, I am trying to totally ignore her, but I am saying things to Ray so she will hear, ie, I asked Ray if I could watch porno, she laughed. I thought at first she might be my daughter, that is the only reason I looked at her, I was so glad she is not, I am so ashamed I have not given my daughter the first billion yet, if she blows the the trillionth one, I will give her a trillion and one billion, a fucking Googleplex dollars. I just said so she could hear, Ray, I don't watch that much porno, it is like a starving man watching people eat food. Then I said, food for losers, because of this one thing Ray said, she laughed, dam she sounded adorable, but she just left, was it something I said, Ray told me she is 23, lives near him, and is totally in to cunt. I don't think so, I think she wants to suck my cock, I think I could turn her from the evil side of the force, make her one of the good girls, if only I were a real man, had a real cock, was not the second most pathetic man alive, second to oreilly. Ray digs this one phony news woman on some cable channel, I told him she reminds me of Liz Duanes, he agreed. I am now watching fox11, Ray changed the channel for me, I want to study, I really want to understand human evil. I told these old guys to my left, you think I am insane, you have not heard anything yet, there are only old men in this bar now. I just saw this beautiful woman on TV, on every level of abstraction, there are so many beautiful women, but there are so many obama, lauren sivan, people. Ray is Jewish, he loved what I said about porno and starving, he is very smart, not all Jews are evil, like lauren sivan, and that asshole on the radio. In Angie's bar, now, with me, are only old men, like me, have I found my level. I imagine I have a six foot cock. 

 

1-2-15

hollywood is Hitler in his bunker sending out children to die for no reason. It is a boxer who's been knocked down to the canvas, waiting to be knocked out. hollywood, the war is over, you lost. Did you really think you could mindfuck me, that I was a fool, the fool is you, I always knew you were trying to destroy me, while pretending to be my friend, a friend does not leave you to die on the streets of Vegas, no, I won't get over it, foxtard, fuck off. 

 

1-2-15

I just had a beautiful sleep, I can't remember any dreams, but it was beautiful. Some fox dude earlier seemed so angry at me, so afraid of me. Ray questioned whether I dye my hair or not, I said, do you think it would be this fucked up if I dyed it. He said, it just seems something wrong with you, your eyebrows, your mustache, your beard, your hair, there is just something so wrong with you, he was like, there is something so alien about you. This cold is making me insane, I can't believe people could be this cruel. Some evil woman talked how cold we have been, some of us have been much colder than others, she talked about protecting vegetables, and pets, but nothing about Vets or the homeless. If I was only a dog, or a fish, I might get some heat. I won the asteroids, barely, chicken shit win, but I am grateful, for my daughter. I so like my new atomic watch, casio, with a stopwatch, for my running, my old one got fucked up, timex. It has a countdown clock, perfect for hitting the heavybag, 3 minute rounds. hollywood, they were finished the minute the started thinking they were fancy. They made the mistake of not listening to themselves, not watching their own movies, remember that one kird douglas movie. cuomo, fuck him, he was an idiot, how do I know, he is dead. He was a coward, like his sons are. I am the bad guy, you are fucking insane. I hope Ray is there, I hope Angie is not late, I hope I am not late. I was trying to remember something, I made myself think like a God so I could do so, it was awesome, I am not sure I have been that awesome since I was a God, I mean a child, not counting combat situations. God, that was not intentional. 

 

1-2-15

They say I am a cockroach, that is so fucking funny, some day you shall know. I asked Frankie, aren't children so beautiful, I think that was mistake, or, I did it on purpose subconsciously.  We know one thing, she will never let me baby sit her kid. He definitely should have killed that one dude, big mistake. They show that fucking scene, but they don't show her breasts, insane, when I am President one of my first executive orders to sign will make it legal for women to be topless anywhere. I told Frankie this one thing that was so beautiful, she loved it. I am trembling from the cold. But I feel so good, even though my head hurts so bad from a lack of sleep, partly because of pot, but mostly because of thoughts how beautiful my daughter's life is going to be. I am the lever of reality. 

 

1-2-15

They didn't cut it out, I can't believe it,  funny, that is supposed to be me, and, life is going to imitate art like a  mother fucker. I forgot, at one point everybody was yelling Happy New Year, I yelled out, lets have an orgy, then, is it just me, Frankie and that sexy black woman were the only women in Angie's bar at that time. There were about ten dudes in there, four hands, two mouths, two anuses, two vaginas, do the math, it would have, I really dig what I just said. Frankie's car did not break down, she missed the bus, I think she thought I was homeless, that is why she did ot ask me for a ride, I have seen that before. I have to ask her if she wants to breastfeed me. I wonder who my daughter is fucking right now, I hope she comes like a God, like me. I shall have to teach her the secret of the orgasm. 

 

1-2-15

I can't believe the dumbass shit humans do, unnecessarily, destroying themselves, when they have it so good. Think Ben and Flying Sharks. Who do you see playing Ben. Julius. Julius, fuck that asshole, what was that. It was a flying shark, they have been following me around all day, winking at me, smiling at me so creepily, you know Julius. Yes, I too can see it now,  Julius as Ben. Go ahead hollywood, push the button, you will be cutting your own heads off. Go to the media, fuck them, they will be in dead, murdered by the American People. I could not sleep, my daughter is too excited. I could sense hollywood wanted to try to mindfuck me to death, so I turned on the tv, some of you know what I saw. No, you fucked up mang, you fucked up hollywood. The ending of Scarface is bullshit, I shall show you the real ending. Tony was waiting for them, he knew they would be coming, he was ready with claymores, saws, he had professional mercenaries, Green Berets, ex. Those beaners never had a chance, I am half beaner. He killed Sosa, retired from the drug business, are you fucking kidding me, idiots. Tony obviously was a philosopher, is this what its all about, some piece of shit oscar that in ten years won't be worth a bucket of shit. Tony went on to get a PHD in mathematics, he started a computer company, and lived happily ever after, literally. Did oswald get that job to murder kennedy, or did he just happen to be working there, was it luck. The Marina actress was great, the Jackie one a terrible pick, oswald, cool, I did not like seeing oswald hit Marina, I am bet oreilly beats his wife. kennedy, that child molester was a terrible pick, I shot kennedy in the head, you don't need to thank me, just joking for legal reasons, ha, ha, ha, that prevert is no kennedy. My earlier my balls really started aching, thinking of my daughter reading this. I can't stop thinking about her, I could really feel her in my bed naked earlier, it was so good, we just cuddled. Frankie, she got upset when I told her what Chinese mothers do to their babies. I knew she might, but I had to tell her for her son's sake. This black dude agreed that I did the right thing. She said I could dream about her. Frankie showed me her belly button, so sexy. I told her her fly was unzipped, was she wearing panties, not sure, I tried to see her cunt, before I told her of course, but I could not do so. Frankie gave me permission to take a certain liberty with her, but you know me, I took it to far, and she would not let me do it. Some dude nodded at me, he saw what I tried to do, he thought it was awesome. I am reminded of Alyssa's Vampire, I am haunted by him, why did he not become a big star, him, and Alyssa, and Scar. I am possessed by my daughter. I showed Frankie one of my pictures, she was very moved by it. Humans, I blow them away so much, they are afraid to hear what I am going to say next, so they keep talking so I can't talk. I was talking to this one dude's girlfriend, very sexy, permanent suntan, telling her some things, you know me. He loved me, I gave him some beautiful compliments, he was white. Am I wrong to deduce that he has a big cock. I told him in front of Frankie, she looks at you like she loves you, I wish she would look at me like that. She didn't like that. Later I told him he has beautiful hair, and I told him how to keep it, God train. They kept listening to me tell people other things, I said them loudly so she could hear. It was a magical time, beautiful people, not counting me of course, having a beautiful time. Ray, the bartender in the morning, I tried to get him to dance with me but he wouldn't. I said, Ray, some people say I fall in love to easy, but I say you can never love enough people, he said, lust is ore like it, I said, Ray, you are too smart for me, you see right through me, I don't like that, I guess I overacted, he got scared, I could not believe he cold be scared of me, I wish I would have told him he never has to be afraid of me or my Angels of Death, whatever you want to call them, I don't care, I call them my,,,, no, I don't want to say that word. A family was afraid I was going to murder, so I went down another street  I didn't want to run down, it worked out perfect though. Maybe I should be an ISIS comedian, wear my ski mask on stage. I am trying to get ISIS to come to la to try to kill me, so they can be taken out. I don't have time to go to wherever, I am way to busy, trying to make money for my daughter. Why the fuck am I typing this, why not send you all letters instead, paper letters, remember them. I know where you all live, see the CIA, the good CIA, the one obama does not know about, not the evil one, that obama knows about. Shit, I gave Cara Santa Maria six dollars this time, shit, soon I might be homeless, Sue said she is not going to be evicted, I wonder why the cops were hear. hollywood, you were dead the moment you left me to die on the streets of Vegas. You did the seemingly smart thing, now you wish things could be different, but some things you can't apologize for, see, obama, he can never apologize to them for the way he has fucked them over. I set you up hollywood, I set up the world, Jesus warned you I was coming, I think I am about to come out of the closet, spiritually, I have to tell Angie not to be of my Angels of Death, heidi is literally going to shit herself to death. What makes them so terrifying is not that they look terrifying, it has something to do with another dimension, pun intended. I could give you a perfect example, but I won't, I really want to hear your screams, I love that part, it never gets old. I am about to watch a great fucking scene, I hope they didn't cut it. It is supposed to be me, they show me really fat, but it is so cool. I just had a brilliant idea for a nightclub, when I have my own nightclubs I shall put up signs that say, feel free to fuck in the stalls. They will be designed for fucking, not shitting. I cant ask Nadeen if I can take any liberties, she might feel obligated to say yes, given what I said to her. Shit, I forgot to it was New Years Day, that I would have tip Frankie more than I expected, she refused at first, did she read about what I said about Sam. I think I shall fucking rooms, for a quick fuck. A reality tv show about making furniture, dam they are getting hard up, I could not remember this one idea I have, it seems so fucking brilliant, this other one, so perfect for Denica. I just thought of a new one, but then forgot it, fuck it, it will come back. I didn't want to masturbate during the day New Years Eve, but my daughter left me no choice. Frankie helped me fix my computer again. How could those fucking assholes think they could mindfuck me to death, I get mindfucked all the time, but I know where to draw the line. People can really sense that I am changing, that I am about to be a God, especially hollywood, that is why they are trying to murder me. You can't believe what I am going to say at the city council. Frankie, her car did not break down, she missed her bus, I talked to her about the fucked up things she said to me, then I said, about something else, you owe me an apology, I shall explain it later I told her. Daughter, daddy is coming soon, with brief cases full of wads of dirty cash. I don't want to masturbate, save it for a miracle maybe tomorrow, but I don't think my daughter will leave me any choice. 

 

1-1-15

Fuck, I got cared again, Jessie, she did not know that I wanted to use a credit card. Later. 

 

1-1-15

Was lauren shitvan too ashamed to do the 12pm hour. obama is like, since you are going to be in Pasadena anyway, why not shoot of few missiles in to downtown la. No, she is doing it, she masturbates thinking about the homeless children freezing to death. 

 

1-1-15

Fuck, my cocks been frozen erect. it is like an icicle. lauren sivan would like that since her cunt is so cold. 

 

1-1-15

That would be ironic if lauren sivan froze to death. The most important thing to me is to get my daughter some money, I was so mother fucking thinking like a God, so close to doing miracles, look up in to the sky, what is that, it looks like Mars, fuck, it is Mars, is it going to crash in to Earth, I can't tell, it keeps moving back and forth like it can't make up its mind. 

 

1-1-15

Beautiful, somebody is loving me, I got paid a day early. Now I can go to see Frankie today, instead of going to that other bar where they take credit cards. But maybe I should go to that other bar instead, Frankie said, think of her as a friend. I shall go see Frankie for her child. I so wish I could buy her a new car too. I created that oil they found in the US wherever, because I might need to rent a car soon. I didn't God yesterday, for my daughter, I probably won't be able to do so today, insane. I need to God train every day for my daughter, I shall never miss another day of God training ever again, for my daughter. I am going to give her half of all the real money I make in the future, donations, comedy, the Julius Jet, whatever, until I give her the first billion I promised her. I need to tell Nadeen about that one skydiving story of mine, it is not about skydiving but magic, no way that was a coincidence. cnn, a short time ago they had on Capt. Scully again, they showed DR talking about what I talked about before, that, that idiot controller could not get it, that scully could not make it to an airport, that he was going to have to ditch his plane in the Hudson. You can't believe what I told Jessie, the sexy bartender who not let me get naked, she really dug it, so did people at the bar, they sensed the truth of it when they should have thought me insane. I have so many questions to ask Nadeen about the new sexuality, young people's sexuality, she will be cool with my questions, I would love to interview her on camera, I have to get some release forms. I was just looking at cameras at Wallmart.com, I have to make sure that I get all the factors in the equation that I need. I can't wait to hate on roger ebert mathematically, to lick Dr. Carleen's pussy metaphorically, I told her she is a real superwoman. Angie is going to come in early tomorrow to make my Angie Burgers, she wants me to tip her instead of Frankie. I want to listen to live music tomorrow. Major Redding, two Silver Stars, I told him that I am going to be President, he said, you can't fuck up things any worse than the assholes who have been president already, what an incredible fuck up vietnam was, you have no idea. Poor Steady Eddie, we called him steady because he was so nervous, once he dropped his M16 out of the jeep, some German ran over it. But Steady Eddie ended up being seen as a hero, once the, Bider Meinhoff Gang, terrorists, they were no joke, you knew this from the reaction when they threatened to shoot down a jetliner, they would take off shooting straight up in to the sky trying pathetically to try to outrun a missile they feared was chasing them. It was awesome to see. Once the Gang tried to penetrate the compound some generals house was on, the commander of all American troops in Europe, not the Nato Commander, they thought I was working that night, I never really worked there as much as people thought, read the books of Carlos Castaneda, the fictional, allegedly non fictional ones. The Gang wanted to kill me, they thought Eddie scared them off, but when they saw it was not me they split, the car was found days later, Eddie got the license plate number, it had a huge bomb in it. Eddie was haled a hero. I killed them later. Weird seeing some bodies blown up, it looks like they melted. The pigs have shown such incredible disrespect for those they murdered, and their families. All we are saying obama is let the children eat. Fuck my head hurts, but no time to sleep, must shower, run, kick, get cash, hit bags four times to make up for my sins, then go see Frankie. I wanted to make up for all my sins before the end of 2014, boxing and God training, but now must do it in 2015, fuck it. It is only a matter of time before ISIS shoots down a passenger jetliner, without Juliusnomics, as long as obama keeps being a dipshit, so says my experts at the CIA. roger ebert, they should have called it, a wasted life, what a waste of ones and zeroes, pathetic. 

 

1-1-15

lauren sivan says do this, do that, to deal with the cold, yes, and turn on the heat, oops, she didn't mention that. Her mother was a Jackal too, she is related to that scumbag obama. She can not feel my pain, she does not give a shit. Once I had to stay under freezing water for a long time to survive, it gave me this condition that really makes the cold so painful for me, she has no idea how much I am suffering. Major Redding, he was so fucking cool in combat. Once he too had to stay under water sucking on a bamboo straw to stay alive, but it was not freezing, once he had to have the airforce, wimps, cowards, drop bombs on his head, his position had been overran by the gooks, he would not surrender like that coward mccain he chose death instead. When I served under him, he had a high profile job, performing in front of 4 star Generals, Presidents, US, other countries. Once somebody really fucked up, his career was hanging by a thread, if he did solve the problem he would be rifted, he would not become a major, but end up retiring a sergeant, is that how you spell it, are you fucking kidding me humans, idiots. A sergeant, instead of a Major, humiliation, less money for retirement, when he heard about the problem, he didn't blink, he came up with the perfect solution in a nano second, I had them make him a Major. He was such an awesome performer, you should have seen his replacement, you won't believe what a wimp he was when I show you in a movie, they had to get rid of him, for, being such an embarrassment to america, he was such a wimp, unreal, how the fuck did he get in the army, you can be a wimp, but him, but dam, think that of that one carbon tax asshole, and obama. I  have to try to sell that movie I want to make about French Commando school, you mother fucking are not going to believe what happened. I thought maybe lauren shitvan had been crying, off camera, what a joke, she has no soul, her mother was a Jackal too, did I already say that. obama is the real antichrist, in the context of me being the real Christ. The pope is an apostate of hell. I am going to go to what was called lauren shitvan park, to do spinning kicks, in the air, checking myself out in the mirrors there, it is so hard to do them high in my apartment because there is no room for me to bend over. Once I was running back and forth there on the grass, when I glimpsed my legs in the mirror there running, they did not look that the jiggly, I need to check again. When I first got to that bar/comedy club, some dude told me I look awesome. Every single comedian who was not blacklisted talked about me. This one woman comedian came walking in the the club, some comedian said, a lady just walked in, I said, where, she was shocked, but dug it. I would definitely have said that is lauren sivan that, I thought she might be there, but then I remembered I don't have a big cock. At first the comedians were saying I have a big cock, when they started getting jealous of me, a small one. 

 

1-1-15

fox woman, if you think the US should be fighting ISIS with ground troops, get your ass over there, as you just reported, they are so desperate they will even take you, get your ass over there or shut your stupid cowardly mouth. You too oreilly, you punk put up or shut up coward, yes, they are so pathetic they will even take your tired old pathetic ass, shit, I may be pathetic, but at least I am not as pathetic as you, and lauren sivan. I know you and lauren sivan are cowards, but you could help the fighters in some way, you could suck their cocks. 

 

1-1-15

Steve looks so depressed, because he knows what an absolute scumbag he is for keeping Juliusnomics from the children, he knows he makes the children cry, so many of them on Christmas, mommy, why can't I have a wifi helicopter, lauren sivan, and her spiritual lover bill oreilly say, because you are evil you little evil fucker, brat. opray says, God wants the little children to starve to death, I can't make this shit up, pigs, you are making it way too easy, like shooting a whale in a bathtub. Fuck the pope, we need another war, a US revolutionary war, what would that asshole george washington do, his head would fucking explode if he could see what fox, the pigs are doing today. Back in the day, I would have been like, george, can I ask you a question, which eye do you want to be shot in, the left or the right, some of you know the story, but even he today would lose his mind, he would not hesitate to blow obama's brains out if he got the chance. The love boat, more like the better off dead boat today. 

 

1-1-15

lauren sivan, she said it is lucky that the year is starting out cold, she was thinking, maybe Julius will die. A jet not so connected to external realities, a jet that is fully self sustaining, much more self sustaining, more independent of external factors. That little girl reminded me of a young lauren sivan, before she became foxed, before she sold her soul to fox, before she became so evil. Sorry the previous one was so fucked up, I am so sleepy, and horny. When the planes come out of a storm the engines can not change speed fast enough and they stall, not stalk. They all wanted to do the weather with lauren sivan because they know that is the only time I see them, when she is on camera too. That one dude was banging on the table, like that incredible woman, he wants to suck me too. Bobby does have great hair, he never has to worry about hat hair.  I am literally going to fuck one of Angie’s burgers when I am rich, I shall put it on the Internet. There are two potential Julius jets, I have to think of a way to combine them in to one. I could not even remember the new one for a second, it just came back to me. One kind of already exists, but not in the way we need it to exist, they way it exist now, it might not be able to exist that way for that way we need it to exist, but I know how to overcome that problem. But can I combine the two Julius Jets, to tired to know for sure now. lauren sivan talked about loving somebody, what a joke, like talking about a shark feeling love. I am really fucking up lauren sivan today, kicking her ass, think Ali v Chuck Weppner, the real Rocky, dam, Chuck’s face, it was like he was wearing a mask of blood, but he would not go down. Stallone ripped of his life, like Hollywood is always ripping off my life. I study lauren sivan, to try to understand fox obamian human evil. Humans have a hard time accepting reality, I never have that problem, that is why I am alive today, humans have a hard time accepting reality, that is why nobody has hit the donate button. Don’t you dare daughter, or, I will spank you. She will be like, are you going to spank me asshole, or fondle my ass all day, asshole. I am going to love her, even if she hates me. Weird, do they now have computers that have emotions, I need to connect my God trainer to mine, I can believe it does, because it is such an asshole. If you don’t want your children murdered by capitalism, hit the donate button, so I can do some political adds, of course I shall have to be paid first, I have been working for free way too long, and I have to give my daughter some money stat, I shall let you decide how much I get paid, think of my daughter, I shall give her half.

 

1-1-15

Lauren Sivan is going to beg to have me shit in her mouth some day, I shall not let her have that honor, This big black dude was afraid to get on the elevator with me because of my makeup, until this other dude got on the elevator with me. He is a cool dude,  I can't even classify him as black. I was very lucky this morning, I turned on cnn just at the right time, to hear this expert admit I am correct, that some storms are so bad pilots can't fly in them, it is impossible. Why do pilots fly so high, why don't they fly under the storms, since they sometimes can't fly over them. This one expert talked about, the same one I think, about how sometimes a pilot finds themselves in a thunderstorm by accident, they have to change their speed because of this, then all of a sudden they are out of the storm, and they are fucked, because the engines can't not change speed quick enough to keep the plane from stalking. I just had a brilliant idea about a new kind of jet, human jets are too dependent on mother nature, to connected to reality, we need a jet not so connected to reality. Mother Nature, we all know how unstable some women can be, especially lauren sivan. I am going to call the makers of Space Ship One, see if they want to work with me on a new jet. Fucking Wright Brothers, what made them so incredible was not inventing the airplane, that was no big deal, what made them great was the tech they created to help them do so. Some other dude would have been first to invent the airplane, but the stupid pigs fucked up the engine, like they fuck up everything, look at this crash, look at the recovery of the bodies. Those victims who were murdered by capitalism and obama had to suffer the final indignity of being stripped of their clothes, maybe it was obama who stripped them of their clothes, fucked their corpses in their asses, then threw their bodies in the ocean. So creepy that cnn pig who went to visit the family of the Pilot, to offer his condolences, it would be like cnn hiring a serial killer as a reporter to go offer his condolences to the family who's father he murdered. The Pilot's daughter is very beautiful, the Pilot was beautiful too when he was young, life is cruel, just ask my cock. The simulators are not programmed to teach pilots how to handle certain dangerous scenarios, because the pigs don't care if you die, Capt. Scully said this. That was so funny when he was going down on the Hudson, he kept telling the controller that he could not make it to an airport, that he was going to have to ditch in the Hudson, but the controller could not handle, hear reality, Capt. Scully was so cool, I would have been like, human dipshit, what part of I can't make it to an airport, I am going down can't you understand. They had to to tell denszell in that one movie, think like a whiteman, he was so perfect in that. I am so glad that I tried to to standup for my daughter, I felt so shitty, I wanted to sleep, I was not prepared, but I wanted to keep my promise to her, it is incredible to me that I did that. I got there late, I got there late, I thought I might not get on, but why did the MC tell me that stupid lie he told me, that he didn't have to tell me, if I was not blacklisted. These assholes, they always think they are fancy, that I have not seen their bullshit a million times before. Fuck, right now my right arm just felt so God like. I just made a note to call the makers of Space Ship One. Fuck, I feel the need to give Cara Santa Maria. Fucking pigs, lauren sivan, they don't give a shit if people die, as long as the capitalistic pig equation of death says they will make money if x number of people die. Pilots are not supposed to fly in to thunderstorms, problem is when they fly in to a cloud they can't know if there is a thunderstorm hiding in it, if they guess wrong, their passengers can die. Fuck, we need high speed levitating trains, underground, under the ocean, ten thousand miles per hour, the trains in vacuum tubes. How fast could you get to Paris, Nadee wants me to take her to Paris too, she wants to Bungee jump of the Eiffel Tower. I wanted to tell them my cool Bungee jumping story, that time the German cops almost wasted us, the German police, if you tried to break in to one of their police stations they would not hesitate to grease you, they don't play that shit. fox, it must be listed as a drama in the tv guide. My new years resolution is to get fox off of cable, especially fox la. The world has suffered the abuse of lauren sivan long enough. I heard Dish has already rejected them, I am going to call time warner, ask them how they could have those bullshitters on. I really dig it that I am running outside now, even though I might look pathetic, these two cops were checking me out hard, in a car, I thought maybe that miracle had happened and my cock was hanging out dragging on the ground, I thought that they were going to arrest me, but they waved instead. This one sexy woman on a bicycle, when she saw me she started kicking her leg like a horse, she turned around twice to check out my cock hard, I was reminded of the movie the exorcist. I made Angie nervous too, in exactly the same way, something is different in me, women can sense it. Dam, I froze during the night, that woman from the housing authority lied, she probably wants my cock punished, because she can't suck it, she wants my cock to freeze to death. That gay dude who joked about giving me money to give me a handjob, Sammi, did he read my mind. He made it very clear that he loves to suck cock. But how could I let him suck me, there was no doorknob on the men's bathroom, what do you want to bet there is a lock on the women's bathroom. I am going to try again on Tuesday for my daughter, I hate her sometimes, because I have been too unGodly yet to give her the first billion I promised her. That one night, because of that one thing that happened with that one evil woman, it really showed me how beautiful my daughter is, I don't know what the fuck she is doing on this planet with you evil mofos. If I took her to the second dimension now it would be too traumatic for her, the perfection of it. Magnetic levitating trains, so brilliant, I am reminded of the Inertia Generator, so brilliant too, I am pissed I didn't think of it, so obvious, so logical, the only hope for the Julius Generator is if it is cheaper to make, the Julius Generator might be too powerful in a way, I need to talk to an Engineer, I am sure there is a way to get arond that problem.  I have been so busy I have not had time to get my free loser cell phone. Yes, Tuesday, another dude will be MCing, I hope that one asshole is there, I want to let him know that he is a dead man walking, my daughter willing. You can't believe what I am going to say. I just thought of a way to make this one joke, that didn't really work, and I am thinking of other new awesome jokes, next time I am going to have to do my penis hypnotist joke. Shit, stupid, I wrote my jokes on paper, next time I have to use my iPad, that would be so perfect, they have a Kereoke machine, I wonder if we can use it as a teleprompter. I can't wait for my daughter to see me perform, maybe I will record it, fuck, maybe I will wait till I get a new camera, my old one died, one with a good microphone, maybe I can record with my iPad, and Drecord with the camera, put them together in iMovie. This weekend I am going to buy new camera, after I talk to apple. If I record my performance with my iPad, I can't use it on stage, it will be so perfect for that. Paper, shit, how stupid, I have been listening to that one idiot too much, he's infected me with his 1950's fucked up carbon tax insanity. For my daughter. 

 

12-31-14

Mark said my makeup is scaring the other customers, I said, some ugly fat woman was sitting on my face, I should have added that she was on the rag, but it seemed redundant. I told Angie when I was leaving, I promise I will grow up someday. 

 

12-31-14

I got blacklisted again, the Jews are everywhere, I think lauren sivan had them blacklist me, fucking Jewish Mafia. It was obvious I was blacklisted, I won't bore you with details, I have had so much experience with it I recognize it easily. I went to Angie's Bar, it was dead, I left, then went back, I was going to go later, so I would be there at midnight, but I am so pissed off I said fuck it and went back. I am glad I got to spend part of New Years Eve with Angie, and Mark. She was showing way more skin than I remember her ever showing, I thought, maybe she read what I said about Frankie. This one sexy woman asked me why I was staring at her, I should have told her, because I want you to sit on my face, but I wimped out and said instead, you look like this French actress, she said she is all American, she had a real attitude, she was with a black older dude, I don't think they fuck, she hates white men, maybe her father, I have seen her type before. It was dead when I got there, then all these incredible looking women started showing up, some not that young but incredible, I think Angie and Mark knew something was going on, having to do with me. Some were not that young but so incredible. Angie stole a dollar from me, she said that is for putting up with my nonsense. She had told me to not put a dollar over my beer, because it is dirty, I licked the dollar bill to lick her pussy metaphorically. The comedians were attacking me before I even got on stage, usually it takes a few weeks before they realize I am the King, that they are hacks, and attack me because of jealousy. Angie's not big tits looked so perfectly suckable. This one young gay comedian, not hot, offered me a hand job, I stole the show, proving absolutely I am the King, attacking back the comedians who attacked me. I won't get a New Years Mercy kiss from some young sexy tonight, but at least I was offered a handjob, he even said he would pay me for the honor. I just want to forget the horror of being blacklisted again, and go to sleep. The other day I dreamed I was making out with a young sexy woman, I hope that happens tonight. Don't worry daughter, I always win in the end, I have done this many times.

 

12-31-14

Kimberly, I asked that sexy bartender if I could get naked, she said no. 

12-31-14

Kimberley, so far fox's new years is way sexier than cnn's, bob is looking so sexy tonight. I could not believe how nervous I made this young sexy bartender, hard to believe and old man like me could make her so nervous, it reminded me of when I was young. The cops acted so weird, and this young sexy woman on a bike was begging for my cock, it was unreal. I was so relived that Nadee was happy to see me. Ray told me to come back at 6pm, that Mark and Angie are going to have Champagne. I wonder if that is because they don't want me to go tonight. I was hesitant to go tonight, but now now after the way those sexy women acted today because of my cock. Frankie was not there today, the not ugly bartender said she is alright. They have not evicted her yet, the young sexy black dude next door told me to go in her room, they ripped off her doorknob, I figured she had been evicted, but she was there in bed, I apologized to her for entering her apartment, she said no problem honey. I am probably going to do Standup tonight for my daughter, I didn't think they would do it tonight but they are. I am just going to wear my makeup, not my costume. I have to hit the heavybag, get some sleep, then put together an act for tonight. I don't care if I suck, I just want to get my cock wet again. Happy New Year. 

 

12-31-14

They were just trying to break in to Sue's apartment again, they were yelling at her to come out. She just wants five more minutes of not being homeless, whatever few minutes she cant get. I so understand. She is so old, ugly, pathetic, she can barely walk now. Unreal how evil the world is. I think Frankie did not ask me for a ride home because she does not want me to know where she lives, she thinks I am creepy. Once I asked Liz what time she was getting off, I just wanted to come by later to tip her. But she said did not know what time she was getting off, which you know was a lie, she went in the back to find out, she was probably telling Angie, that creepy old man wants to know what time I get off, should I call the police.  After she did not come back after a long while I took the hint, and fucked off and die, but sadly I came back to life. That really hurt bad, women are so cruel. I thought about telling Frankie, you can spend the night at my place, then I woke up. I am sure that if I end up homeless lauren Sivan will let me live with her. Then I woke up wearing a straight jacket, fuck off and die. 

 

12-31-14

A new picture is up. I am going to go see Nadee when I go running, I hope it does not creep her out, she told me to stop by today, first I shall make sure Frankie is all right. Washing clothes I watched some of the Blue Max, Nadee would be a perfect Latin Ursula Andress in the famous towel scene, I would a be perfect George Pepard, when I am younger. It seems the war between the humans and me is about to start, it will last five minutes. Shit, I have so much to do, I am so sleepy, and I have to got to food for losers. I am going to go to Angie's Bar at about 11pm, hoping to get another mercy kiss from a young sexy woman. lauren sivan, your cunt won't save you from your crimes against humanity, and my cock. I wondert how late Nadee is working tonight, they are open until 2am, I hope she gets to go out and have some fun tonight, fuck it, I am sure her vagina won't go hungry tonight. I just heard about a Pizza store being robbed, of Nadee does not have to worry about that, if robbers think about robbing her store they will be dead before they leave their houses. I think they were trying to evict Sue, but they could not get in, now she is locked in, maybe she is doing it on purpose, that would be fucked, to be evicted New Years Eve, obama is so evil. I have to sleep a little bit, I am so weak from being so tired, I wonder why Frankie did not ask me for a ride, I know she thinks I am a loser, she asked me if my computer was my computer, she could not believe it was mine, but she was so desperate, or she pretended to be, maybe she was just jealous of Nadee. Some dude said he could not give her a ride, he was going the other way, what a scumbag, she had a problem with her battery, poor Frankie, worse than rice knocking out his girlfriend is the abuse obama is doing on Frankie. 

 

12-31-14

unbroken hollywood evil looks boring, I have never seen lauren sivan's legs look so slutty today, I mean sexy, dam, that one older black woman used the slut word, I wish I would have said so many things to Nadee having to do with the word slut,  then, so many things about science too. I wonder if she will cum tonight to Angie's bar. I want to fuck Nadee so much, but if it never happens that shall be cool, I shall still make her dreams come true, yes she gave me important sexual information. I asked her if she wants a planet, she believed I can give it to her. fox reported that some alleged fancy woman smiled, and laughed, that is why people turn to fox for their news, I just pray they let us know if she farts. Fuck lincoln, asshole. McClellan is seen as a bad general because he did not want to get young Americans killed in war, children, literally children, children of war like me.  I forgot to check, let me see if I can give Angie some money today, one minute. Fuck, I can't believe the assholes, some body is not loving me, let me give you a hint, a picture of him as a child is on the pictures page, and, he is a scumbag. I was shocked to read how complex a process it is too get a hardon, I think they told the truth, but did not explain it fully to make it seem way more complicated than it is, to mindfuck me, to keep me from mastering my cock. It seems I shall have my true cock any second now. I hope by tonight. I have to remember that the shit in my head can not stop me from miracling, because I am doing so right now, writing this. Remember the sum of any two miracles, x and y, will always = 2x or 2y, all miracles are = in power. I am going to tell Dr. Carleen she is a real super woman. 

 

12-31-14

She told me I should not dance alone tonight, at Angie's Bar, it seems she really dug my new tshirt, and my Satanic necklace. Yes, I would start running outside now with my shirt off, if it were not so cold, even though my body is all cut up. This one woman said she likes to see men dance alone, that way she knows they are not dangerous, something like that, that they won't rub their hard cocks on her. I wish I asked the woman who came back in to my life, do you like men who are dangerous, I wish I would have asked her if I could rub my hard cock on her when if dance together. You humans have no idea how fancy my daughter is, all of existence depends on her, I would kill you all with glee, if not for her. I think I shall dance tonight, all alone, at least at first, until the woman start dancing with me, as their partners start sitting down, like happened that one time. Even though I told her not to, she sent an inspector the next day, it is usually 7, or after I am dead, whichever comes after my death. I am learning to do jokes like a human, jokes that are not brilliant, that don't make any sense. I am going to have Angie Burgers again this Friday, to protect Fankie from Angie's jealous vagina. Dam Angie is greedy, she wants me to come give her some more money today, even Frankie wants me to do so, give Angie money today, I would if I could, but I can't get anymore cash until Friday, I have only enough for tonight, not enough. Wait, I just thought of something, maybe the KGB paid me early because of New Years. The cops keep kissing my ass, it is freaking me out, do they know who I am. She sent an inspector the next day, even though I told her not to, but I am now glad she did, the inspector was insane, later about her. Has the worm turned, does the housing authority now know who I am, do they fear, that I am about to become very fancy. I tried to give that woman one of my beers, she declined. Did she reject my cock, I must to the experiment. She works in Echo Park, but she told me she would be working today downtown in beenertown, I could cum see her today. She is confusing my cock, but I don't care if she never sucks me, supermodels will be lined up to do so, I am going to do a reality to show where super models compete to suck my cock, I shall call it, To Suck Julius' Cock, Survivor. That kid who shot his mother, he is my hero. Daughter, I am sorry I have acting like such a dufuss, I have to do pretend to be a dufuss because humans are such cowards. I can't wait to show you my true self, my true cock, which at this time is classified by the KGB. When hollywood sees my true cock they will beg me to play bond. That one hollywood scumbag, he said secretly that I am ethically challenged, sad, he is more pathetic than me, than I pretend to be. He really creeped me out, I could feel how pathetic he felt for saying that, to keep his masters happy. I was practicing knife fighting by myself just now, humans call it sword fighting, I have to fight to the death tonight, somebody wants the honor of me killing them, some female child. Everything I say or write is professional, there is a method to my super genius, I am always perfect. If the fbi retards are wrong, that is seriously wrong, criminally wrong. Shall obama apologize to the N Koreans. oreilly knows he is a dead man walking, how could he think he was going to get away with it, see bernie madoff. I can't think of a less sexy NY than the one cnn is going to have, I don't think Pammy can save that nightmare, something for nobody, well it would be if Pammy were not part of it. I feel so close to Pammy's cunt, and Sammi's hand. The assholes are still using the black boxes instead of streaming in real time, they should go to jail for that, that is not justice, therefore it is a crime, fuck the supreme assholes, a federal prosecutor agrees with me, he is desperate to arrest that asshole in maryland, the mythical land of child rapers, as soon as he can, he is a big fan of mine. fox told me something cool yesterday, that the movie madagascar has a King Julius in it, if you think that is a coincidence, I got a picture of lauren sivan sucking my cock that I can sell you real cheap. I am so ashamed of myself because what I didn't do for Frankie, but I had to put the starving children first, I am reminded of highschool, and when I saw the tongues lady at the 99cent store, I am ashamed of myself, I mean I am pretending to be. 

 

12-31-14

It seems from the evidence, that there are certain storms that are impossible for the pilots to fly in without crashing, that they know this but don't give a shit if some people die, just as long as they can still make a profit. Because the money they save on gasoline is greater than the money they have to pay out for murdering your children. It is legalized murder, they even have an equation for it, see the movie Fight Club. Crystal wanted to cum in to my apartment the other day, it seemed she was alone, I so wanted to fuck her, now, no cock for her, I would not let her in, because I am pissed at her, for treating me like a freak that one day, I can't believe she was alone, but it sounded like she was, no, no way, but maybe she was, maybe she only pretended to think I am a freak because she wanted to punish me for not giving her my cock in her ass. lauren sivan wants to freeze to death, for not giving her any cock. If my daughter cut off my cock, I would not get pissed, I would just pick it up with a forklift and take it to the nearest hospital. I have to wish Dr. Carleen a merry christmas. I would be happy if I got Alzheimer's disease, then I would not have to know there are creeps in the world like obama, and oreilly. Dam, I drank too much soda, and have to wash clothes, I am going to suffer, it does not seem like I drank too much, I must be stressed, but I don't feel stressed. It must because lauren sivan is plotting to cut off my cock, because she knows that is the only way she can fuck it now, after she has it injected with silicone. 

 

12-31-14

#1, #2, #3, audio blog page, check out the picture of obama as a child, and of my new tshirt on the pictures page, and two radio calls to some asshole on the radio calls page. Yes, lauren sivan was like a little girl, on her knees, before a God, begging him to forgive her, begging him to let her suck his cock. I feel so uncompassionate right now, so Godlike right now.  

 

12-30-14

Everybody knew, I am the King of Comedy, fuck, lauren sivan. After I was arrested for that alleged sexual crime, I had lawyers begging to represent me in a lawsuit against the city of santa clara. Usually it was me begging them and them telling me to fuck off. I declined their offers, that shows you how fucked I am, I was desperate for money, but I didn't want to go to court, and talk about it, I found it too humiliating, why, that shows you how fucked I am. jay leno, why does that name sound vaguely familiar, craig ferguson, was he a comedian in the 30's. 

 

12-30-14

It is ironic that siny was attacked for putting lives ahead of corporate profits, they are too cowardly to understand that some things are worth dying for, ie, my Daughter, but it is much better for me to live for her. Interesting that black dude assassinated that a Latin dude, and an Asian dude. Why does that dufuus on the la fox dress like such a dufuss, those bow ties, I think he is signaling that he has a very small cock, I heard a lot of big, tall, comics, joke, crying, about their small cocks. This one sexy woman la cop wanted to arrest me yesterday, because of my shorts, her partner said, don't be a dumbass, like lauren sivan, I saw them later, I said, hi, officers, he said, hi sir. I wanted to say, hi officer, and officeress, see the movie, falling down, michael doughass, douglass, something. I just remembered that one woman sexy santa clara cop, very sexy, she imagined seeing me doing something I did not do, see the movie, passage to india, with that one woman who was one of that perverts women. All of a sudden I am surrounded by ten cops, I said, she is full of shit, there was no reason for me to do what she said I did, it was not of a sexual nature, like that other time, I told the other cops, she is full of shit, she knew it was true, she knew she had imagined it then, that pissed them off, the searched me, roughed me up a little, squeezed my balls to hard in a lauren sivan sexual way. After they roughed me up, on of them, a young one, he said I should be a santa clara cop, that they were hiring, one minute they are roughing me up, the next they want me to be a cop. One time this one crazy woman thought she thought commit a sexual crime, the cops were called, when one was approaching me I said, you are fucking with the wrong guy, that pissed them off, they arrested me. When I was in this cage, a bunch of children came in on a tour, I said to  them, I am a patsy. Later I stood up and started hitting this brick wall in that cage like I was deniro in raging bull, that made the cops laugh and they let me go, they knew then I was too cool to do what that woman said I did, they had been watching me on the camera. One cop escorted me outside, I asked him, what if had been doing this one thing, would that have been a crime, he said, maybe. I can't believe what I got away with at 24 Hour Nautlalas, that I was not arrested, things I would do there in front of everybody, some things not so obviously, like one time I took out my cock and put it in Dixie's hand in the hottub there, that really turned her on. She was so desperate to reward my cock when we got home. Once the cops entered my residence illegally, to arrest me, because they knew I had a warrant out for my arrest, I don't know why they lied, I heard them knock on my bedroom door, I opened the door, then I saw five cops pointing their guns at my head, the women at my cock. I smiled at them, then knew then, that I could easily takes those guns from them and kill them. They put their guns away in shame. I had a good time in jail, it was like being in summer camp, except with less violence. I am so tempted to put up a picture of just my cock on this one fucking site. That twerp steve, on la fox, he thinks I am telling cock lies, to sound more interesting, I can't wait till he sees who I am. He will literally drop dead from a heart attack. he is whistling past his grave. I am so God like now, it is very good. My daughter is the only person who really exists for me now, everybody else is just a shadow on a cave wall. plato. 

 

12-30-14

Later, after she asked to see my ID, Lindsey, asked me my name, I said, thanks for asking, but you don't want to know my name, that would just buy you a world of trouble. 

 

12-30-14

I touched my daughter so she would know that I am a God, subconsciously, and because I am a prevert. A Pervert God, the God of the perverts. lauren sivan keeps making fists today, I think to reference that one woman, her pounding the bar, lauren sivan has only .00005 percent body fat, she is not dressing like a grandma today, she is going full megawhore today. When she is working on the street she probably hooks between news stories, to stay in practice for the future, did fox do that drone story because of me, because of what I said about that kid. Yes, I am going to ask Frankie today if she wants to breast feed me. I can't wait to put up a sex video to hate on lauren sivan. I asked Frankie if she wanted to see me in a porno movie, she said no, but she hesitated a long time. I can't wait to show you my new tshirt, and Frankie, I am having it made mainly for her, because I feel guilty about not fucking her. Duane ended up committing suicide, jumping off the golden gate bridge, I like to think headfirst, he could not handle being part of Julius world, he self destructed, committed crimes, stupid crimes he did not need to commit. I asked him to take over the New World Party, from me, with his connections he could have done so much, but he felt unworthy. I could not hug his daughter at the wake, I felt too guilty. I met one of my fans at the wake, we just watcher her hug everybody else, we creeped her out, she ran away. I saw this one very famous dude in SF, he looked in so much pain because of his fame. It was so hard for me to not get up on the stage and talk about Duane, even though I knew I would be arrested. Duane, Bernie went to jail for being a pedophile, he too could not handle being part of Julius World. That economist, he was a nice guy, I liked him, but he challenged my super genius, so I had to destroy him, for the starving children. When Duane died, I wondered if that letter he gave me was more valuable, or less, I can't believe I lost it, maybe, when scumbagwood left me to die on the streets of vegas. Duane, Bernie, ronn owens time will come, he will probably be arrested with a dead child in his trunk. Some KGO talk show hosts would quit so I could be given my own talk show, it is easy to understand why, they wanted immortality fuckers. If my daughter was on that plane, so many people would have been murdered right afterwards. 

 

12-30-14

I asked this one young dude who was a friend, lover, boyfriend, sex friend, something, of htat incredible woman, before she got there, I asked him, do young people still talk about doing the nasty, he said yes, sometime, I said that is so stupid, he said it depends on what you are doing, I said it is all good to me. Lindsey loved it. lauren sivan and the other pigs say, fuck the bodies, let the sharks eat them, who cares why the plane crashed, fuck it, corporate profits are up, fuck the children. The recovery of the bodies, they are calling it a rescue, that is so human, so full of shit, so corporate, so lauren sivan. Some day she will light herself on fire with gasoline to apologize to me, after she is dead, then maybe I will fuck her. I can't wait to have a new tshirt made today, I have been struggling about how to have it made, but I think I have it now, I am going to keep it very simple, but I think the message will be clear. Frankie told me to think of her as a friend, but does that mean today what it meant in my day, when dinosaurs walked the Earth, before there were any Disneylands, even before the wheel was invented, or fire. Humans did live during the time of the Dinosaurs, anybody who tells you differently is a moron. Some of you remember the time conhead obrien tried to make me look like a fool, using that one thing  I said about Dinosaurs to try to make me look like a fool, some of you know how I turned it around on him and made him look like a fool, as I always do to anybody who tries to challenge my super genius, remember that economist, he was so afraid of me, he begged me for mercy, the gov sent him to kick my ass, to put me in my place, we were like to boxers, feeling each other out, he gave me an opening, boom, he went down, when he was on his knees I kicked him in his face, he was crawling away spitting out teeth and blood, I reached down and snapped his neck. That was my childhood, very different than yours. I remember that time Duane Garret, KGO talk show host, famous Lawyer, bigshot Democrat, he ran a real Presidential Candidacy,  more real than obama's in the beginning, he had his daughter in the studio, he was afraid I would make him look bad in front of her, go psycho on him in front of her, that was crazy, he was so nice to me, he said once, on the radio, we have to watch Julius, he has a gift, and he wrote me a letter of recommendation, so I could get my own talk show, no way I would make him look bad in front of his daughter, no way I would go psycho on him. Instead, I gave him a chance to show off his knowledge, his expertise, in front of his daughter, I knew he was saying something secret about Ross Perot,  I asked him to explain it, he was so happy, he said, basically, that Ross Perot, because he was a billionaire, was able to break the law, and buy his way on to the ballet. Twightlight zone, these pigs criticizing obama's leadership, after 9-11, after they humiliated america with their failure to get osama, insane that they get away with that bullshit, because we have no liberal news media. Low gas prices have always been great for the economy, but all of a sudden, because allegedly a democrat, in name only, is president, low gas prices are bad for the economy, the fox pigs are so insane I am surprised that they are not saying that killing osama is bad for the war on terror. You know they will argue in the future that we have no Constitutional right to justice, such is there insanity, soon they will argue that the rich should have the right to murder the poor. No heat, lauren sivan says, let them eat bread if they have no heat. I have to fuck my daughter, she is my daughter. 

 

12-30-14

Some of the things I said in the previous one I repeat here, for reasons I won't bore you with, fuck it. I told Sam, I need your adorableness, to keep me from destroying the human race. She sensed the truth of it, somehow she knew, that I have the power to destroy the human race. There are so many I would like to kill, murder, humans, but I cant do it, it would frighten my daughter. I met yesterday this incredible young woman, we met with our eyes, it was obvious she was in love with me, she kept looking at me with love, she wanted to suck me so bad she started pounding the bar with her fists so adorably, she is so adorable, she looked like a super model, because of the way she was dressed, and because she is so beautiful, but she is beyond a super model, because she is so adorable. She reminded me of my daughter, that made me want to cry. I am not worthy to be my daughter’s father. This woman I met yesterday, I don’t know why I didn’t talk to her as she wanted, maybe I felt my soul was to filthy, maybe I didn’t want to start something I couldn’t finish. I imagined she might be another prostitute, so hard to believe, I figured I could not afford to fuck her, but I imagined asking her how much for a handjob, I imagined her giving me a handjob, may the Unicorns forgive me, I want to cut off my cock, bad cock, it makes me think questionable things. I imagined that maybe she knew who I am and wanted to use me, if so, I want her to use me, I want to help her with her career, but I won’t fuck her,  the would just ruin it, soil our relationship, not us fucking, but her fucking me for her career, I could never do that to her, debase her, like obama does to michelle, and his daughters. She was born to be a star, but the jews might not let her be a star, if she is not Jewish. It kills me to think somebody might her her physically or emotionally, that scumbagwood might break her heart, the same for my daughter, squared.  I so want to murder my daughter’s boyfriend at the time, I don’t know if he still is, because he would not pick her up that one night, he let her walk in the jungle alone, late at night, to take the bus, in the jungle. That is obamian evil, fox evil. The housing dept told me basically they would send somebody to check on the heat after I die from the cold, the housing dept told me to just die, the mayor’s office wont take my calls anymore, he clearly wants me to die because I am not Jewish. I am going to call knbr? I won’t call fox, because I know lauren sivan will suck until they agree to let me die, if I had a big cock I might have got to go to Iceland too, as well as skiing. Its a cruel world, I didn’t want to talk to her because my soul is so filthy, I have killed so many, since I was a child, I am a child of war, I have killed so many, but I think, I am just getting started, hopefully my daughter will never know about THEM. When I was leaving that bar, I said to Lindsey, I can’t wait until I am a God, and young again. Lindsey said something weird, about the owners of that bar getting on the bar and dancing. Do they know who I am, I told this other young sexy bar tender there, some other night, about what I would do if I could go back in time to the time I was a bartender, did she tell them what  I said, she was the one that went crazy when I tipped her again, 6 dollars each time, twice. I tip so much because I feel guilty about not fucking. I really want to cross the line with Frankie today, weird, recently Liz bragged about being carded recently, when I first met her I thought she was in her twenties, Angie told me she was in her early fourties, was Angie jealous, weird, Angie acted like she was too old for me, Angie thought I should be with younger, if not hotter, girls, people have thought this all my life, that I should be with hotter women. Yesterday, at that park, I saw a kid, with his parents, I asked his parents if I could take him in to the bathroom and fuck him in the ass, they said yes, they could tell I am special. No, just kidding, I just said that for Frankie in case she is reading this, he had something that looked like a helicopter, I asked him what is it called, he said, a drone, it could fly so high, I asked Frankie later, how fly does that helicopter fly, THE ONE THAT I GOT FOR YOUR KID FOR CHRISTMAS, she said, very high, she got very emotional then, it seems she is overwhelmed by what  I did for her kid, very, very, she is so pissed that she can’t suck me to thank me. She had no idea that men like me exist, men with honor, she thought there were only men, scum, like, oreilly, obama, tom cruisty, brat pitt, et cetera, men without honor. I meant to say before, Angie made me wait for her burgers, not for her cock, was that a Freudian, oh, I hope not. When Frankie saw me running back from that one bar, I told her I was going there, because they take credit cards, she offered to front me a beer, but I said fuck that, it would be like taking money from a woman, I don’t do that, I am not a scumbag, when she saw me coming back, she ignored me, I think she was jealous, like I had cheated on her. I don’t want to see that one incredible woman again, until I am a God, and she can use me, I am going to teach her that not all us men are scumbags like obama, and jim carrey. I keep thinking about the time I molested my daughter, put my hand on her body, it felt so mother fucking good, it was like ten ten trillion sexual volts were going through her body, my cock is on fire right now, I am about to spontaneously orgasm, I really want to 69 her, I really want to eat her cunt, it is so incredibly beautiful, the CIA got me some pictures of it.

 

12-30-14

The fox phony newspeople, they keep their bodies so tight, they are so afraid their body language will reveal what liars they are. Strange the phony news media reporting on the crash, why not serial killers reporting on the murders they have committed. The fox idiots want to teach their debt bullshit in schools. I got carded yesterday, I asked the sexy bartender, Lyndsey, is it because I asked if I can use a credit card, she said no, but she could not have possibly thought I was under 21, could she. I want to tell Frankie today, I was thinking about you when I masturbated yesterday, I had a great orgasm, thanks. Would that be wrong. I kept seeing her yesterday. I ran outside an hour yesterday, I feel so good today. Weird, for no reason Frankie started talking about breast feeding again, I think she wants to breast feed me. I told her, have you noticed that people who's mothers would not breast feed them are fucked up, people like obama, oreilly, et cetera. Fuck, you mother fucking can't believe what I learned about Angie's bar. Angie really punished my cock the other day, she made me wait hours for her cock. Why a movie about that loser steven hawking, he can't even walk, fucking loser, he didn't discover The Theory Of Everything, is he Jewish. I raged at the cold during the night, clearly the human race is still trying to murder me, scientists agree, they said it happened before. I hate lauren sivan now. I met an incredible young woman yesterday, she reminded me of my daughter, that made me want to cry. She wanted to suck me so bad she started pounding on the bar, so adorably. How the fuck can pilots fly a plane in certain storms, if the fucking computers can't.  

 

12-29-14

I love to eat peanuts, that have been deshelled, salted, out of the bottle, straight in to my mouth, it is like I am eating human flesh, eating Lauren Sivan's ass for real, yummy. I can't wait to see Frankie again, tomorrow. Frankie, why do you hate my cock, like Lauren Sivan. Fuck, I have to stop blogging, I have so much to do today, I have to hit the heavybag, everything, except shadow boxing, four times today, to make up for my sins. Weird, I have no desire to smoke pot today, usually I look forward to it, no more Sharks Breath pot, I think it is not that good, from now on Snow Cap, I don't even want to try the kind of pot that fancy people like Lauren Sivan smoke, I think it would make me crazy. I can't wait to see Angie again, I love steak, but I love her burgers more than steak, I told her she reminds me of the movie Like Water for Chocolate, I think Angie soaks the meat in her cunt, I think she liked it when I told Frankie that the look on this one porno woman's face when she is getting her pussy eaten makes me want to be a woman. They tell each other every thing I say to them, can you imagine if I fucked one of them, how much they would sexually harass me, I can't wait. 

 

12-29-14

I could not believe how good my lower belly looked reflected in my tablet yesterday, one diet day after my pigout, which was very piggy. I am not even going to look at it today. Maybe I am being a baby wanting to be able to write equations putting my hand on the tablet like I was promised I could do, it is so easy to make a table do that, but they are idiots, but maybe I should not put my hand on a tablet when I write equations, maybe I should do it like a math Professor writing on a chalk board, do they still write on chalkboards, or like an artist drawing on a canvas. Am I being a big baby, get fucking real, take your heads out of your asses, I am the only grownup on this planet. 

 

12-29-14

Lauren Sivan just said I am a baby for complaining about the cold, she would not say that bullshit if she did not have heat, fuck, it was 40 degrees yesterday at 9,30am, I don't even want to know how cold it was in the middle of the night, fuck, no good dead goes unpunished, fuck, I buy a Christmas gift for Frankie's child so of course I have to be a pedophile. Only a pedophile would give away something for free, just ask oreilly, he is always giving gifts to children, that is what the Unicorns say. obama, always showing love for women, because he is fucking them over so much, has there ever bee a big phony than obama, not even oreilly is that phony. Fuck still too cold to shadow box, wa, wa, wa, if I hit the speedbag I shall probably break my hands. 

 

12-29-14

Lauren Sivan had her hands in her pockets, I think that meant that she will give me a handjob, but wearing a glove, probably a very rough glove that will cause my cock to bleed, that is cool. I told Dixie, you are hurting me, she said, it is supposed to hurt. Sammi is like, I will use sand paper mother fucker, Frankie asked me if I was a pedophile. 

 

12-29-14

I know how to solve the equation of turning hannity and oreilly against the pigs, against fox, against obama for real, to cause them to have a coming to Julius moment, the solution to that equation is so very very simple. 

 

12-29-14

Dam, they got rid of this one video where this one movie star, some woman, ridicules tom cruisety, what. I really wanted to see that. They no longer showed the box office, they don't want me to see how much unbroken failed, they want to deny me any little pleasure. Sniper, another bullshit hollywood war movie, I hear it was made by a cock sucker, that it is a propaganda film, to make you a man mansucker. Exodus it is Jewish terrorism, let the children starve, or moses will come back and drown you. I had so many loser dreams, I hate them, I would rather have dreams where I am being killed. 

 

12-29-14

I wish I could have gone to Christmas Tree Lane with Lauren Sivan, and that she could have sucked my cock as I looked at the pretty lights. Wait till you see my house some day, the lights, celebrating Satanmas. 

 

12-29-19

I wish I could go skiing, but I don't have a big cock, that woman must have dug what I said, I have never seen her look at me like that, look in to the camera like that, she is being very good, she is letting us see her masturbate, not having given her any money, masturbating, pulling her panties down, but not letting us see her cunt, and she showed us her vaginal juices on her fingers. I wish I could give her some more money to see her cunt again, it is incredible, hall of fame, I wish I could pay my Daughter, and Lauren Sivan, to masturbate, and see their vaginal juices on their fingers. That one incredibly sexy woman, on my website, she gave me her email, that has never happened before, does she know who I am, or am I correct, that she is a prostitute. 

 

12-29-14

Funny, I was watching Lauren Sivan in the past, tivo, whatever, it was so obvious when they told her through her earpiece that I had just talked about my semen in her hair, she loved it. I wonder if you can make an interesting movie without all the poison in hollywood movies, I shall do the experiment. That brings up an interesting question, I can not think about one right now, maybe there has been one. 

 

12-29-14

I can't believe how confident I am today, it makes me realize how unconfident I have been recently, why, probably because of Frankie hating on me, you can't believe this one thing she said to me, later. She is hurt that I have not fucked her, I will as soon as I can. I told her, about this one thing, Frankie, I don't know if I should tell you, I think you might get pissed, and I think you might not give a shit, I am not sure what I should do, but I think I should tell you, she was like, tell me wimp, I said, Frankie, when you bend over your but crack is showing, she was like, so what wimp, I should have added, I was not even complaining, at least I hope I am not that gay, that I was secretly complaining, I think it turned me on very much. It would be better if they made heroin legal, and outlawed hollywood, hollywood poisons the world with its bullshit. 

 

12-29-14

Lauren Sivan really looks like she has my semen in her hair this morning, I would love to see my Semen in Sam's hair, she has beautiful brown hair. Maybe there was a supergenius child on that plane, so obama had it shot down, he's like, one supergenius asshole who values children more than money is enough, those children must have been so terrified so much, we failed them so much. obama probably masturbated when he heart that plane crashed. 

 

12-29-14

Lauren Sivan really wants me to fondle her tits today, I guess she digs that, but, I don't dig that skirt she is wearing, to long, something a grandma would wear. I lost the asteroids today, because I was not thinking about this one thing I should have been thinking about, when I started the asteroids, when I started God training, it, I think, is the reason I have so many perfect scores, but I keep not doing it, what I know I should be doing, I am not sure why. Weird, when I try to do miracles, doing that one exercise, as I am supposed to, anything, read a book, masturbate, anything, I choose to do miracles when doing it, when I do it, trying to do miracles, I never feel pain, but when I am trying to go to sleep, trying to do miracles, I usually feel a lot of pain, weird. Why don't those planes not float, how long can the passengers stay alive in the plane under the water if there is no leaking. 

 

12-29-14

The assassination of those cops shows why some cops might be trigger happy. obama did not go to the funeral because he was afraid, afraid that the cops would turn their backs on him, maybe he was afraid that they would shoot him. hal must feel like such a fool. The fox idiots want to be able to brainwash children in school with their debt bullshit. We have an evolutionary mandate to do everything possible to keep our children safe, capitalism is keeping us from doing that, so capitalism must go. My sexual dam is about to break, I am going to set a new world record for most women fucked, Kareem, whoever, you are a slacker. I was such a spaz, dufuss with Sam, dam, some day soon, so fucking soon, no more dufuss, I want to apologize to Frankie for being such a dufuss, I am existentially sick, because I am about to be a God, I bought in to that human bullshit that says you have to suffer to get what you want. Some fox idiot just said that thunder storms are extremely dangerous, so why did it not turn around, then he said, only to small planes, I call bullshit, I think the ntsb lies, they all lie, to cover up for the pigs. It is so evil that the news media makes money off of tragedies like this, they should not be allowed to show commercials during news shows. Fuck msnbc today, they have in the f team, even the, a, team, is not worth shit. I think I had a dream about mica, non sexual, fuck, I can't even get laid in my dreams, I fucking need to learn to Lucid dream, to dream fuck. Some idiot talked about a huge response to the crash, 8 ships, shit, Juliusnomis would make the response a hundred thousand ships, and a hundred thousand submarines, the idiots still don't have tech that tells them where the plane is underwater, where it exactly went down, will this be the straw that breaks capitalisms back. Shit, Juliusnomics, that plane never would have crashed in the first place. Let me speak to you in a language that even obama, hal, madow and oreilly can understand, goo goo ga ga. 

 

12-29-14

That idiot scott brown just proved he is an idiot, why he is on fox, he is so stupid he should be on msnbc. I just heard the most insane thing, this ex general said, the military is safer, does not fly in dangerous conditions, except in combat I am sure, the military does not fly in dangerous weather conditions, because the military does not carry civilian passengers, is not in the business of making money, dam, you would think that when dealing with civilian passengers people would be safer, not more dangerous. But in this evil star trec world money trumps all, even children. Interesting with Sam, secret messages, she refused my tip at first, pretended maybe, I told her, I don't expect anything in return, that is the biggest lie ever told, no, just kidding, I don't expect anything in return for that tip, but I do expect her to fuck me for the content of my character, and for how big my cock shall be soon. But think it is going to be way too big for her then, fuck it, we can 69. I won't be on hal's show today. Sam makes me think I do have sexual issues, sexual guilt, that I still have a martyr complex, I am going to have to have another tshirt made up, I wondered why so many people were hostile to me at the gym, it was my tshirt, it really made people at the gym afraid. They always knew I was not human, because of the way I work out, that tshirt sealed the deal. Today I realized how fucked up I have been, I feel pretty good today, yesterday I was so fucked up, I could not even shadow box, I broke my diet bad, I can't believe I didn't die from the cold yesterday. I have been so stupid to let obama make me hate him. My sexual issues, hard to believe, but as I have said, it is like I am two different people in the same body, Scar, get out of me, I am mother fucking going to make up for my sexual sins, yesterday, it was like an atom bomb went off in my cock, I could smell my daughter's cunt in that bar. One dude said, one time when a plane crashed the computer could not handle the storm so it quit, it gave control back to the pilots, that is so weird to me, the computer could not handle the stress. The plane should have turned back, but they chose to gamble with those children's lives, the children lost that gamble, the pigs will make money, what do you want to bet. Maybe that plane was hit by a meteor, or it ran in to a UFO. If true it is so mother fucking evil that they would not let  that plane fly to a higher altitude, hard to know what is true, the medias is telling different stories,  who is lying, stupid question, of course they all are, but who is lying about what. All the experts are telling different stories too, who is lying. Exodus, Jewish propaganda. Sony, 15 mill, I call bullshit. I get it now, madow is too stupid to understand that Juliusnomics is for real. The number one thing we need to teach students is how full of shit obama and the other republicans are. The idiots are too stupid to understand you can duplicate in a laboratory what goes on in a with a plane in a storm, they can't duplicate the exact series of forces that cause a plane to snap in two. Weird things happening, promising things maybe, this one CIA dude who wanted to torture me in that past now is secretly arguing for my right to free speech, and I got this email again, for lawyers, that now talks about free speech, which it did not do before. Sam said my Indian sex dance did not make her horny, she lied. I could smell her pussy getting wet. 

 

12-28-14

Maybe they should have jets fly in space, where there is no weather, Space Ships One, but there is all that space junk, micro meteorites, cleaning up all that space junk is going to create a lot of jobs, Newt was so brilliant about what he said about the jobs of the future.  

 

12-28-14

I found a place to float, cheap, I am going to repeat the experiment, float on pot, see if  I experience the absolute power of a God again, see if I can't turn it off again, like I could as a child, see if it freaks me out again if I can't turn it off, causing me to have to end the experiment, or see if I can become a God again. Fuck, I am taking the day off today, except for shadow boxing, and doing a few equations, see if I remember them, I have so much pot left over from December, tons, oh yes, I have to make at least one audio blog. I am going to say questionable things to Sam today. Shit, Frankie could not believe they had Disneylands when I was a kid, uhggggg, right in the balls. My lighter makes such a beautiful green flame, I dig green, obviously, that is why my eyes are green. But I also dig Lauren Sivan Blue, Alyssa makes brown look so beautiful. Check out the movie Choose Me, it talks about me secretly. I so dig The Omen 2, those kids were so awesome, as I said, they must have had so much fun doing that. I really dig some of the things that Vampire says to Alyssa. I won the asteroids today, I almost fucked it up, I started thinking licking my daughter's pussy, near the end, but I said no fucking way, it attacked me hard, sensing weakness, but I said, no fucking way, no fucking around, no bullshit, no doing. I was going to do God training twice today, to make up for sins, but fuck that, when I go see Sam today I don't want to feel like a loser if I lose it the second time. Time now for more pot, shadow boxing, then audio blogging. 

 

12-28-14

Fox, stop foxing, lying, you fucking phonies, you won't want certain investigating reporting, correct, you certainly don't want bush's war crimes investigated, then you would cry politics. You fucking phonies, everybody knows you are clowns, especially the piglets, the poor pigs who support you. They only support you because they are cowards, like ginsberg, but you can't scare me fox, you fucking cowards, don't you think I know how afraid you are, look at oreilly, he has to wear three diapers when he does his show. 

 

12-28-14

A new hell, because the old one is not hot enough for scumbags like oreily, obama, ginsberg and madow, et cetera. The va scumbags gave Vets hepatitis B, and AIDS, and they are fucking these Vets again saying that they did not give it to them, probably on orders from obama, or maybe oreilly, or whoever is obama's corporate boss. Dam right I am going to exploit this tragedy, to keep the pigs from murdering more innocent people, so horrible to think about the children madow, and obama murdered. I am going to give Sam a good tip today, for christmas, and New Years, not as big as my daughter's, but big. I hope it does not creep her out, she bows when she takes the tips I give her now, I told her to stop that, I can't take it, I told Liz that I hate myself for not being able to buy her a house for christmas. I can't believe Sam wanted all us guys in there to have a metaphorical homosexual orgy so she could feel sexy. 

 

12-28-14

Are we just rats in a maze, I am breaking out of the maze. They decided they have to build a new hell, much hotter, for obama, oreilly, madow, and ginsberg. Shit, they knew that jet had structural problems, they sent those people up in the air to die. You think you move your bodies, but you don't, reality does. You play many tricks on yourself to make yourself believe in the bullshit reality, because you are afraid of reality. 

 

12-28-14

obama is a monkey, but not a chimp, he wishes, he is a squirrel monkey. I sense such incredible power, in me, in reality, whatever, reality wants me to put an end, legally, to obama's rain of terror. Reality knows that obama is an abortion, that he must be stopped, from abusing children. There is no stress limit for a Julius Jet. snl comedy seems so lame, so hollywood, so old, hollywood is always trying shove their glee crap down our throat, take a hint, we don't want your glee crap. Some black racist, trying pathetically to defend obama, said there is nothing more we can do to protect cops, what pathetic obama bullshit. I won't be on hal's show in January. I am fucking freezing, it is so painful, it is assault, why can't I call the cops and have them arrested, because america is bullshit, I am going to see the mayor Tuesday. I have to thank Liz for that dream. f=ma. If you could flap your arms fast enough you could fly like a bird, f=ma, a propeller on a plane, serve as a birds wings flapping very fast. 

 

12-28-14

Those people were murdered by obama, oreilly, ginsberg, I promise the families those guilty of the murder of your loved ones will answer for their crimes. That old dude doesn't realize things are much different than when he was flying, the pigs have gold fever, they are insane with greed, they know their extinction is coming, they know they can not stop me, they have tried everything to kill me, and failed. I was fighting depression all night, until I had a dream about Liz, there was mathematics in it, she told me I am tipping too much, the woman don't feel they deserve it, because they are so guilty about their vaginas. That dream made me feel so happy, God like. My daughter really inspires me, I really want to show her that I am not full of shit. They probably told that pilot that he could not go around the storm, they don't like pilots to go around storms, because it costs more for fuel, they don't care if people die, they make money on the insurance probably. It is probably rigged so they make more money the more people that die. Leland, you know you owe me a blowjob, I probably saved your life from ISIS, I wish I could let you suck it. That one black dude working with you today, he really made a fool out of himself one day, even the fox psychos were like, dam dude, you are even too insane for fox. The mother fuckers at fox, they are charley manson insane. I can't wait to see Sam again tonight, do my Indian Sex Dance for her, see if it works. Humans, what disphits, they fly around on flying bombs, disphits. But the jet engine is incredible, the jet engine reminds of the Spaceship One, the jet engine shows that it does not matter how big m is if a, really v, is big. It shows that humans could fly, using their arms and hands, if they could generate enough, a, the Julius jet won't blow up, it won't crash. Capitalism murdered those people too, humans don't value human life for shit, not even their own, not even their children's lives, especially hal ginsberg, and obama. Cops should definitely turn their backs on that coward Guiliano. High speed trains to Paris, you will get there in 30 minutes. obama is thousand times more evil than Hilter, he has killed way more than Hitler ever dreamed of killing. Hitler in hell is like, dam, I wish I could have been as evil as obama is being now. I hate obama so much for the way he is fucking over Sam, I can't even think about the way he is fucking my daughter, or I would get on a bus for DC with a sniper rifle, no, Hawaii. I saw this cool little knife on tv I want to buy, but, can't afford it, and some shopping bags, can't afford it, the mantra of my childhood. All that fuss over a piece of shit movie, yes, when I see seth rogen on the big screen all I can think about is sucking Leland's cock, see how you make fools out of yourselves hollywood, you aint seen anything yet. SNL, Seniors Night Live. Some dude, expert, just said that plane was probably ripped to shreds by a storm, to pieces, that could never happen to a Julius Jet, capitalist jets are crap, deathtraps, I really think they bet on you to die, profit from it. 

 

12-27-14

An undramitcal day, mostly because I was not doing, a little girl tried to stab me in that balls with a rolled up magazine, a 13 year old girl was fucking with me, and other little girls fucked with me, but no big deal. It was magical with the buses. Nice day at gym, started squating and deadlifting again, very light, leg still fucked up. After the gym went to Angie's bar, Sam was there, and some other woman, I thought that other woman was ugly, but she is not, only when she is making an ugly face, every other time she saw me, but not today, she has a nice body, big tits, nice skin, she seems a good fuck, Sam has no tits, I am sure a great fuck, I would take over the other woman big time. Sam said that if everybody starts dancing we will be warm, I said, are you going to dance with all of us, some dude thought that was hilarious, she said no, I have to be professional, I said, that does not sound very professional to me, she just wanted to see me dance again. I told her, tomorrow I will show you my Indian Sex Dance, she seemed eager to see it, Frankie does not want to see it. At the gym, deadlifting, I got a serious chubby, thinking about my daughter. Seems like Mark has lowered the price of beer. A dream I had for years came true yesterday, English Muffins, they are so expensive. Another dream just came true, I found and bought a gas lighter, I didn't know there were gas lighters, it was hard to find it, it is so perfect, I hated, couldn't use, without great difficulty and pain those bic, whatever, lighters, hate them. I am in pot heaven now, soon I start Standup again, for my daughter. Maybe Monday night at the place down the street, maybe at Angie's Bar on New Years. 

 

12-27-14

I won the asteroids the second time, one mistake, not that good a score, but I won, for my daughter, I was doing pretty good, it went so fast, but near the end made a stupid mistake, I am surprised I won, whenever I would start to do I would get a bad pain near my anus. I shall be sucked soon, I so fucking know it, Frankie was sending me very contradictory messages, I want to ask her to come up to my apartment because there is something I want to show her. She did a miracle on my computer. I think she thinks I am just playing with her, that I am not really in to her, that is bullshit, I would so love to fuck her. A life without doing, that would be so incredible, whenever I cum I always think about my daughter, every orgasm I have is for my daughter. I am so addicted to not doing, problem is, I am also addicted to doing. But I shall transcend, for my daughter. 

 

12-27-14

I can't believe that idiot obama didn't go to the funeral, that idiot never learns. Working vacation, he does not even work when he is allegedly working, what a joke they talk about a working vacation, I can't believe I lost the asteroids, I want to cut off my cock for betraying my daughter that way. But I deserved to lose, before I started God training I was doing doing, lots. I have to do it one more time today, can't wait. I came up with the brilliant idea of having one 22 ounce beer before I go to the gym, can't wait, and to get to the gym. Do cops wives get their cop husbands salaries until the 20 year mark is reached, and do they then get their husbands retirements, they should, they will, when I am President. When I am President cops will have bullet proof cars, they will not eat in public places, where they are easy targets, they will not park in places where they are vulnerable. Russia is heaven on Earth too, Putin does not even exist, he was just made up by our bullshit media. madow is eva braun. One asteroid, I fucked up, I had no time to kill it, so my hand killed it. What a joke I am, I am so filled with doing, and then I have the nerve to wonder why I am unsucked. Fishing is a brilliant metaphor to use to talk bout getting sucked, real fishing, not obama, oreilly, hal, wimp fishing, I will never forget that one incredible fishing things I saw, I had seen it so many times in my life, in a sexual way. But I didn't have the undoing to pull the trigger on the spear gun. Focus is so important, but,,,,,,, focus, not focusing is like boxing with a blindfold on, I have done that, it sucks. 

 

12-27-14

I think I have discovered what the mythical Jesus called the secret place, I just realized something, when you find the real secret place, not a fools secret place, it is not that hard to stay in it, I am charging up my psychic battery, soon I shall unleash incredible psychic forces in the world, and give all the children of the world justice, real justice, N Korean justice, not bullshit american justice. Biden is being so beautiful, I am not surprised obama did not go to the funeral, since he murdered him, if we had Juliusnomics he would be alive. 

 

12-27-14

It was beautiful yesterday, magical, even though after Frankie knocked me out kept kicking me in the balls while I was unconscious, when I woke up my balls hurt so bad. You can't believe what she said to me yesterday, I would have preferred it if she kicked me in the balls, no good deed goes unpunished. Any day now I shall be crucified I am sure. I gave her a big tip, the same sized one I gave to my daughter that one Christmas, that freaked her out, but I think if I gave her that same tip today she would be like, is that it, loser. I think there were some angels there who kept me from getting to sexually psycho. I learned some incredible things about that bar, you can't fucking believe it. I can't wait to run with my shirt off, my belly was so awesome yesterday, it looked so good. 

 

12-26-14

Lauren Sivan talked about children and facepaint, she said secretly that I am a child because I did not go to that racetrack to let her suck me, I shall grow up soon, like a mother fucker. 

 

12-26-14

Pammy, my belly feels so smooth and firm, like fine old rotting corinthian leather. I am tired of just looking, it is time to fuck and be sucked. It is time to be a God and young again, it is time to be hard like steel again. Happy weekend, I hope I get to see you this weekend, on tv, or when I look down at my cock. Later. 

 

12-26-14

Pammy, I could look at you forever, I love to look at sexy women, I used to love to look at my daughter when she was working, but it creeped her out, later. 

 

12-26-14

Hi Pammy, I wish I could masturbate, but I am saving it for a day after Christmas miracle, I keep watching that one movie, that scene where that young woman sucks that old dudes cock, so hard, so hard you almost feel like you are sucking it, she presses so hard her mouth flesh against his cock, he tongue flesh, in cheeks flesh, lip flesh, upper mouth flesh, that is my favorite woman's mouth flesh, she presses her mouth flesh so hard against his cock flesh. He cums so much in her mouth she says, wow, was the really his cum that dribbled out of her mouth. I can really see my cum on your face right now. Time to try to take a nap, going to be so hard since I can't beat my meat. 

 

12-26-14

Lond=boring, what an idiot hal is.

 

12-26-14

Chocolate chip cookies, out of the pussy, I mean oven, unintentional, so warm and soft, like pussy. I thought I would fuck them up, but they were absolutely perfect, but, I was desperate for milk and, my Daughter's, Laurene Sivan's, Sammi's, Pammy's cunts, but I could have neither. 

 

12-26-14

I had just did a great miracle, I need to do much greater, much. And I just had a dream come true, food for less kept that dream from coming true the previous friday, they don't want children to have chocolate chip cookies for fuckmas, and they especially don't want that asshole santa to have them, since he commits the crimes of giving away toys for free. One hour and 38 minutes, and hal has not gotten one call, nobody believes his bullshit cover story. I guess something I said pissed of fox, they put Lauren Sivan around of giant cocks. In Killing Kennedy it is obvious that Oswald is supposed to seen as a hero. I can really feel my daughter sucking my cock. 

 

12-26-14

hal is freaking out, he knows he is fucked, he knows he made a huge mistake, his guest knows it too, he told hal so, secretly, hal knows the butterflies told the truth. He is so freaked out he used the word dick, on the air, and he was talking about sex. In that audio blog I put up today, I did some incredible acting, you probably didn't notice, you probably thought it was real on a different level of abstraction. And there are some cool secret messages in it. hal talks about craft, but he is worse, his super bookie, what do you want to bet Jewish, and what do you want to be that he is homeless. 

 

12-26-14

Something I said made hal realize he fucked up, he made up some bullshit story about how did do his show yesterday, but there was some fuck up, bullshit, bullshit, bullshit. I was disgusted she would touch my old rotting flesh. I love hate to do so. The butterflies tell me I shall be a God soon. 

 

12-26-14

Audio blog up, #1.

 

12-26-14

 

Putin canceled Christmas in Russia to say, jesus was a false messiah, Julius is the true messiah. Dam, you would think they would let Vets have heat on Christmas Day. I am afraid that my daughter will be at Angie's today and want to have sex, to delusion is to divine. Killing Kennedy, I think it was about lying, saying that it was not the idiot republicans who caused 9-11 to happen, it was the fbi, which is bullshit. I am reminded of that one kung fu movie, a satire, that would be so fucking funny if they made a movie about 9-11, a comedy, that really showed how stupid the republicans are. I can't believe that bafoon oreilly is still on tv, only because I don't have a national talk show. 

 

12-26-14

Pamela, unfuckmas is still going on for me, when I turned on my tv I see you on it. It is so disgusting the way the corporate news medias are covering for sony, like that fucking coward chris rock. Lots of new pictures up. 

 

12-25-14

What were the butterflies trying to tell me?

 

12-25-14

 

Lauren Sivan, fuck our new baby you gave birth to when I was out to sea, we will deal with that nightmare later, I have been out to see 16 months straight, I need a blowjob now, stat. Wait a minute, which is bigger, 9, or 16, why is the baby black. 

 

12-25-15

Pammy, I have had my first potcation, feels so good, I wish you would suck me when I am high, I bet that would feel better, so much better, I shaved all my pubic hairs off, to make my cock look a trillionth of an inch bigger, Sammi says, still not big enough, I did it hoping then that you and Lauren Sivan would not hate my cock. I am Julius raging cock, the poor little guy, he seems very bouncy, so eager to get sucked, please my cock, forgive me, I am trying. I can't to see Lauren Sivan again, I wish I had to tv's, so I could do a pathetic, kind of, loser's, threeway with you and Lauren Sivan. 

 

12-25-14

Pamela, I prayed it would be you, another christmas miracle, why do you and Luaren Sivan, all women, hate my cock, what did it ever do to you, I know, it didn't rape you, please forgive my cock. 

 

12-25-14

I want to do the twist in Lauren Sivan's cunt, with my cock, North Korea is a paradise, heaven on earth, of course the US bullshit media won't tell that truth. I won't go see that movie, I won't reward their cowardice with money. We don't need hollywood anymore, fuck their shitty movies, we can make our own movies now, better than their nepotical shit. Yes, we don't need hollywood's corporate bullshit propaganda anymore. Kim Jung Un is a great man, a man of the people, a hero of the people, that is why obama wants him murdered, like he wants me murdered. Where the fuck is my pipe, no, I must shave first, otherwise I might cut my throat accidentally on purpose. 

 

12-25-14

I had a nice turkey dinner/lunch/breakfast, today, turkey hotdogs, I wish I could go skiing today, but I am being blacklisted, I think Frankie wanted to invite me to her Thanksgiving Dinner, but I declined, I thought she might want to have sex. I am going to do a threeway with obama's daughter's some day, fuck them in the ass, make them say, my daddy is an asshole, Julius is my true daddy. This woman wanted me to play football with her and her kids, her eyes said so, I didn't do it, wimp, I was afraid her and one of her kids would beat me and her other kid. My ego is so fragile right now, I can't take any more blows to my ego, not getting sucked makes you so vulnerable, fragile. Weird, that one sexy woman down the hall, the other one, what she did, very weird, that young sexy black dude next to me, who wants to suck me, he made fun of her, she knows, I shall have my true cock soon, I shall be fucking soon, even Sammi, when she sees my cock, she will be like, dam. My mother does not like Lauren Sivan, she wants to cut her head off, of course I won't allow that, I can't wait to teach my daughter to snap a neck to death, to kill, if she wants, she would be so perfect for a non cartoon version of Heavy Metal, to play the lead, that hero woman. So many women have died to protect me, and for the honor to suck my cock. Where is my pipe for my medicine, fuck it, it is fuckmas, for some, I shall just have to run, twice, outside, and inside, and kick, box, high, do the experiment, thank Satan I am not doing spinning kicks again yet, my leg is still fucked up. I have to make notes for sexual things I want to tell Frankie about her and her child. I can't believe Lauren Sivan won't throw me a cunt bone. At Lauren Sivan Park, women, fuckable, kept getting near me on their knees, when I was sunbathing. They had Lauren Sivan sitting down, the camera shooting down at her, like she was begging to suck my cock. It's been nice spending christmas with Lauren Sivan, I just wish my cock could have been in her mouth. I am going to sunbath today. That dude had to fuck up my tshirt just a bit, put his cock in my ass just a bit, he could not do it my way, he had to do it his way, to punish me for not letting him suck my cock, like hal. 

 

12-25-14

When I am PRESIDENT, when we are no longer slaves to the corporations, toys, food, all schools, movies, skiing, everything will be free for children, all children will get to go skiing, not just the the fancy children like Lauren Sivan, if they want to grow up to be the next John Claude Keely, they will get that chance, they won't be fucked out of that dream as I was, because america is bullshit. Given how corrupt america is, I can say the killing of those two cops was wrong. I am not advocating violence, leave that to me, it is my thing, but it won't really be necessary, because of my dog of Dogs of War, when they see them, they will say, "I don't think he should try to nuke them, that might just piss them off, I hope." 

 

12-25-14

I am so done tolerating obuggers abuse of children, and tolerating the tyranny of dna, if Angie heard that one thing I said to Mark, she would have lost her fucking mind. I wonder if they will let me go there Friday, I wish I could go there today so I could at least have the delusion I might get my cock sucked today, I have been banned from every other bar in la, it seems, I can't believe the laws I have broken in my ex mexican bar, that I have never seen anybody else break, they didn't even complain, except, they thought she was not good enough for me, I always get that, of course no woman is worthy to suck my cock, get real. I could not imagine it would be a dufuss like me who would do it, instead of one of the cool kids. But it is nothing compared to what I shall do. My cock shall be legend. Lauren Sivan really looks like one of santa's sluts today, I dig it. Are they live today. I am sad Japan is so unsexual, I thought it was the opposite, that is okay, I shall change that. I had the delusion that I should make videos instead of audio blogs, with the camera ten feet away, to bring in the donations for my cock, then my high went away. 

 

12-25-14

That dude said he is 6' 5", I wonder how tall he would be if after I cut off his head. At one point I thought I went back in time 500 years, and was sitting next to jony dip, at Angie's bar, and he wanted to suck my cock, I think because he knows who I am. I just wished Dr. Carleen a merry christmas, on Educator.com. I hope I don't get arrested for it. Weird, I had just seen jony dip on the cover of a magazine. I can really feel Scarlett Johannsen in me right now, I want more. 

 

12-25-14

Fox, thanks, that is another great Christmas Present. I promise you a sharp blade, except for oreilly, for oreilly a rusty spoon. I shall show ISIS how to really do it. This is for me a Great Christmas, I so love my iPod. Frankie sounds so sexy on it. Maybe I will let you hear. We don't need tenderness, we need a pimp, I mean pope, who is not a wimp, who is not a scumbag coward like obama who worships money more than children. Daughter, happy Fuckmas, I am sure you will get a great christmas fuck today, weird synchronicity that happened the other day, having to do with Alyssa Milano, 8000 children will die today from hunger, they say, because of obama, and, ginsberg, he didn't do his show today, maybe I will be on his show again in february, unless their is an emergency, unless THEY starting heading towards la again. They had me move to la because they wanted to people in la to be the first to die if came to that, that is why they sent me to germany, because they wanted me be one of the first US soldiers to die when the cold war became very hot. That is so brilliant what what's his name said on gooddayla, about scarlett playing that one AAF woman, american of african decent, pronounced Uf, he got it, I did not, that Scarlet was wearing not only black face, to honor me, but, black body as well to honor me. Today Show, thank you, you honor me, that woman filled with evil, says that I am a con man, you did not have to take that role, it is insane to say that I am a coman, you can say I am insane because I care more about children than money, but nobody has the right to call me a conman, It is so obvious that thh, thh, thh, Juliusnomics is the truth. I am not a conman, you are cowards. Alyssa, I am watching that movie again. I shall see you back in time soon. Kind of a synchronicity with Scarlett Johansen, to of my pathetic worlds colliding. Did Scarlett allow that picture because she knew it would come to my on facebook. I got another present this morning, live tits, on the internet, that is what I pathetically call a Christmas miracle, I had to turn off gdla, Lauren Sivan sounded like she's been getting on another man's big root, that she really likes it, like she's already had her Fuckmas, that she is still cheating on me. Daughter, I promise I will grow up soon, and become a God. I am so cold, so lonely, so fucking hoooneee. If I had the money I would go to the whitehouse to make a citizens arrest of obama, now. And I would set up a tent in the 99ers old base camp in la. It is so fucking hard not to do that, it is beautiful that they are letting the homeless set up tents all over la, I might need to do that soon if obama gets his way, but it is so cool, that the dems in congress threatened to go along with the pigs in congress to impeach obama if he gets to evil, to replublican. Fuck them, I can't count on them, I have to God, I am doing to do Frankie's kid like time warner fucked me, I am going to tell her, her son, so beautiful, can't play with his present that I got him until 1-15-15. You think I am afraid of your fucking dragons, you have not fucking clue how many dragons I have killed, your wimp dragons would not last five seconds in my reality. I got a new tshirt made up, I think you might dig it. So pathetic, so evil, all those children lined up in skid row waiting for some shitty crapmas present, like that is supposed to eliminate your guilt, bullshit. Giving twenty dollars a month the feed the starving children, bullshit, the pope, bullshit. Lauren Sivan is so cruel to my cock, she probably made sure the cute little AAF girl didn't get the barbie she dreamed of, give me her address I shall get it for her, if she agrees to suck me when she is 18. Do they have AAF barbie dolls. Yesterday, sunbathing, naked, you wish, maybe not, I for the first time, that I remember, dug looking at my face in the mirror, outside in the shadows, perfect lighting, even though my hair is so fucked up. It really seemed young dudes wanted to suck me yesterday, yesterday, in the bathroom there, I felt like Pierce, in that one thing, I thought about taking him in to the shitter to snap his neck, for thinking I might be gay, maybe I am, ginsberg wishes so, obama too, the number one thing on obama's bucket list is to suck my cock. My face, maybe that is way Angie freaked out again, and attacked me, Mark was being nice to me, I told him about the nasty things I am going to do in his bar someday, he said, can I play too. I said sure, the more fucking the merrier. Angie can't handle being around my cock, she said, she knows how awesome I am, no, she has no clue. How does she know what she know, is she working for the KGB. Killing kennedy sucked, the movie, it was boring, I think they lied, and it did not answer a basic, important, obvious, question, that I don't remember ever hearing answered, obvious, was it synchronicity, coincidence, chance, intentional, planed, luck, divine guidance, reality at work, the collective unconscious, that one thing that happened, maybe is was a conspiracy, and Oswald was part of it. From the evidence I have heard, presented in a court of law, it definitely seems that people in the gov killed kennedy, thank heavens, that moron almost got us all killed, because he'd been so humiliated by his cuba fuckup, just like bush jr. got us in an illegal war because he was humiliated by being such a failure in life, such a wimp, not one percent the man his father is, all the bush son's are wimps, she must have cheated on him. I did not think about cutting his throat, that gay guy, because I am not a moron, too messy, why do that when it so easy to snap somebody's neck. I feel the need to get a sniper rifle and start training with it, just kidding, I need a sniper rifle and training with it, like a Sammi needs more big cocks in her life. 

 

12-24-14

Why are they having that fag work inside while they have Lauren Sivan on the streets, oh, I just remembered, they are giving me a chance to rape her. I can't believe how beautiful she looks today, is she real or memorax, I am tempted like a rapist to go down to the la mission to see if she is for real, and to rape her, wearing my makeup, and you know, that thing I sometimes wear on my head. I can't believe how that one evil woman secretly hated on Lauren Sivan, secretly calling her sneaky, a liar, duplicitous, a back stabber, et cetera. Frankie guessed what I got her son for Christmas, she got so excited, you are going to love it when you hear what she said to me, if you hate me, like Lauren Sivan obviously does. No Christmas presents for Lauren Sivan, not from me, not until she thanks me properly for that other present I got her. 

 

12-19-14 

Lauren Sivan, you look like Sha, Sha, Gabor, on green acres today.

 

12-19-14

 

Lauren Sivan, that one woman seems like she is really pissed at you. Steve was trying to make you jealous, pathetic, disgusting, what. I can't believe how beautiful your eyes are, pot helps me to see them better. rick dickard, is that his real name, that seems like some kind joke porno name, or some joke gay porno name, like frank kramer. frank and rick seem way more gay on pot. I would think he is just gay, not bi, like frank, but for the way you reacted when he came on that homo screen. For my daughter, daughter I fired a shot today, for you, heard round the world, with that one things I said. 

 

12-19-14

I find it weird right now that we touch our devices to operate them. I wonder if Sammi ever touches her computer inappropriately. I am experience Pot time dilation. Hal's intro today seem boring for a much longer time than it usually does, because Pot slows down time. 

 

 

12-19-14, #1, Audio Blog Page. 

 

12-19-14

Your honor I would like to introduce my cock as exhibit A, and frank kramer's anus as exhibit B, it is the very anus frank kramer tried to shove on my cock when I was sleeping with a twelve inch hardon. The rage just builds and builds until you go on a killing spree, thank goodness for pot or I would have gone on a killing spree at klos. I would have gunned them down in the studio, except for Sammi of course, her I would have just pinched her clit a bit, till she went ahhhhhhh. Kiesza, she had to be punished, because she showed love for her cunt, bad cunt. 

 

12-19-14

Your honor, I am innocent by six inches, Lauren Sivan testified that her rapist pressed his cock hard against the back of her cuntl wall, the dildo evidence has proven that her cunt is twelve inches deep, so it could not have been me, no way frank kramer, okay your honor, you got me, I was wearing a cock extension, but your honor, My cock made me do it. The Judge: I find you not guilty, why don't you and me rape her again in my chambers. I don't object your honor. My body really wants to go outside and run, my body really wants to box, my body really wants to fuck Lauren Sivan. 

 

12-19-14

And the poor shall kill the rich. joe really liked what I said in the previous one, the poor shall kill the poor republicans. Audio blogs coming up soon, if I don't pass out. 

 

12-19-14

I felt assaulted by Gema's tits, I would not say she appeared frightened to see me, terrified maybe, but certainly not frightened. Sammi, when I mEAT you at some radio event, I am just going to ask you straight up, do you want to fuck. Before I saw how beautiful Lauren Sivan is in the snow, naked, in my delusionation, I saw digital, of a bunch of people in the snow, it was so beautiful, because they were so happy, so beautiful, I didn't even care  that they were rich assholes, who deserve to die, because my parents could not afford to pay so I could learn to ski. I wanted to ski in the Olympics, bring pride to my dimension, but I had as much chance of that happening as being born in some other dimension than the second dimension, some other dimension, like the third one, this one. Humans are going through an evolution thing, it shall be over soon, then the poor will rise up and kill the poor. Cops will shoot mayers, the secret service the president, children their frankless parents, teachers their students, security guards the ceos, life guards will drown the swimmers, dogs will eat all the cats, in a good way, mice will fuck hamsters. heidi hamilton will stop sucking cock and become a lesbian for true. Maids will cut the throats of their masters as they sleep. ginsbergs wife will bite his dick off, generals will be murdered by their privates. joe will kill mica on air. 

 

 

12-18-14

12 new radio calls to Hal up, on the Radio Calls page. 

 

12-18-14

Lauren Sivan, how did you get back from the snow so fast, helicopter, you must feel fancy. You were in the snow today. I turned from hitting the heavybag, and there your eyes were on the tv, it really was shocking how beautiful your eyes are, the beauty of your eyes, it was liking in to the eyes of Satan. I was high, hitting the heavybag high. I must believe the truth of punching, even though it seems to good to be true. I hope I can run to go see Gema high. This will be the first time I have ran outside high. 

 

12-18-14

oreilly, I know you want to sit at the grownups channel, but that is not going to happen until you grow up and stop being a corporate stooge, a republican, a conservative. Capitalism is very juvenile. When I run outside sometimes as I am running I will side step, as if slipping a punch, or, slipping a punch and counter striking. And sometimes I throw punches while I am running, so cooly, not full punches, just enough to show that I am a master, especially when sexy women are around. 

 

12-18-14

oreilly, scumbag, moron, you said that fetuses are potential life, please keep your stupid mouth shut, don't try to help, you are a moron. Better yet, please switch to the side of death. 

 

12-18-14

When I was looking at pictures of Cara Santa Maria I saw pictures of Gina Gershun, she is one of the all women who have rejected my cock in la. I thought it was a very weird synchronicity?, I wondered, is the universe telling me something, but I don't think I want her to suck me now, is that me being a baby,,,,,,,, so. Can you run and watch tv with those google glasses, that would be so cool, porno, is it illegal to run with a hardon. When flying on military aircraft, I always fantasize about getting sucked to keep from puking. I just ran a half hour in my apartment, beautiful, I am going to run later to Gema's Carl's to give her her present, I hope she does not accept it, so I can watch it. Jeff Linder put on hal's website and example of the truth of the Julius math concerning minimum wage, at first that asshole, jealous asshole, tried to deny the truth, but after doing some research he had to admit that the numbers were even better than what Jeff said they were, he had to admit,,,,later. This mother laughed at her very beautiful, very little, girl,  because of the way she was desperately trying not to look at me again, she had never seen a man's cock have such an incredible effect on her daughter before, certainly not frank kramer's little cock.  When I got to the side of the little girl I spun to face her as if she we a threat to me, as if I thought she might attack me, that really made her mother laugh. I know that even I can not fully understand how the transmitting of information quantumly is going to change the world for the computer, I do know one thing, I want my next computer to not be an apple piece of shit, I want it to be quantum computer. I have so much pot left over from the week before. I am going to have a very High Christmas, and Happy New Year. That idiot hal is fucking up again, he is not broadcasting, he knows it, but he is too stupid to fix the problem. I wish he would stop blogging, and doing his show, he is too stupid to represent the left, he should give his show to Denica, and be her producer. Relaxation seems like a very good thing to do when God training, but if you have a certain problem like I do, so many, it can be a very bad thing, to relax with too much, no, that is crazy, you can never relax too much, but you have to be careful you don't make this one thing mistake when relaxing. As some of you know I am the kind of relaxation when I am by myself, I really need to learn to do it in my cock, maybe, and when I am sexing a woman, I have done it a couple of times in the past, but I  got to, of course, learn to do it all the time. Today, for the first time I made myself breath like a God consciously. It really freaks out women if you are in bed with them, one time I was in bed with a very beautiful woman, we taking a sleeping break while working, preparing for WW3, it totally freaked her out, she told me to stop it, I didn't, she changed positions, so her feet were in my face then. I asked her, you are so beautiful, why are you not in hollywood, she said, what about you, if I had it to ,,,, no, I won't say that, for my daughter. Lauren Sivan looked so beautiful again in the snow again today, they had her flying over the snow today. She is so in love with me, it is killing her that she can't suck my cock. I told Frankie, it might be hard to believe but when I was young I was very sexy, that really creeped her out, I think she was like, doesn't this mother fucker know how sexy he is, he is really psycho, that is my delusion, and I am sticking with it. Cara has experimented with some really awesome looking Mind equipment, I wish I could get my hands on it. 

 

12-18-14

Shit, the bullshitretical physicist that Cara interviewed called some fish a dick, as in asshole, like ginsturd. I want to get my daughter a Christmas, but I am very afraid to do so, I know if I now, before I am rich, start spending money on her, start giving her money, I shall definitely end up homeless. Cara is definitely not Grandpa ginsturds brain scientist. That dude said people don't dig mathematics because they don't understand how cool it can be. 

 

12-18-14

Wow, Cara talked about learning certain things having to do with physics, in highscool, she said, she said, I learned that bullshit having to do with certain particles, she referred about certain alleged scientific knowledge as being bullshit, she is sucking my cock so good, the worm is turning like a mother fucker. The woman from the state called me, two weeks later, she totally ignored my sexual harassment complaint against her, she said I can not have people register for the NWP, all the stars are aligning. 

 

12-18-14

I don't think that theoretical physicist that Cara interviewed has a clue what general relativity is about, not even special relativity.  

 

12-18-14

Cara really knows how to suck my cock, metaphorically, she is talking secretly about me disproving einstein's special relativity. 

 

12-18-18

I am listening to a fascinating interview Cara did with a Bullshitretical Physicist. Cara loves to use the word fuck, to suck me metaphorically. She says that she has some problems with science, that some things seem more like magic to her, than science. I am turning her from the obama side of the force. 

 

12-18-14

They say the way in to a woman's cunt is through her children right, isn't that what they say, fuck'm, that is what I say. That wimp hal was crying anti Semitism because I did not call him, pathetic. That crybaby ronn owens was whining about me saying the same thing over and over and over again, of course he has no problem with the pigs doing it, and whined about the 99ers blocking access to freeways, he was like, they should only do protests that have no meaning, no effect. Cool, Cara is hating on capitalism. She said she can have an electric car in la because there are charging stations everywhere. If I were President they would be everywhere. 

 

12-18-14

I am listening to Cara Santa Maria, she gave me some very valuable information, I think she did it on purpose, I think she is trying to help me get published, that one paper, about Einstein's theory of special relativity. I am thinking of using my psycho eyes when taking an audition picture for this one job. Before, this one asshole, jealous, had me keep smiling bigger and bigger until I looked like an idiot. mica, were you too ashamed to show up to work yesterday. I bet you would love to suck the cock of one of my new banks, chase, already they are trying to rip me off, maybe. I can't be on hal's show anymore, north craprea says so. I am thinking right now of kissing my daughters neck. I learned something very important sexually because of Frankie, I told her, don't ever be afraid to touch me, I should have added, or suck me. I bought her, gave her, some batteries yesterday, for the gift I got her son. I would be a real scumbag like obama and ginsturd if I got her son a gift and did provide the batteries with it that it needs. I gave Cara some more money, five dollars this time, shit, I shall probably end up homeless from giving her money instead that one porno woman. I asked Frankie, do you like your nipples licked, sucked, in a sexual context, she said yes, very much. She asked for my indress, I would not give it to her, she asked for my indress, but it really seems like she is going to my website already, from things she's been saying. This one thing I said, she said, it is only in my mind, yeah right, and then you woke up. I told her, I want to watch you breastfeed your son closely, to make sure you are not experiencing any sexual satisfaction. This one thing I said to her, I thought she might get pissed, but she did not even blink. I am starting to understand, to really get it, it does not matter what you say to a woman, it is something else, no, it is not just about the size of your cock, like it is with Sammi, not all women are like Sammi. 

 

12-17-14

I got such a perfect present for Frankie's son, it is better than what I wanted to get him, not too expensive, it is so fucking cool, it supposed to be for a 14 year old, or older, but shit 16 months is close enough, I can play with it until he is old enough to use it responsibly. I wish I could have had it when I was a kid. It was fucked up about the shipping, but the Amazon woman came up with a brilliant solution to that problem, it might not be good enough, but it probably will be. I can't believe this evil woman I had to deal with at panasonic, she harassed me for hours, apparently the concept of wireless is a concept that Panasonic can't comprehend. I have to run now to fedex, and chase bank. Man they really fuck you when you do cash credit, I have never seen it this bad, I shall do the math and show you exactly how bad they fuck you. Shit, I am going to have to get some nice clothes, cheap, and do that work I tried to do before. If you lie to a woman, telling her you are a doctor, so she will suck you, is that rape. 

 

12-17-14

Lauren Sivan looks so beautiful in the snow. 

 

12-17-14

Frankie, gave me some valuable sexual information, I think it is sexual, and valuable, but remember I have no sex life. I have the sense that my daughter does not really need me anymore, that she can become a billionaire on her own now, because of something  I said to her that explained so many things to her. But I will be there if she needs me. 

 

12-17-14

I probably won't be on hal's show anymore this week, and I am not going to be focusing that much on the NWP, I need to focus on getting my daughter some money. And humans are such cowards, I can't believe that not even one person has had the courage to donate to the NWP, so sad. Children of the world, I apologize to you for your parents being such pathetic cowards. Only an idiot like joe would think anything you say in an email is going to be kept private. I hope it rains today, so I can have a excuse to wear my raincoat, I think it came yesterday, I have a bunch of boxes I have to open, it really seems like Christmas again. It's been so many years since it's been Christmas for me. I ran in the rain yesterday, no hat, no umbrella, I felt down again, hard, the first time it happened, there were a bunch of cops who saw me. I hit the ground so hard, one cop asked me if I was hurt, what a joke, the second time I hit even harder. Because of these two young sexy women, I told Frankie I fell because I read their minds, you can't believe what they were thinking, she seemed shocked, she understood. I broke my diet yesterday for Frankie, so I could tip her a lot more, so her and her son would have a little less pathetic Christmas, I wish I could do so much more for her and her child, to protect them from the sadism of the beasts obama and ginsberg, also mica. I am pissed at Frankie, she did this one thing my daughter did to me, maybe, maybe what they ddi had nothing to do with me, but I don't think so, I can't blame my daughter, I acted so creepy with her at times. I didn't try to fuck her, maybe I should not have joked with Frankie about cutting this one woman's throat if she wanted me to, a short story, cool, I could not believe Frankie's honesty. I thanked Frankie for touching me when she came in, not my cock, bummer, the first time she was going to do so I got afraid so she didn't do it, it seemed Angie wanted to hug me but I got afraid so she didn't do so, Frankie got really high over the bar like she wanted to hug me or kiss me but  I got afraid so she didn't. I complained about her hugging this young, 41, sexy guy to my left but no hugging me, he defended her, saying he hugged her when she got close to him, saying I should have done so when she got close to me, he lied, because she had not gotten close to me, maybe he was referring to when she got high over the bar, putting her pussy in my face. He was totally freaked out when I talked about cutting this very tall very beautiful black woman's throat, she had been playing pool, all the blacks ran out of the bar when I started getting a little to excited, Frankie joked, threatened to, cut me off, but I knew that would not happen, she needed my tips to desperately for her son. I am pissed at her, but I have to keep my promise to get her son a Christmas present, I was planning on getting some, any, kid, a present, this is perfect, now I can get her son a present, the son of somebody I care about, even though I am pissed at her. I think Frankie gave me the, I love to suck cock sign, very subtly, not like Laura, mother fucker, Frankie said she is not in to cock anymore, she is only about her son now, he, he, he. Those two sexy women, who made me fall, they asked me if I am alright, what a joke, when I realized I was going to fall, I made myself fall harder, so it wold look cooler, I could not believe how our eyes were locked, the sexier one, maybe, they both were incredibly sexy, when I was on the ground talking to them, for a little while, our eyes were so locked, I didn't want to be rude, I wanted to look at the other young sexy woman, but I could not break my gaze from her eyes, it was like our eyes were touching, fucking, even though I still had on my sunglasses. I have to check with Amazon, about Frankie's son's gift, dam I hope I don't get crazy for him, spending to much money, but fuck it, I am going to get rich soon. I feel so powerful, can't wait to run today, I ran in the rain, my raincoat came later in the day, is that ironic, no, retard, or is it, magic. Frankie would not dance with me,  I danced on the dance floor for her a little all by myself, this one young sexy woman really dug it, but she left with a black cock, she really loves the big black cock, just like Sammi. Reebu could sense how horny I was when I came back home, esp, she was waiting for my cock, in the kitchen, really shaking her ass, I am reminded of this one other women, if it were ever made an olympic even this other woman would definitely win a gold medal. Me and that young sexy dude had a good time together, he dug my sense of humor. When he left I told him, stay sexy, he said he is trying. Qunatum transference of information, if that is not esp, magic, I don't know what is, if you don't believe in magic you are an idiot. This one physicist sounded like carlos castaneda in a way, he said, now it seems like magic, because we are not used to it, but when we understand it better, when we have tech based on it, it won't seem like magic anymore, retard says what, it will always seem like magic to me because I am not a retard, like hal ginsberg, everything is magic to me, electricity, radiation, gravity, et cetera, because I am not a retard, like hal ginsberg, science has not answered one question absolutely, if you can't answer questions absolutely, you can't answer them. If you don't believe in magic you are a retard like, obama, ginsberg, and joe. Another reason I probably won't be on hal's show anymore this week is because he disrespected me yesterday. That black woman loved me, I gave her an incredible compliment that she loved. No time to proof this, got to heat up my 1&1/2 big carls. Frankie said I don't need to diet, that I look just the way I am, I said, you are such a good liar, you should be an actress.  

 

12-16-14

Shit, I won the asteroids two days in a row, God training today went so fast, it was so painless, even the asteroids, at first, until I made a stupid mistake, maybe, I started thinking about my daughter's cunt, after I made that stupid mistake maybe, the asteroids started attacking me viciously, I really stressed then, I can't believe I won. It is not really about focus, it is really about something else, but to do that other thing you have to focus perfectly, it seems, these two factors in the equation really almost seem like one factor, to do one you have to do the other, to do the other you have to do the one. Two days in a row, I shall be walking on water soon, fuck that, I shall be getting my cock sucked soon. Even Sammi will be like, that is too big. Should dna determine the size of my cock, or should it be me, fuck dna, giving a frank kramer a mind is a terrible waste, it does not matter how many phd's you have or don't have if you are a coward like frank kramer. Genius is more about courage, than genius. It is my body, dna has no right to tell me how big my penis shall be, it is called evolution, check it out, it is an evolution of my penis. I think I set another world record for orgasming yesterday, with pot, thinking about fucking my daughter, I am not sure, the judges have not made their decision yet.  

 

12-16-14

Mica, thank Heaven no banks were killed during the hostage crisis. I know who joe thinks should be institutionalized, obviously I am insane because I don't believe corporations are people. Do you dream of fucking gm. You are so evil, I don't think I can ever put my cock in you, fuck it, rob lowe probably tore the shit out of it. I have to go back in time, to fuck Alyssa, I shall pretend to be a grip on that one movie, so I can get within striking distance of her cunt. I asked Angie if Maadee was going to be at the party, I said she probably would not remember me, Angie said that I am hard to forget. I feel so God like right now. Crystal was too afraid to give me her mindress, she thinks I am too creepy to do so because I have no raped her yet, she keeps working late all by herself downstairs so I will rape her. I tried so desperately to do what they wanted me to do so desperately, but they would not let me do it. I only had one and a half big carls today, I am so desperate to get rid of my belly. So I can see the top of Lauren Sivan's head when she sucks me.